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It sucks when the only person you truly love finds reasons to bring you down and wont help you back up. Instead of getting support, I'm the one making an effort to make things better. Day in and day out. Hopefully one day I can get out of this cycle one way or another.

 

To everyone else experiencing this, I hope for your reprieve too.

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Dear Mr. Med Tech.

 

So you've made this girl move into your apartment and you thought everything was golden.

 

This was two years and awhile ago you were desperate to talk to me and i had time so we talked over the phone.

 

" You might be wondering how i am, i 'm good but the problem is my girl" You said.

 

" What's going on? How's Meg? "

 

" Meg's fine, just crazy"

 

" What do you mean crazy?" I curled my lip and leaned back on my chair.

 

" She was determined to throw me out of the apartment ! all the constant accusations and constant eye-balling me where ever i look".

 

"WHAT?".

 

" She became a totally different person for the past 4 months, she kept calling me at work, she..she threw stuff on my face as soon as i get home and she became so nasty that she doesn't even clean the fockin' HOUSE! " you've reiterated.

 

"Isn't she working? You can't be serious!"

 

" She IS working! She got a nervious breakdown a few hours ago..what am i going to do, Kat? She's all over my Shet, she's throwing my clothes everywhere! oh god for no reason, she'd do this to me! "

 

" TELL HER THE TRUTH! tell her the engagement is OFF if she continues being an ASS HOLE".

 

You've agreed and promised to call in a few and hanged up.

 

The next day, i got a knock on my door.. " Meg, what are you doing here? "

 

" Adrian dumped me..He said he's not sure about still being engaged to me ! " She cried.

 

" Shush, he didn't dumped you. you must be mistaken".

 

" Yes HE DID, he told me he's not sure if he want to stay married with me for 30 years".

 

I gave her a hug and told her to go to the kitchen and i texted you back that she's in my home.

 

 

Mr. MedTech, i hope this would be a lesson to you : DO NOT LET A WOMAN RUN YOUR APARTMENT AND YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU TWO ARE NOT MARRIED!

 

Secondly, DO NOT MAKE A WOMAN BE A SOURCE OF YOUR HAPPINESS BECAUSE THAT EXPECTATION WOULD SET SAIL SOON WHEN YOU REALIZE WHAT A HUGE CUNT SHE IS,

 

thirdly, IF YOUR FRIENDS SAY SHE'S A CUNT, SHE IS.

 

lastly, STOP BEING CAPTAIN SAVE-A-HO, YOU CAN'T CHANGE WOMEN, THEY ARE WHO THEY ARE. Meg's crazy now, she'd get worse in the future.

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I know we don't talk. I know you're interested, maybe. I know you don't reply. But I know that you and I have that spark the first time our eyes met. Maybe you didn't felt it. Maybe you're hiding it. I don't know. It's the mystery that's driving me towards you. And those eyes of yours, that highly contrasts you being quiet, speaks so much. I'm just happy I met you.

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  • 4 weeks later...

You are beautiful. You're so kind. You're generous. You're so wonderfully weird. And I know, deep inside, there's no way I can stop where this stupid feeling is going. I am falling in love with you and it hurts so much because I know I could never tell you.

 

Crap.

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  • 2 weeks later...

We are slowly building a dream together. 1 - 2 years from now, we'd be there. I'll make sure of it. But I know all we'll ever be, are friends. It hurts as early as now, pero wala eh. I don't want to destroy whatever it is we have. I'll just love you from afar. Hopefully before my lights go out, I'd get the chance to tell you how I really feel.

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  • 2 weeks later...

I know we don't talk. I know you're interested, maybe. I know you don't reply. But I know that you and I have that spark the first time our eyes met. Maybe you didn't felt it. Maybe you're hiding it. I don't know. It's the mystery that's driving me towards you. And those eyes of yours, that highly contrasts you being quiet, speaks so much. I'm just happy I met you.

Kaso naaalala pa din kita.

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The pandemic has made most things a lot more inconvenient. Hence it's more inconvenient nowadays for friends and loved ones to see each other. You really see who is exerting some effort just for the sake of seeing you in person.

 

It has been very lonely the past few months and I really appreciate you always being there for me. I cannot imagine how difficult the quarantine would have been without you. Even when I am short of cash, you do not mind simply strolling around the mall and having a quick bite at the food court. Physical connection is such a luxury these days. If there's anything that life taught me so far, it's that wonderful things do not last forever, so appreciate every chance you get to see a person.

 

Maybe it's unreasonable to ask that things go on forever, but please at the very least until this crisis is over, stay with me, smile with me and cry with me.

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