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Would You Indulge In A Secret Love Affair?


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Would you indulged in a secret love affair?

NO. I am too old for such exciting things and my heart wont take the entrancing romance that will ensue. But were I about twenty years younger I would not hesitate to play. Why? I would my self wonder why. I would my self be fascinated by the mystery why I would indulge and enjoy so freely so. Because twenty years back I never got to perceive what I have perceived now about my self. That I am throughly into sex. I am so into it that I relish it too much not to drawn into any activity that employs its use and the pleasure it brings a desirable partner. The secret is just an added bonus. Just a little spice up that makes the deed all too exciting. But if I were single... I would not indulge in any secret business.. It could simply flow where it may.

My regret is I should have married a little later. And then again, I would have denied the chance of enjoying my kids and what they have become...

 

[Or do you want to adventure in a forbidden love affair that is safe and wonderful?

 

YES. Been there and done it. The why of the matter is only limited to my particular addiction to sex and enjoying the particular adrenaline rush it gives me to bestow pleasure to my partner. This is the high I get which turns me on.

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Would I? - yes. Did I? - yes also. Shall I again? - With the right opportunity, yes I will but not till then. The complications appeal to my planning abilities. The fact I always deceive without even the reason to deceive already has the hiding part taken cared of. Now I just need the partner which appears to be th hardest part :D

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been there, done that too. but I'm a bad liar, and there's really no happiness in it. just lies and empty promises. love is supposed to make you feel free, not chained up by lies and secrets. besides, I am not that ugly and worthless to be hidden. so i vowed to never again indulge myself in that. I shudder everytime I remember that period where I lost my self respect. I learned the hard way and now I do know better, and that patience goes with ultimately finding someone who loves me freely and is very darn proud of me.

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I'll sometimes get the services or an MPA, or GRO, or sometimes an escort but I won't build and maintain a secret relationship outside of marriage. It just complicates things and the truth will usually come out. At least when I pay girls for their services, almost all the time, I;ll forget their names in a week or two and most of the details on what happened.

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