The Mail Box

[Y-ohhh-Y]

G...

 

 

Hey you... Appearing like a thief from nowhere... I didn't think you'd want to correspond again...

 

I'm not complaining, of course... I'm glad you said hi... But... I have a feeling something's amiss...

 

*sigh*

 

I wish I could've asked you...

 

Does it still hurt? I thought time would heal it... I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry... I never meant for it to be that way... I hope somehow you've forgiven me... I hope. Really hope...

 

The way you said goodbye last night seemed too impersonal... Like I've hurt you once again without even trying... I'm so sorry... I hope you can move on... I pray that you will... I never asked you to hold on in the first place...

 

 

L...

[beelee]

i ask why? for all the people in the world why her i dont doubt you im just askin

until now im wonderin?

and i would like to thank you for a chance

to held her in my arms to look in her eyes to feel her next to me

the joy we share the tears we shed together both of us feels like no tomorow

before you took her to be by your side...

[black_night]

Dear ----

 

If you only know how much... I only want you to be happy. That would be enough for me.

[iwalkalone]

Dear_'

This is beginning to frustrate me....and it hurts a little...no, a lot! :cry: Should I go now? maybe i'm being pesky already....you're just not the same anymore and i know what this all means...and i understand. Don't worry...i'll be fine....just as you found me. I wanted to love you...i wanted you to love me....i wanted more....so much more. You could have been the one...but I won't be good for you...I'm "damaged goods" as you already know....and you're on the right track. Guess you're not the one and if you were....perhaps i'll have to see you again in another lifetime .. :cry:

 

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Dear_,

 

It's incredible how you make time for me....are you really happy...making me happy?....to me you're a star....and i adore you...and i love you.....but you won't here me say it.....until that perfect moment....if it's destined to comehttp://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/love/love_32.gif

 

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Dear_

Take everything i say with a grain of salt...as i always say...I'm too complicated...sometimes i feel...the words i say yesterday...are not exactly what i mean today at this moment...and then i'd mean it again tonight....and the next day it'll be different again. I'm confused...i always get confused with everything...even myself confuses me ! There's just nothing constant going on inside of me...I think I'm just a little unwell

Edited August 5, 2006 by iwalkalone

[black_night]

Dear ----

 

i know. i feel.

perhaps more than you think i do.

i simply capture the moment however fleeting it might be.

 

i found you and knocked at your door.

maybe you should just have ignored it

but you opened it and let me in.

and something beautiful happened

maybe its my illusion or just my imagination

but nothing you can say or do is ever going to change it back.

you've touched my life and

i hope it i did same to you

 

don't keep putting yourself down

coz you can't hide behind the flaws and imperfections

i can see beyond the darkness

and see the true colors shining through

 

my intentions are true and pure

i remain without high hopes, expectations or conditions

 

all i want is for you to have the peace and happiness you deserve

 

i have made this my quest and i will not falter...

[Cosmica]

This thread must be called the "rant box." :grr: :boo: Express yourself, fine. But once said is said. Enough already, OK?? I'm sure there are other things about your life that warrant attention. If you really have to say things over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again and again and again and again and again and again and again, use a different style and a different treatment. OKI? Am i complaining? Yes! Still I can opt not to read, but you are glaring at me. :evil: :thumbsdownsmiley:

[cheeselogger]

I don't know why I held on to long. The mere idea that you actually cared for me was enough to make me crazy for you for 4 long years. I didn't mind that I loved you for that long but your mere hi or hello or even just a smile made me hope every single day for a happy ending. Instead, I just became like an obsessed fan to you. Almost a stalker even with my incessant calls to your house. For that I am truly sorry. My selfish feelings right now of being hurt that you're actually happy with someone else doesn't make me worthy enough for you. I do not deserve you. With this, I say goodbye to you. You don't have to worry about me anymore as I really want you to be happy. Even if that means staying away from you, I will do it with all my heart. I am just really sorry that I've turned into this horrible person. You really deserve someone better. Goodbye.

[iwalkalone]

Friend,

Thank you....i'm glad I was wrong. Sorry for being paranoid Kulang lang sa pansin. ehehehe http://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/girls/girls_59.gif

[crabman]

Dear,

 

I remember the first day I saw you; the way you looked at me and the way my eyes shined. My eyes showed what my heart was feeling, but I was going through something, I was in the process of healing.

 

I remember the first time that we kissed: at that moment, I knew you were the one. I remember when you broke my heart. I remember when I cried and said, "I understand". When I was hurt you were still by my side where you said you would always stand.

 

The love shared between you and I will never change - only time and age. I know that we have a love that counts - a love that will experience many things from being tested and even questionable at times, but in the end there's no doubt, I know we have a love that counts.

 

Love always,

[cheeselogger]

I know you want me to move on, but I can't.

 

It still hurts too much but I couldn't tell you this when I replied to you.

 

I don't want to burden you more as telling me that, I think, is hard enough for you.

 

You never told me in the first place to keep on loving you this past few years but I did. And I don't regret ever falling for you.

 

Now that you actually told me to go on with my life without you, I don't know if it's even worth it at all...

[iwalkalone]

Hey you,

Please stop thinking that everything i say pertains to you...coz they don't...you're mistaken, really...and i'm very sorry.http://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/animal/animal_78.gif

Edited August 7, 2006 by iwalkalone

[Manticore]

If there's one thing I know about you, it's that you'd never give up without a fight. Your spirit is strong. Keep at it, my friend. You'll get there.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

R,

 

Thanks for the treat.

 

Had the BEST nite/time of my life in such a LONG time. ;-)

 

You say I shouldnt even say it ... but I must!

 

Thank you, thank you, thank you. ;-)

 

A

[iwalkalone]

B,

So you're finally gone...sorry i didn't care to talk...there was nothing left for me to say....and don't think I'm hurting coz i'm not...I've been actually wishing for this to happen...I sincerely hope this time it's for good.

Cold...yeah i guess that's all i'm feeling right now...sad...yes but not for us,....it's something more...still can't put in the right words. Loud and out of key...http://www.gifszone.com/content/icon/love/love_155.gif

[Grimace]

you don't know how truly i am blessed in having you in my life, in your childhish candor, i see myself in you. thank god! i wasn't even desperately looking for someone, you came in gradually like the rain, so unexpected in this warm sunny day. Everything so positive in my life since you came, and god! i'd be stupid to let you go..so darn stupid! i can't wait to see you later..i'm cooking your favorite.. :heart: i love you very much