Writings of the Heart

[aStro_]

Pinagssisisihan ko pa din ang lahat.

[ZDR]

Dear You

 

I am not always the best at writing down my feelings, but that is because I don't feel feelings usually, but now, like, I do. Anyway, you are hot. You're not just hot, you're, like, if I was making scrambled eggs, then I fell face-first into the pan completely burning off my eyebrows and damaging my lips, then to ease the pain I chug a glass of water, but instead I accidentally grabbed a bottle of Tabasco sauce. That's how hot you are.

 

I think I've had a crush on you ever since I saw you in the mall buying a cell phone case at Radio Shack. The way you looked in that store, among the shine of cheap electronics completely took my breath away. I could not contain myself! You looked like a million teddy bears puking rainbow comets that shot across a midnight sky in Japan.

I tried describing you to my friends, but they were too busy playing World of Warcraft to care. My friends are so crazy! You'd love them and I can't wait until the day where we're all hanging out and watching reruns of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. My favorite episode is the one where Carlton joins the fencing team. What is yours? Also, who is your favorite wrestler? Mine is Hillbilly Jim. He's this dude from the '80s with a beard so big it looks like a big, soft cloud of facial hair and love. What?? I'm rambling! LOL!

 

I do not wanna give away my identity because I am still a little shy. Plus, I dont know if you feel the same away about me. Here is a hint, though: I'm the guy who sits next to you in 3rd period with the crooked nose and Voltron backpack. Let's see if you can guess!

 

I really, really, really, really hope that we end up together. I think we are good match. At least, that's what my mom says after I told her you were already my girlfriend. Let's hang out. <3 <3 <3

 

Sincerely,

 

Me.

 

😘

[shhhhhh]

I hope even in your most busy schedule, you think of me and I am worth every minute you remember me like how you are to me ..every single day. The least I can ask as your gf.

[hot.ericka]

mahal naalala mo ba pa kung pano tayo nag simula....na kung paanong ang ngiti sa aking mga labi ay hindi mabura basta't tayoy mag kausap, sa kung paano'ng ang mga mensahe mo, nagpapagaan sa lahat ng bigat na aking dala, bumubuo sa araw kong kulang- kulang. Mahal, naalala mo pa ba ang bawa't saya, bawat away na pareho nating nalampasan dahil mahal natin ang isa't isa , bawat luha na pareho nating pinunasan dahil hindi kita kayang mawala, at ganun ka din diba? kaya nga't tayoy lumaban. kaya nga't tayoy nagtagal ng pansamantala. pero mahal naalala mo ba din ba nung unang beses mo akong napaasa, nung unang beses na ako'y nangamba dahil kayo'y mag kasama, nung unang beses na tayo ay nag talo dahil ako'y iyong kinat'uwa, mapupungay mong mga mata, noong naguusap tayong dalawa, na parang tayo lang dalawa na parang walang siya, walang kayo sa mundo . mahal naalala mo pa ba ang una kong pagiyak ng dahil sa kanya malamang hindi, malamang hindi, hindi dahil sa nakalimutan mo na, meron kang amnesia, malamang hindi, dahil pinilit kong ilihim ang sakit, pinilit kong sarilihin ang pait, ng selos at pagka inggit dahil mukhang ikaw ay babalik- MALI, MALI, mali ako, mali ako, dahil mukhang ikaw ay nanatili at hindi umalis sa kanya..Hanggang sa di ko ng mapigilan tinanong kita ng walang pag aalinlangan 'pinili mo na ba sya?' pero sabi mo 'Ano ka ba, ikaw ang pipiliin ko' mahal naman, hindi ako tanga, hindi ako tanga para hindi malaman ang pag pili mo sa kanya , hindi ako bulag, para hindi makita ang katotohanang syaparin talaga, na wala akong pagdating sa kanya pero naniwala pa rin ako , naniwala parin ako na wala lahat sa inyo, ang pagtiis mo sakin na hindi ako kausapin habangkasama mo siya, oo wala lang yon. ang pagtabi mo gabi gabi at pag yakap sa kaniya oo wala lang yon. Dahil gaya ng sabi mo asawa mo siya at ako, ako ay di dapat mangamba. Siguro nga, siguro nga, masyado lang akong umasa parahindi pag-isipan kayo ay maaus pa,kaya mahal nais kong humingi ng tawad sayo at sa kanya, patawad dahil nasaktan ako nung makita kong di mo kaya iwanan sya, patawad kung nagalit at nagselos ako noong nakita kong malabo na tayo,mahal, mahal, patawad dahil kinailangan ko ng sumusuko ng laban sa pag ibig nato, dahil alam kong ako na ang talo. Ngayon kung magbabago man ang ikot ng mundo, at sasabihin mo sakin mahal mo ako at itatanong mo ba sa akin kung pwede pa ba tayo at sasabihin mong bumalik ako sayo, pakiusap lang, wag na ako, kung pipili ka sa pagitan namin ng asawa mo, wag ako,

wag ako. wag ako s hindi dahil sa hindi kita kayang panindigan, wag ako hindi dahil sa hindi ko kaya syang tapatan, wag ako, hindi dahil, hindi ko kaya syang higitan, wag ako dahil hindi sa hindi kita kayang ipaglaban, wag ako, hindi dahil sa ayoko sayo at kung sa tingin mo, meron kang isang taong kailangang pang ipaglaban, pakiusap lang wag ako. wag ako dahil hindi dahil hindi ako si basha ng second chance, o dahil sa hindi na kita gusto at ayoko na sayo wag ako dahil hindi mo naman kailangang pumili sa aming dalawa , dahil kung ako talaga, sa umpisa palang ako na sana. wag ako dahil hindi mo ako dapat balikan dahil ako ang sumuko at ng iwan pero sana.. hindi mo ko binigyang ng dahilan, wag ako dahil ayoko ng maging makaraan sa iyong kinabukasan wag ako dahil ayoko ng mawasak muli sa parehong paraan, ayoko ng umiyak ng paulitulit sa parehong dahilan dahil kinaya ko na, mahal kinaya ko ng mabuo ng sarili ko lang kaya mahal pakiusap ko sayo kung magmamahal kang muli, wag ako.

[B.C.]

To the girl who is confused,

 

Dont blame her if she is having second thoughts of you. Dont act as if it is not you who made her feel that way. You tell her you love her but youre showing otherwise.

 

You tell her that shes making everything a big deal. You are ignoring her little sighs. Shes sorry that she gets jealous easily. Shes sorry that she is being overprotective. She is sorry for being upset on little things.

 

She has failed relationships before that is why she hates the idea of seeing the same signs again. She knows if it will lead to the same pattern. She loves you but she tries to build her walls again. She wants to protect her heart. She does not like the feeling of being broken again.

 

She does not want to end the relationship but she just wanted to have a break. To find herself. She just wanted some time with herself. (Truth Slaps, 2017)

[shhhhhh]

repost...

 

I love you, but i need to love myself even more. I’m sorry for being too desperate trying to get your attention. I will be distancing myself not because i don’t love you anymore, but because i know things will never happen the way i expect them to be. I will just love you in silence. (Truth Slaps, 2017)

[mong23]

I hope I never wake up because in this dream I am all yours.

[BettyConfidential]

You are still my favorite chapter that I keep on rereading every night til my eyes hurt.

[R i r i]

Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows.

[shhhhhh]

For all there is to come and for every inch of you, of us ... I love you!

[Batdad]

You know it's funny, almost every woman I've ever met was wrong to give me a chance. You're the first woman who's wrong not to.

[King Koopa]

The best I can give you is a fake smile and dead eyes.

[uaeboy25]

I become slave of my dream,

Halfway of becoming a pilot,

Awww well the light that guides me was dim.

 

As i hold the control, i left someone,

Tears has flowed allover my eyes,

Its too late to realize,

That my dreams had materialize,

And her presence is gone,

I cant see her and even visualize.

 

 

Letter from aspiring pilot to his ex gf

Edited December 8, 2017 by uaeboy25

[King Koopa]

It does not matter where you come from or what you did in the past, all that matters is where your life is heading now.

[uaeboy25]

Panahon nanaman ng reuinion ngayong pasko. Pakitaan ng ach8evements at pamilyang napundar. Ako ehto masaya sa career, career lang nde kasama lovelife. Zero ako dun.kaya minsan nakakatamad umatend ng reunion.