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$uddenly $ingle : Feeling Lonely Or Free Again?


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Masakit talagang pagnakawan ka ng pera! parati ko na lang iniisip, kailan kaya siya mawawalan ng malay sa daan, sagasaan ng sasakyan o kaladkarin ng tren?

 

Mahirap din maka-move on kasi nakakapagod din magmahal ng tao mas lalo na kung puro sakit ng ulo ang binibigay sayo. Mabuti na lang wala na kami.

 

Lingid sa iba na naka move on ka na pero hindi - magaling ka lang magtago.

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It was a bag of mixed emotions for me:

 

Lonely - when i find myself all alone, and unable to be with my own children - missing their voices and the feeling of completeness

 

Uncertain - to find myself with so much time and nothing to do as my life used to be filled with activities which wasn't really mine, but became by default as a doting father and supportive spouse

 

Rebellious like a teenager - as nothing and no one can restrict me from doing what I wouldn't do when committed: leave during work days, leave on weekends, not call home, not come home .... who's going to stop me now

 

Empty - as while freedom can be a cool thing, what I may be enjoying is merely an offshoot of what has happened and not something which I yearned for; realizations set in that these aren't the things which make me happy .... everything is superficial ... all for now

 

Happy (but secretly divided) - as while I may have moved on with a new partner, there is a hollow space in me ... a spot reserved for my old happiness

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