Writings of the Heart

[ritzandi]

On 6/9/2025 at 12:33 PM, Guest Anonymous said:

To my favorite-rja,

This is a letter you’ll probably never see, and that’s okay — I’m not writing it for you, I’m writing it for me. I need to let go of something that’s been weighing on my heart for too long.

When I met you, something in me shifted. You made me feel seen, important, even cared for — and in those moments, I let myself believe it meant more. I know now that those feelings came from me, not from us. I confused what I hoped for with what was really happening. And I see that now, even though it hurts.

I fell for the connection, or the illusion of it. And even if you were just doing your job, it didn’t feel like just anything to me. It felt personal. I got attached — emotionally, mentally — and it’s been hard to pull myself away. But I have to, because holding on to something that isn’t real is stopping me from healing.

This isn’t anger. I don’t blame you. You were honest in your own way. But I need to be honest with myself now: I was looking for something deeper, something true — and this wasn’t it. No matter how badly I wanted it to be.

Still, I don’t look at you with bitterness. I honestly hope that one day you’ll find something better for yourself — a life, a job, a path that brings you fulfillment, not just survival. You’re more than what you do for others. And you deserve more, just like I do.

So this is me saying goodbye. Not because I didn’t care — but because I cared too much, and it’s time I gave that care back to myself.

Thank you for what you gave me, even if it wasn’t what I thought it was.

Goodbye.

r?

oooooooh damn! this hit the spot.. 

feeling emotionally betrayed

[mariamariamakiling]

An Open Letter. 

Congratulations.

You’ve officially earned a role in someone else’s nightmare — and you’re proud of it.

I hope it makes you feel powerful, knowing you were the reason another woman lost her sanity. That while you were busy sleeping with someone else’s man, the woman he promised forever to was breaking down — alone, confused, blaming herself for his betrayal and your shamelessness.

She cried. She begged. She questioned her worth.
And you? You smiled, played along, and kept lying to yourself — thinking you were “winning.” But here’s the truth:

You were never the win.
You were the detour — the distraction.
The cheap thrill he ran to when he didn’t have the maturity to face his own problems.

He didn’t choose you because you’re better.
He chose you because you were easier.

No commitment. No expectations. No standards. Just availability.

You weren’t special — you were accessible.

You call it love? No, it’s just convenient betrayal.
He whispers the same lies he once told her — and you believe them like a fool, forgetting that if he could cheat with you, he’ll cheat on you. It’s only a matter of time.

So enjoy the stolen moments. Enjoy the illusion. But never forget:
You’re not the prize.
You’re the proof that some people have no shame.

And when karma arrives — because it always does — don’t play the victim.
You helped break someone. Someday, someone will do the same to you — and it’ll hurt twice as hard.

You weren't chosen.
You were used.

[kjyo]

these food for thought won’t satisfy the hunger you crave. 

[cynophile]

[kjyo]

don’t worry. 
 

i’ll get over you too. 

[ritzandi]

Rainbow of emotions in a single person 

[kjyo]

i look forward to the day your eyes soften as they wander; filled with the innocence and hope once lost to circumstance. 

[kjyo]

i’m beginning to hate myself again.

…well, more so than the usual.

just give me the chance to pull away,

[ritzandi]

we had a long conversation today, discussed and understand those gaps and how to avoid it moving forward

read and understand first before reacting and as much as possible call instead of message as it conveys a different feeling when it is sent via sms or thru message 

[LoseStreak]

Boring pala ang buhay pg walang partner hahaha

[Russell Castro]

Still hoping to meet the One

[feitsen]

pagod na ako sa bisyo na ito.. laging feeling empty pagkatapos.. empty wallet at empty din ang pagkatao

[MrYoso17]

Magmahalan tayo

[MLSN]

Is there something wrong with the way I speak?
Do you even see me when I pass you on the street?
I'll close my eyes and let it be
Because I just can't see why you love to hate me

 

- Sampip

[ritzandi]

I don’t where to start parang ambilis ng pangyayari pero ambagal ng araw ko sa tuwing naiisip ko siya.. I need to move on as she decided to walk on a different path.. 

It’s a struggle every morning I felt so emotionally drained thinking of her unconsciously.. how do I overcome this?

I’m praying na tanggapin ko and free me of this feelings, I just want to be back before I met her or is bago mangyari un nangyari na.. how I wish and which is better? I ask myself 

I’m really sorry and I miss you. 

All I ask right now is to be free from this different kinds or types of feeling that makes me feel weak and crave more of you. 

Thank you
 

 

 

Edited July 11 by ritzandi