Who, What Made you SAD today???

[Mathew Drew]

Earthquake

[courtesanhunter]

organized crypto crash by Trump. wala na. namaster na nila kung paano paiikutin yung market para pagkaperahan nila.

[awsdesdaawsdesda]

im in such a bad streak with my spa experience. last four theras ive tried in the last 3 months have been really bad experience. im so annoyed!!!

[dragon1231]

Knowing someone you care for is very self-centered and self-concerned...

[JNorman0111]

I lost my fur baby 😔

[cynophile]

Sad realization today.

I just realized na silently ako natanggalan ng work. or should I say, sideline. 😅

May handler ako na nagbibigay ng clients sa’kin for massage, on-call setup. Madalas may client ako weekly, consistent talaga siya mag-bigay.

 

Pero last last week, he confessed na type daw niya ako, humahanap lang daw sya ng tyempo kasi nahihiya siya at sana daw ay may chance.

Honestly, hindi ko siya gusto kaya sinabi ko agad na hindi pa ako interesado sa mga ganung bagay and I only see him as a friend or kuya (since I actually call him kuya). He replied na edi hihintayin daw nya maging interesado ako sa mga ganung bagay. I didn't reply na kasi ayoko talaga.

Since then, bigla na lang akong di nabibigyan ng client. Mag weeks na

I still message him na available ako, minsan pa nga I tell him I badly need it. Oo lang siya ng oo pero wala na talagang binibigay.

Nakakalungkot lang kasi malaking tulong talaga yung mga clients na binibigay niya, pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun na dapat magkagusto rin ako sa kanya.

I could never like someone who knows the reality of my work, yet chooses to let me stay in this kind of industry. Unless this person could give me ibang opportunity.

I continue my schooling this year, (grade 12) actually nagsstart na mga classmate ko na mag inquire sa mga preferred university nila to secure their slots for entrance exam. Sinasama nila ako kasi nga ubusan daw ng slot yun, pero nagdadalawang isip parin ako kasi baka masaktan lang ako pag makapasa ako tapos hindi ko naman pala kaya dahil nga sa sitwasyon ko sa buhay ngayon. I used to earn a lot before pero lugi na negosyo kaya bumalik ako sa pagthetherapist, as a breadwinner hindi kakayanin kung papasok ako sa mga minimum wage kind of work. Unless i give up ko nalang talaga yung studies ko. Ang sad na parang wala akong choice. 🙃

Edited Monday at 02:18 PM by cynophile

[ritzandi]

I met someone who was new in this industry — a real first-timer.
We decided to meet, and along the way, I offered to help with her studies.
At first, my intention was simply to help, but over time, it turned into emotion. I started hoping we could build a real connection.

We did meet again — our second time — and things happened between us.
I was hoping it would grow into commitment.
During the first two months, we were close — constant voice calls, chats, even video calls. It felt mutual.

But as time went on, we started arguing. We tried to fix things, but every time we did, she became more distant.
I know I made mistakes, but my intentions were sincere.

Eventually, I began to see patterns — red flags that I ignored because my heart kept making excuses for her.
I kept hoping she had her reasons.
But in the end, I felt drained — emotionally burned out by the mixed signals and inconsistencies. I decided to end as it is not healthy anymore (tried many times to fix but she seems to be doing a reset). Now, I felt this emotional shift stuff that I don't want to. Funny thing is no label, feels like situationship shit (sorry for the word)

Edited 5 hours ago by ritzandi

[bogart095]

Badtrip.

Picked up an interest watching baseball again MLB. Was contented nung una watching highlights sa youtube pero gusto ko sana manuod ng full game. Aba! Napakamahal pala ng subscription! Parang 2.5k ata! NBA league pass 500 plus lang. Boooo!