The Mail Box

[LostCommand]

F,

 

It is not me. Prove it,

 

It is not me. I have done my part, so you must do yours too.

 

It is not me, four thousand kilometers away, it is simply not me, mi amiga.

 

You give me too much credit,

 

cheers!

 

C

[daggerlady]

dear an,

i still love you and i'm missing you so bad.

thoughts of you keep haunting me.

i've never been happy as i was when we're still together.

i regret i chose to stay away from you.

i'm such a coward.

if only i could turn back time, then i would take all the risks of loving you.

i'd never go far away from you.

i need you in my life but i understand the situation is different now.

i could only hope that someday we can be together again.

my love for you will always stay... just as the memories.

i wish you happiness.

[sweetie]

u should have been back by now..

 

but still.. ur no where to be found..

 

ANO BA TALAGA?!

 

please don't make me feel this way..

 

nahihiharapan na ko..

 

kung anu ano na pumapasok sa isip ko..

 

now don't speak of DESERTION..

 

u don't know what it means..

 

u don't know how it feels to be LEFT ALONE without a word..

 

if there's a problem..

 

talk to me..

 

wala naman iwanan sa ere..

 

<_<

[gr82d8]

Sleepless nights

Restless days

Pondering why we went astray

 

I have my shortcomings

I have my mistakes

I just wish it's not too late

 

I can change for you

I promise you that

I'll always love you and that's a fact

 

I feel emptiness inside

I don't want you to see me weep

You might think that I am weak

 

Please don't be afraid

To take a chance with me

Forever yours I will be

 

Please give me a chance

To show my worth

It will be like my rebirth

 

I love you with all my heart

I love you with all my soul

Winning you back is my goal

 

S, I never sent you this because I saw how happy you were without me in your life. I wanted to let you have peace and joy as you felt when we began our relationship. I have been meeting new people, making new acquaintances and doing things I had not dreamed of ever doing. Perhaps I still love you, I definately still care. But If you ask me back I'd say no way. I gave you a chance and you declined, I told you then when I decide on something I'll stay by it till the end. I wish you hapiness though, I wish you luck. Though you may never read this, it's my final goodbye. 9 months of self deprivation has taught me alot of things about myself. I am stronger than I was when we were together, and perhaps more self confident. Thanks for the 8 years of being a family. I now consider myself free. adieu

 

-R

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Thanks for lunch ... this is LONG overdue.

 

You do live up to your handle. ;-)

 

Hope you find what you're looking for.

 

I'm here as a friend. K?

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

S,

 

Hope your wrist heals soon.

 

Glad you FINALLY went to the doctor.

 

For you, the kids and those that care about you ... as I am one of them.

 

Mmwah!

 

A

[KristinLavransdatr]

i've been told to be crazy. maybe i am. such sweet madness!

 

no, i don't hate you because you're chinese. i've seen the worst among these slit-eyed creatures, you're a lot better in comparison.

 

don't text me in the morning just to ask how the day has been treating me so far.

 

i'm not that kind of woman. i hate texting. that's one important thing to know about me. lest you feel bad about my seeming disregard of your "how are you's".

 

will call you when i need to talk, when i'm too tired even to close my eyes to sleep, when i feel wanting but couldn't. i will call. but don't call me.

[KristinLavransdatr]

today is your birthday. when god decided to give you life, he must be thinking about me. when he created you to be a good man, god must still be thinking about me.

 

when god refused to answer your prayers for a good life, he had me in his heart. for god gave you a hard time because he was planning to give me a good one.

 

and i thank you for accepting everything god has been giving you so that i could be who i am now.

 

by the way, thank you for being my driver. funny, i can't drive on my own. why give up the comforts of being a daughter for a cool chance of driving the freeway alone? the answer is you!

 

happy birthday, kiddo!

[sweetie]

A,

 

i dunno what's in your mind right now..

 

whatever it is, i wanna know..

 

kahit ano pa yan..

 

its been like.. 2 weeks?

 

kala mo dedma lang ako..

 

na kaya ko lhat..

 

na ok lang na ganito..

 

im trying to be tough..

 

im trying to feel ok..

 

im trying to show them na everythin's doin well with me..

 

na nde ako apektado or anythin..

 

gusto nila mag move on na ko..

 

gusto nila i should let go of what we had..

 

gusto nila kalimutan na kita..

 

gusto nila un.. pra din daw sa kin..

 

gusto nila..

 

pero ayoko..

 

hihintayin kita..

 

hihintayin kong sabihin mo sa kin kung ano nasa isip mo..

 

until such time..

 

andito lang ako..

 

B

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[chipmaker]

i hope you rot in internet hell.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

W,

 

Thanks SO much for your offer and understanding my situation.

 

After hearing an awful turnout at the last meeting ... yes, I do accept to help in whatever way I can.

 

I should write my next speech, no? With all this time on my hands ...

 

But am puzzled and worried about other stuff ... will try. For DTMC ... I owe the club much.

 

Despite my current predicament ...

 

Again, thanks!

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Daddy,

 

Dreamt about you again ... you were cooking and I was helping out.

 

Do I miss your culinary expertise.

 

It's just not the same w/o you.

 

Am trying to locate the documents for the store ... where did you put it? Maybe you can show me in a dream?

 

Help me find work, Daddy.

 

A

[S\\m//T]

You know how much you mean to me...

And I'd like to spend this single moment of my life to say thank you for everything..

You're my world, my life and my soul... :hypocritesmiley:

 

R

[Wyld]

Thank you.

 

Totally unexpected, much appreciated.

 

I probly dont deserve being valued that much .... given what had happened in the past days...

 

Yet you stood up for me.

 

Thank you.

 

Edited June 26, 2006 by Wyld

[bluegreen717]

TS,

 

My sincerest apologies. We were not forged from the same metal, no, far from it. Whatever we had in common were shallow, insignificant interests, a few values, maybe, and ideals.

 

Death, natural, accidental, or violent, is still a sad fact, for most mere mortals such as I.

 

Again, we were not forged from the same metal. I hope and pray, for your sake, that you find her.

 

Te adoro,

Cat

Edited June 27, 2006 by bluegreen717