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First Thing U Did After A Major Break-up?


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I picked a fight with a stranger who was bigger than me and could easily beat me up. I just wanted to feel pain that would go away sooner than the pain i felt inside (wow emo)

 

Went out drinking every night while waiting for my (physical) wounds to heal (had to tell the people at the office that i got mugged)

 

When my cuts and bruises had fully healed after about a week, i called up a girl with whom i previously carried an interesting flirtation with. she agreed to have dinner and drinks with me. we both had a blast and ended the night naked in my bedroom. the next day, i felt miserable and guilty about "using" her in that way.

 

Breaking up is easy. Its the moving on that feels like it takes forever. You do things to forget about your situation that feel great when you're in the moment, but when you take a step back to look at the big picture, you realize you've just dug yourself deeper into a hole of your own creation.

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grabe.. i fill so much pain.. sya lang minahal ko ng ganito... nangako ako sa kanya na hindi na sya muli iiwanan, wala ng mang iiwan sa kanya hindi na masasaktan at iiyak... pero sakin nangyayari ito.. i always give advice i alwayspreach and teach.. and that's what do always.. give advice.. pero sakin.. hindi ko ma apply sa sarili ko.. ang hina ko..

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