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I am here. Just ended my shift. Still waithing for the sun to rise and for the MRT station to open. Listening to music. How I love Saturday shift. It felt so serene. Less calls. Less work. Exact opposite of Monday. A very manic Monday. For some funny reason, I suddenly thought of you again. How much I wanted to see you. Oh don't get me wrong baby. I don't mean us to get together again. It's quite impossible. Very impossible. I'm happy the way I am now. I hope you feel the same. But there are just times when I would like to see you again after such a long while. I am thinking, how time has changed me. How time has probably changed you. After a year of ignoring the sentiments, I came to the pain when I look back, when I glance behind without any bit of anger in my heart. Without remorse. My smile may be a bit bitter. But I feel so light inside, I don't know the reason why. The image of your face is still fresh in my memory. It seems real. How I wish to take a glimpse of you. Get to see if you already gain weight coz you're thin. I always loved your shoulders though and your height. And your hair and most of all, the joy I always felt when I'm with you. I feel careless. I feel "me". I feel free.

 

I try to dig on my past to see if the feelings I had would still be as fresh and as clear as how your image flashed on my mind. I remember what I reel for you. I remember what I used to do just for you. But no matter how deep I dig, I can no longer recall, I can no longer remember HOW MUCH it felt inside. Yet, the feeling of excitement to see you after a long while has come to haunt me. Nah, "haunt" is such an inappropriate word. It stimulates me. Nah.. not the right term still. I always run out of words. Words that best describe things. But you always knew me. And you're smart too. You would always understand.

 

Is it pointless?? I guess so.. I'm just tired I guess. I can't even finish this letter.. Next time maybe..

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t#ang%na. gusto ko na maniwala sa sinasabi nya. walang tunay na kaibigan sa trabaho. lahat striving, scheming, screaming and kicking your way to the top. walang sinasanto, lahat kalaban, puro inggittan, puro plastikan. anak ka ng nanay at tatay mo, wag naman sana lahat ganun

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you,

sorry naubusan ako ng load...sasabihin ko sana...ok pero sandali lang huh kase antok na ko eh.

 

you,

di ko na alam number mo...nadelete ko lahat ng nasa phonebook ko

 

you,

i can't go out with you...unless...you promise to never never never ask anything personal....

...but then again...oh, forget that...i don't think i'll be going out with you anyway...i mean...what for?

...i don't need another hole in me head.

 

you,

you're so cold...you're sooo f#&king frozen!

you frustrate me! i love you! f#&k you..

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Somewhere in my heart

There is a star that shines for you

Silver splits the blue

Love will see it through

And somewhere in my heart

There is the will to set you free

All you've got to be is true

 

But who could heal

What's never been as one

And our hearts have been torn

Since the day we were born

Just like anyone

 

a

 

im sorry

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