The Mail Box

[Niru]

I wish all of you well

though i cannot attend

it would have not change a thing

 

You know whats funny about it?

My attitude back in high is starting to return

the way you intend to celebrate.

 

now I wonder.

 

am I in a wrong place, wrong time?

[ReDBaByBuRn]

i am happy of having and being with you but it seems sometimes that there are still things that we do not know and understand of each other...

 

[maldita_overload]

Pare,

 

How have you been? It's been a little while since we last spoke- and although I am congratulating myself for finally stopping sending you messages and such, I know that were it not for my friends, who deleted your number and deactivated my facebook (after, of course finding out that I've been secretly texting and sending you messages- to which you don't reply) I would continue on like nothing happened. I still have a couple of other venues to get in touch with you, but do not fret, as I don't intend to. I am happy with how things are- me loving you from afar. I know the likelihood of our paths ever crossing again, is very slim. There is a high chance that I will never lay eyes on you, ever again. I’ve reserved the right to keep my memories of you- no one can take that away from me. You did not gain a stalker, so don’t worry about that. I fully intend to keep my distance; for the sake of my sanity, so it’s not entirely for your benefit.

 

 

 

It was one hell of a roller coaster ride; one that I would take again, without a doubt. We should have kept things simple. I’m not blaming you for opening up a can of worms. All the things you said, I’ll forever keep in my heart. I never fully understood what it was that I felt about you- or rather what I feel about you, but I always knew that it’s something good. I do sometimes wish that we stayed at where I wanted to be. I told you what I wanted from you- maybe if we kept it at that, then we’d still be ok, or maybe not. Nobody can really say. All I know is that somehow, I’m a better person for knowing you.

 

 

 

I want to tell you how much I appreciate you making me smile- unconsciously on you part, but it got the job done. My best friend said that she hasn’t seen me smile like that for a long, long time; and I know that for a long, long time, I won’t be smiling like that. Thank you, Babe.

 

 

 

You’ll always have a special place in my heart. In my own way- the only way I know how- I will always love you.

 

 

 

Aya

 

 

[Seishi]

I must have treasured you this much...

Being defiant myself,

You can really make me do things...

Your way.

 

 

-Ace-

[Chito]

To no one in particular,

 

My life actually got better when I stopped attending the group EBs.

 

When your entire social life revolves around a singular group, it has a way making you block out everything else in that you fail to see possibly better things outside of it. AND if that group takes itself waaaaaay too seriously, it has a way of bleeding you dry to the point that you have almost no time for anything else anymore. You could have done something more productive, you could have met more interesting people, you could have gone somewhere you've always been meaning to go to...... but you end up not doing these things because you are committed to the group.

 

I woke up one day realizing that all I ever looked forward to was the next EB, next activity, getting new members. I stagnated during the 2 years I stayed with the group. I had to get out of it, and I did. And with all the far richer experiences I've undergone after making that decision, I have absolutely no reason to regret it.

 

Now, I see the same people grow old doing the same things over and over and over and over and over and over again. They pretend there's a point in what they're doing but, really, there isn't. They're miserable and they delude themselves into thinking that they're not, that they're supposedly happy in their own little world of coffee, alcohol and camaraderie. I'm glad I'm not one of them.

 

= = = = = = = = = =

 

To person 1: You will never find love in MTC. You've built quite a loose reputation in the past years. No one here will ever take you seriously anymore. The sooner you realize that, the better. Leave now and start afresh as far away from MTC as possible. That's the only way you will have a fighting chance to find true love.

 

To person 2: You were probably the only thing good that ever happened to me while I was still with the group. I'm glad we're both on the outside now. See you around!

 

To person 3: I've never met a more miserable person than you in my life . I hope you realize by now that a lot of us left because of you. Your friends right now will probably never tell it to your face, but you are a control freak. It's sad, you had a real opportunity to make the group a really excellent one. You had loyal, talented, resource-rich and well-connected members, .....but you squandered all that opportunity by using the group to feed your ego by control others, to make them do your bidding. You reduced a group into a huge sand box where you can play God. It didn't help that you are arrogant. But deep inside, I know what's eating you up. It's this: You are small. You are pathetic. You will never matter in the real world. That's all you will ever be. I'm sorry, but you are hopeless. You certainly deserve where you are now.

[erato]

You,

 

I do not want to see you again. EVER.

[n70]

to my tropa,

 

see you outside of mtc..... i have your digits na.... eto lang kailangan ko....

 

M.....

 

to hb,

 

i need to do this.

ingats po lagi...

 

M

[DarkAngel]

Has anyone actually paid or is paying any attention to you? 

[Guest Riveria]

riv,

 

Why up so early? You need a break from the tiring week that you concluded..Darn!!! You're up to it again. C'mon it's just a simple message of thoughts. Don't believe him that much. Forget him, forget him, forget him..Delete him on FB to ease your mind...

 

jong

[TanglewoodBoy]

K and C,

 

you two ladies will always have a part of my heart....

 

hope to see you again, this life or the next.....

 

[maldita_overload]

MandG,

 

I need a facken drink. Where yo biatches at?

 

A

[Lexiiiii]

To the many YOU...

 

im here to be a friend..to be someone..to be me...im not looking for you neither for love..please respect that..i dont like you, and him and the many you..lets just be friends and dont do stupid things when im around..i tend to misinterpret and that's what drives me away from you, him and the many you..

 

 

 

 

 

from all of ME..

[naked_angel]

dear island paradise,

 

i hate you on long weekends like this.

 

 

island girl

[ReDBaByBuRn]

love...

 

i hate when you are hurting the people that i love...

 

BuRn

[Guest Riveria]

R,

 

Who would have ever thought that I would find in you what it means to "love"? You have taught me what it means to love another person. More than that, that love taught me how to love myself better.

 

E