Cosmica Posted July 8, 2006 Share Posted July 8, 2006 J, I love you. I'm sorry I screwed it up. But you need only send me a note and I will come running to you. But I guess you wouldn't. You thought you've been fooled, but no. I didn't mean to fall for you the third time. But I did. I miss you. The texts you sent. The calls we made. The minutes we stole from official working hours just so we can chat via YM. The hours we spent awake when should be asleep just so we can be together albeit through the wires and cables. But these are all over now. How sad are you? How badly broken do you feel? I'm sorry I betrayed your feelings for me. I miss you. I'm sorry I love you. I love you. M Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted July 8, 2006 Share Posted July 8, 2006 gracias y cuidate siempre. me fáltas tu... Quote Link to comment
pussycatdoll Posted July 8, 2006 Share Posted July 8, 2006 to you -- why??? all this time and i still don't understand any of it. i'm so tired. tired of being strong, of being the one that people lean on all the time, tired of being the problem solver, just tired. so f#&king tired. tired like you wouldn't believe. of course, in my foolishness, i thought that you would be my rock, my ballast, my help in times of weakness. stupid to think that you could possibly be up to that task, stupid to even begin to think that you would be my partner, my equal, my strength and my hope. stupid, stupid, stupid to the nth degree. and now here i am, beginning the cycle yet again, the seemingly endless cycle of meeting and falling and dreaming and getting up bruised and beaten from yet another man, another affair of the heart that crashed and burned almost before it got off the ground. is there no end to this? one day, when you least expect it, i will be here, waiting for you, and things will finally be settled between us. maybe then you and i will finally find the peace and love that i still believe we truly deserve. good luck to the both of us. - m. Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted July 8, 2006 Share Posted July 8, 2006 yay. too bad. you're just like the rest. my heart always makes poor decisions... Quote Link to comment
aleena® Posted July 8, 2006 Share Posted July 8, 2006 i never thought i'd be this happy...i found the meaning of my life when i found you... i love you, honey. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted July 9, 2006 Share Posted July 9, 2006 (edited) Over My HeadFray I never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a queueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut that's how it's got to beIt's coming down to nothing more than apathyI'd rather run the other way than stay and seeThe smoke and who's still standing when it clears Everyone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in overtimeShe's on your mindShe's on your mind Let's rearrangeI wish you were a stranger I could disengageSay that we agree and then never changeSoften a bit until we all just get alongBut that's disregardFind another friend and you discardAs you lose the argument in a cable carHanging above as the canyon comes between Everyone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in overtimeShe's on your mindShe's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in overtimeShe's on your mindShe's on your mind And suddenly I become a part of your pastI'm becoming the part that don't lastI'm losing you and its effortlessWithout a sound we lose sight of the ground In the throw aroundNever thought that you wanted to bring it downI won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves Everyone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in overtimeShe's on your mindShe's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in overtimeShe's on your mindShe's on your mind ...this is the last song syndrome that just wont stop. argh. Edited July 9, 2006 by Wyld Quote Link to comment
naked_angel Posted July 10, 2006 Share Posted July 10, 2006 You left impressions unforgettableand when i view our moonyour images surfacesand that love seems forever... Quote Link to comment
pussycatdoll Posted July 10, 2006 Share Posted July 10, 2006 para kay ***: You Who Never Arrived Rainer Maria Rilke You who never arrivedin my arms, Beloved, who were lostfrom the start,I don't even know what songswould please you. I have given up tryingto recognize you in the surging wave of the nextmoment. All the immenseimages in me-- the far-off, deeply-felt landscape,cities, towers, and bridges, and unsuspectedturns in the path,and those powerful lands that were oncepulsing with the life of the gods-all rise within me to meanyou, who forever elude me. You, Beloved, who are allthe gardens I have ever gazed at,longing. An open windowin a country house--, and you almoststepped out, pensive, to meet me. Streets that I chanced upon,--you had just walked down them and vanished.And sometimes, in a shop, the mirrorswere still dizzy with your presence and, startled,gave back my too-sudden image. Who knows?perhaps the same bird echoed through both of usyesterday, seperate, in the evening... Quote Link to comment
bluegreen717 Posted July 11, 2006 Share Posted July 11, 2006 I'm this close to killing you. Seriously. I cannot shake images of you on a dirt path, writhing in agony, blood seeping out of every orifice in your face, both your legs broken in several places, your ribs shattered. I'll tape the key to your chest and bury you alive, and push that SUV right over your unmarked grave. Quote Link to comment
pussycatdoll Posted July 12, 2006 Share Posted July 12, 2006 dear mom, i miss you. i hate sleeping in our room now because it feels like there's a rip in the space-time continuum whenever i look over at your bed. still, i know that you're happy now and you're in a place where there is no more sickness, no dialysis, no more medications and doctors forever piercing your skin with needles, needles, and more needles. it helps to remember these things whenever i get tired of pretending that i'm strong. hey mom, don't forget what you promised me you would do for me, okay? i'm still waiting for that special person you said you would pick out for me. siguraduhin mong mabait, ha? ayaw ko ng laging may kaaway. have the time of your life in heaven, mom, and say hi to lolo, lola, and the kiddies for me. save me a space at the table for when we meet again. love you. -- m. Quote Link to comment
sweetie Posted July 12, 2006 Share Posted July 12, 2006 You said two heads are better than one,But what’s the use of the other,If it will only withhold the thinking?As you walked before me to shield me from harm,But it was you who hurt me instead.When you gave me everyday your shoulders to cry on,Where were they when I needed them in dire?As you took me by the hand and watched me closely as we walked,It was you who stumbled along the road.When you build me up to be strong and stand up with every blow,It was you who broke in the gentle brush of the wind.As you told me to be tough to brave the storm,It was you who corroded under the rain.You said you love me and will be with me,Forever… But your actions are mute to how much you mean those words to me.I thought only one’s passion sink in,Leaving a mark in you being.But then words can succumb even deeper.Causing wounds not even time can heal… Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted July 12, 2006 Share Posted July 12, 2006 Y, Was SO good that you were also in Makati yesterday. Am glad you were a wonderful excuse for me to escape from that weird, crazy, married guy whom I bumped into on the bus home. I just couldnt stand it ... enduring the entire ride with him. Rather rude of him and icky ... to violate my private space, as well as offer a massage FREE OF CHARGE. Yuck!!! Enjoy your new, interesting life ... GF! ;-) A Quote Link to comment
pussycatdoll Posted July 12, 2006 Share Posted July 12, 2006 para sa iyo: ginawaan kita ng isang mahabang tula, kaya lang nawalan ng kuryente at nabura lahat ng pinagpaguran ko, kaya ito na lang muna ang alay ko sa iyo. sana maintindihan mo. -- m. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Kung Ibig Mo Akong Makilalatula ni Ruth Elynia Mabanglo Kung ibig mo akong makilala,lampasan mo ang guhit ng mahugis na balat,ang titig kong dagat --yumayapos nang mahigpit sa bawat saglitng kahapon ko't bukas. Kung ibig mo akong makilala,sunduin mo ako sa himlayang dilimat sa madlang pagsukol ng inunang hilahil,ibangon ako at saka palayain. Isang pag-ibig na lipos ng lingap,tahanang malaya sa pangamba at sumbatmay suhay ng tuwa't ang kaluwalhatia'ywalang takda --ialay mong lahat ito sa akinkung mahal mo ako't ibig kilalanin. Kung ibig mo akong kilalanin,sisirin mo ako hanggang buto,liparin mo ako hanggang utak,umilanglang ka hanggang kaluluwa --hubad ako roon: mula ulo hanggang paa. Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted July 12, 2006 Share Posted July 12, 2006 Ate N, After getting mom's call the other day and hearing the pain/loneliness in her voice ... you've NO right to treat her that way. She deserves better than that. She's already with you ... to tend to your mess ... to cook, clean, do your laundry. And you'd rather give more attention to that A-hole you STILL continue to see/work with? If only I could wring your neck! Even Ate R doesnt respect you anymore ... esp. with how you've turned out. Anyway, your life ... just dont expect us to be included in it. We honestly couldnt care less ... anymore A Quote Link to comment
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