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Delusional Part 4 - You should get treatment!

 

i screamed my name, as loud as i can

hi ! can you hear me

a lot of voices screaming in my head

ordering me to do such things

i don't obey their orders, but !

i suffer ! i suffer a lot from the monster inside of me

or should i say i suffer from my sick thoughts

i wanna k*ll those sick thoughts but

a part of me doesn't allow me to do it

those sick thoughts make it more powerful

everytime silence speaks, that part of me starts torturing me, mentally !

it become more hungry and longing for my sick thoughts

i wanna k*ll that part of me but !

i wonder if it's possible to k*ll that part of me without hurting or maybe killing myself

should i be a friend with that part, or should i k*ll the both of us ? - Yours truly :D

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Ugly - Part 5

 

Why is it that we constantly hear

This word that some might consider their biggest fear

It's embarrassing, degrading, it weakens us deeply

I wear all black and walk through the hallways discreetly

I want no one to notice who I am anymore

I have locked my true self behind bars and steel doors

Cause I have a secret wish that one day maybe I could be adored

But my reflection isn't the reason that I am so destroyed - Yours truly :D

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Ugly Part 6

 

 

It's ugly

That word has broken me down

That I cry anytime there isn't anyone around

And it's amazing to see how many people are self conscious

Over this word which in itself is monstrous and obnoxious

Nowadays I wonder if anyone anymore has a conscience

Cause if they did, why would they continuously spread all this nonsense?

You can't brush it off like its stupid and it isn't constant

And like it doesn't turn people from confident to rotten - Yours truly :D

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Ugly - Part 7

 

 

One day hopefully, I'll break out of this mindset

Cause it's kept me from doing things which I now seem to regret

It's kept me from happiness and the feeling of tranquility

And dragged me to the hell where lies depression and hostility

And now I long for a day where it will all happen so suddenly

I will look at my reflection and will say. - Yours truly :D

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Ugly - Part 8

 

Fighting back tears, it pains me to hear

The word that always lingers throughout my thoughts

The word that makes me cringe in sadness

The reason I don't wear dresses that are strapless

The reason I could never be an actress

 

My confidence is lacking, the word is attacking and hijacking

My mental and suddenly I'm adapting

To the rage burning in my heart like everlasting matches

It burns me to say it, but I say it all the time

To remind myself of why I will always have to lie

Cause when people ask me questions, I always say I'm fine

Even though I want to lie in the puddle where I cried

And drown myself slowly, but not necessarily die

Just come back alive, more beautiful this time - Yours truly :D

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Ugly Part 10

 

 

Pressured by society and everybody by me

That being pretty is the goal cause in the real world no one will lie to me

Nowadays a girls dream is to be able to drop jaws

Be admired and complimented and leave people staring in awe

Be stunning, not even perfect, but have minimal flaws

Why do insults flow easily and no one thinks it's wrong? - Yours truly :D

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