Barenaked-NoMre Posted September 11, 2006 Share Posted September 11, 2006 A tribute to those affected by 9/11 ... directly or indirectly, My heart goes to you. It's been 5 years. The pain is still there, am sure. Your loved ones live ... in your memories. Honor them ... by giving to those who are still with you. Live life. Love. A Quote Link to comment
chipmaker Posted September 12, 2006 Share Posted September 12, 2006 to the powers that be, i like what i see. where do i sign? Quote Link to comment
Y-ohhh-Y Posted September 12, 2006 Share Posted September 12, 2006 Dearest BK... I heard what happened... L briefed me... Just wanted to say that I am saddened... Yet a bigger part of me is shouting, "Thank God!", too... No dear... Of course not for your misery... But for her freedom... For her long-overdue bliss... It has been a looooong journey, my friend... One that you've dragged on, more out of comfort, I think... My goodness! She deserved so much more! You said you knew that, right? But I guess it was simply too hard for you to give more of yourself... Or maybe, that just isn't how you do it... Or worst, could it be because you weren't really all that into her? Now you lament... Now you cry... Now you break your head and squeeze your blood out... It didn't have to be this may, man... Why couldn't you have learned from M?!? Tsk... *sigh* So much for vicarious learning, I suppose... You are my friend. That's certain... But you'd have to accept my apologies this time... I'm sorry but I really I can't get myself to emphatize with you now... You had it coming big time, boy. You really did. :thumbsdownsmiley: *sigh* Frankly,YH Quote Link to comment
archervinny Posted September 12, 2006 Share Posted September 12, 2006 Why is it, that everytime I love I hurt?Everytime I give my all I fail?Everytime I wantt o spend my life with someone.. they don't want to? Why was it, when I thought I found the "one" he still left?What is wrong with loving so much?Why do I have to pretend that I am not that in love just for him to chase me back?Why can't I just love forever and expect it in return? Why?? The Lamentations of being single Wanting so many,Yet taken by none.Waiting too longfor that special one. Alone I stand,and here I waitfor a kinderhand of fate. My heart is hardenedby this yearning inside,sitting aloneon this carnival ride. Trying to findthat which I want so dear.Some nights it's so hard,I'm driven to tears. Holding outfor what I need so much,a gentle handto give love's touch. I wrestle with sorrow,anger, and pain,for I know soonSun will follow the rain. I will give so muchjust to make her smile.Going the distance,even swimming the Nile. It takes strengthto wait this long,hoping life's Jukeboxwill give me a different song. Letting_go4thumbSomeone else's someoneI wish I could be,yet not many someoneshave considered me. This world is coldwithout a more special friend,sometimes to meit seems worse than the end. I hope and prayfor the ice to melt;then I can enjoythe happiness once felt. Quote Link to comment
G T Posted September 12, 2006 Share Posted September 12, 2006 a lot of things are in my mind right now.i dont want to make a decision that i will regret later.i need someone to talk to.i want to drink to forget what im feeling right now. Quote Link to comment
pussycatdoll Posted September 12, 2006 Share Posted September 12, 2006 to you, and to the myriad others who are like you: hay naku. please don't question my life choices if you don't want me to question yours. that fact that i chose to walk a different path from yours does not give you the freedom or the right to tell me that yours is any better than mine. let me make my own choices and my own mistakes. i barely know you from adam, where the heck do you get off telling me how to live my life? sheesh. some men can be such idiots. for your information, one date, one conversation, does not give you any right to question me as if i were yours. the mere idea is distateful in the extreme. oh, and for the record? i belong to no one but myself. *i* choose whom i wish to share my life with, not you or anyone else. get that through your thick skull. who would have thought that you would turn out to be such a neanderthal? -m. Quote Link to comment
Dr_PepPeR Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 (edited) Some people seek solace in drugs, booze or sex. I confess only to the latter. But lately I have found myself running to you, not for the sex but for your company, to feel your hug, your warmth. You make me feel like I am the center of your universe when we are together, like everything else pales in importance to you. You are a gift. Thanks. Edited September 13, 2006 by Dr_PepPeR Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 Let's Close the light, Give the pain some time to leave, as if the pain were a stranger moving slowly to the far corner of the room. I don't know what more to say...i feel your pain. now i have double pains to bear for today! huhuhuhu! yours and mine :cry: Quote Link to comment
Barenaked-NoMre Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 Read what you've been UP to lately. To say the least ... am mighty DISAPPOINTED to read about it. Well, it's YOUR life. Just sad that you HAVENT changed. Feel SORRY for your SO. She doesnt deserve what you do, on the side. And you're acting INNOCENT about it, too. Shame on you! Quote Link to comment
bluegreen717 Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 JG, You're growing up beautifully. Both inside and out. My little one. *sigh* In a matter of years, you won't be so little anymore. Cat P.S. Chess later? C. Quote Link to comment
lemon Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 talk to the world, superman! trust me there's a better chance of someone or something talking back that way. not as freaky too. :thumbsupsmiley: Quote Link to comment
in_style Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 (edited) my dear -xtn-, sometimes you just have to take chances. when everyone around you tells you your eyes sparkleand your joyful countenance wont pass being unnoticed, it simply means you have to go with the flow.maybe it's not the right time to have all the cards on the table but it doesnt mean you have to backoutfrom the game. go on and enjoy the ride, girl! -xtn- ========================================================= Paano mo malalaman itong pag-ibig ko sa’yoPaano mo maramdaman ang tibok ng puso koKung lagi kang kinakabahan na ika’y masasaktanPangako ko ang puso mo’y hindi pakakawalanPaano mo maiintindihan na ako’y nananabikKelan ko kaya madarama ang tamis ng iyong halikKung lagi mong inaatrasan ang sugod ng nagmamahalSana nama’y pagbigyan mo hiling ng puso ko [Chorus] Subukan mong magmahal o giliw koKakaibang ligaya ang matatamoAng magmahal ng iba’y di ko gagawinPagka’t ikaw lang tanging sasambahin‘Wag ka ng mangangambaPag-ibig koy ikaw wala ng ibaPaano mo malalaman itong pag-ibig ko sayoPaano mo maramdaman ang tibok ng puso koKung lagi kang kinakabahan na ika’y masasaktanPangako ko ang puso mo’y hindi pakakawalan (Repeat Chorus) 2x Subukan mong magmahal o giliw koKakaibang ligaya ang matatamoAng magmahal ng iba’y di ko gagawinPagka’t ikaw lang tanging sasambahin… Edited September 13, 2006 by in_style Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted September 13, 2006 Share Posted September 13, 2006 An innocent wish...without malice I wish I could be the one to make you smile...I said i feel you pain...and i mean it. No matter how my posts say I want you....at the end of the day....it's something more...something more pure than meets the eye. Perhaps it was the kindness you've shown me...perhaps...it's the difference you made in my life. Whatever it is....I want you to know that I'm here for you and I always...always want you to be happy. Why? because you are my strength...and if you fall....wherelse would I be? .... deep deep down under. I just can't imagine my life without you....I guess it's cuz i feel i owe it to you. Please be strong for a friend who really needs you....Me. :flowers: Quote Link to comment
chipmaker Posted September 14, 2006 Share Posted September 14, 2006 you: what they see is what you get. me: what they see is what they get. gets mo? Quote Link to comment
Dr_PepPeR Posted September 14, 2006 Share Posted September 14, 2006 Ms. K, I'm not used to being confused. I normally apply Occam's Razor to everything. So for now I will stick to my theory that you really are too busy. With what kaya? I'm just here waiting. Quote Link to comment
DELISYUS Posted September 14, 2006 Share Posted September 14, 2006 suddenly... i miss youbadlyand think of youall the timeit's selfish thati'm missing all those timesthat you held me in your armsspinning memoriesof your sweetnessand regretsthat we couldn'treally betogether...i don't miss youbecause i loved youbecause i didn'tnot in the way you didanywayi miss the way youloved mei miss having thatpower over a man'sdestiny... Quote Link to comment
acl Posted September 14, 2006 Share Posted September 14, 2006 of late, my mind seems to be facing a blank wall. can't think straight, like i'm in the influence... darn! so many things comming my way, can't focused... too many problems and so few sollutions offered. drat! double drat!! what the heck am i doing here in this thread anyway? ay naligaw ako, saan ba dito ang beer thread odi kaya booze thread :boo: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted September 14, 2006 Share Posted September 14, 2006 (edited) desperate for changingstarving for truthcloser to where i startedchasing after younot really chasing... more like walking alongside you. but yes, closer to where id like to be. definitely closer. im falling even more in love with youletting go of all i've held ontoim standing here until you make me movei'm hanging by a moment here with youwho would have thought that was possible? not me. ive been running away from it. or at least trying to. forgetting all i'm lackingcompletely incompletei'll take your invitationyou take all of me nowcompletely incomplete... thats me without you. i'm living for the only thing i knowi'm running and not quite sure where to goand i don't know what i'm divin' intojust hanging by a moment here with youno thought as to tomorrow. today is what counts. i dont know where this will lead me but im here for the ride. there is nothing else to losethere is nothing else to findthere is nothing in the worldthat could change my mindthere is nothing elsethere is nothing elsethere is nothing elsehows that for conviction? desperate for changing starving for truth closer to where i started chasing after you desperate is a word of the past. i wont look for the truth. ill take what comes with the package. i'm falling even more in love with you letting go of all i've held onto i'm standing here until you make me move i'm hanging by a moment here with you nowhere else id rather be, actually. i'm living for the only thing i knowi'm running and not quite sure where to goi don't know what i'm diving intojust hanging by a moment here with youmy oc soul hates the unknown but it hates being without you more. just hanging by a moment hanging by a moment.. hanging by a moment... hanging by a moment here with you.."with you" being the operative word. Edited September 15, 2006 by Wyld Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 So you're back in that corner again....can't blame you. Whoever told you to try and get away from there anyway? Fool!...you never learned. Don't you know you're never supposed to get up from that corner? don't even try. That is your punishment dear. And you'll sit there all alone til you rot!...and don't try to switch on the light even when it gets dark! understand? What? you're scared? Oh, deary....that's the whole idea! ....and i thought kids are smarter nowadays. <_< Quote Link to comment
hottlipss Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 taken from Grey's Anatomy...for Michael J. Michaels "You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues...who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologiesfor how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore." Quote Link to comment
G T Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 To all of you, You made my week a roller coaster of feelings, a mixture of emotions. Why did you forget one of the most important days in my life? Why only my older sister and her husband remember it? I m expecting at least short messages from you either by sms, email or phone call but they never came. Am I worth forgetting? Action. Yes. That’s what I need to do. I better shut up, eliminate the drama and do what I say. I’ll always be close to you and I’ll keep my promise. Don’t put pressure in me. I delivered before without you pestering me. I know the project is worth $1.5M and important, but please, don’t micro manage me. I’ve accomplished a lot in my short stint but I don’t broadcast them like you do on your “senseless” programs. I want my programs to be low profile so that I can manage them without your f***king face hounding me. I’m a quiet person. Just stay out of my way or I’ll kick your dumb a**. I miss you buddies. You’re the only ones who understood my moods. Although both of you went to separate directions, we never lose contact. I may not be joining to your drinking sessions yet we still have a good laugh. Nice to know I have buddies like you. PS Let me take a hiatus, probably a few days to find my true self. I need some time alone to settle things and pick up whatever pieces that were left of me. I will be back at the right time. Quote Link to comment
willow_boy Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 You are exhibiting symptoms of manic depression. Consult a doctor. Quote Link to comment
iwalkalone Posted September 15, 2006 Share Posted September 15, 2006 Thank you....for never forgetting about me. I just called Tita....wasn't able to utter a word though....all i could deliver were muffled cries. Naturally, they hung up on me. I feel so alone. Atleast I have you ...atleast. It still feels so lonely out here...cold...dark...and empty.....thank you for thinking about me....somehow. Quote Link to comment
disaster Posted September 16, 2006 Share Posted September 16, 2006 Dear Lord, Help me keep my sanity back...I don't know what to do...I am with a lady who I love most but loves someone else...This makes me angry all the time...I want to keep her but anger always is in my heart because I really don't feel the way she loves the guy eventhough she is saying that she loves me...I hate my life now... I don't want to die but I am nearing a breakdown...I wish life will be better soon...Help me, God. Quote Link to comment
Lipstick Posted September 16, 2006 Share Posted September 16, 2006 Dear Angels, Thank you for being you this week. Without knowing what I was going through, your words of concern came just at the right time-- at the end of a long day with me hanging at life's tattered threads. And while there will never be enough words to express my gratitude, please accept the happy moments I send you this week as an expression of it. A small sacrifice on my part but well worth whom they are going out to. May they be the small miracles you need in your life right now. Till then, walk in sunshine always my angels. -L- Quote Link to comment
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