I confess....

[micropenis]

18 minutes ago, Holly Golightly said:

I had asked a couple of past lovers to cut my skin during sex. They refused. One ex, concerned by this little quirk, hid every sharp object in his pad. Fortunately, he missed the corkscrew.

This kink reminded me how I used to love being pricked by needles during bloodletting. Every time, I'd watch intently and excitedly. I don't know what gauge they use pero ito yung parang straw ng Zesto, although di naman siguro ganun ka laki, just that you can somewhat see down the tube. The pain gives me a rush, and I feel so alive. Pain reminds us we're alive. Sadly I can't donate blood anymore due to a heart condition.

[kjyo]

i don’t read or write as much as i want  or need to; i’m vain and proud- which i despise but can’t seem to change.

while mediocrity and superficial self validation are my chosen poisons for the week,

[kjyo]

i think i’m visiting this site too often.

i’m beginning to see patterns in some of the posts of people- almost like some are reposting old messages they made years ago.

…or the lack of sleep is getting to me. 

[kjyo]

“we all have regrets… but i- too many.”

 

i live for pain: but not in cuts and self mutilation; my dependence is anchored in slow self destruction.

[collosus]

i have sinned a lot!

[Killua016]

I confess, nakakapagod na ung isa kong venture, almost lahat ng pera at effort palabas, then since nasa side ng professional services, tingin ko ung mga family and friends lang ng mga business partners ko nakikinabang. Nagbibigay ng maganda value ung company sa kanila, but I'm reaping nothing. Mag 2 years ma dn ung company.

[kjyo]

i have this ultimatum- a part of me’s been considering i enter the seminary.

not for deliverance; just curiosity. i have my reasons, but let’s just say it’s mostly borne out of selfish amusement.

they say once you find god you’ll find purpose (orwasthatviceversa?)- i might take that literally at some point.