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dyosah

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  1. Dear God,

     

    Please don't let go of me.. hold me and lead me to Your light... I feel like my world is dim and i don't know how to move on. I'm scared. Sometimes i don't want to go on. Please don't let me do that... I want to be ok for the people i love... I'm sorry for not being worthy of your love. I pray that even if i am like this, You will not give up on me.

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  2. Dear Lord,

     

    I have been walking in darkness and yet You continue to bless me beyond what i deserve... i do not know how to thank You enough, as much as i am astray, i try to share all the blessings and find the light. I only have one wish in my heart and it is for You not to let me go... please don't give up on me... please forgive me continue to hold my hand as i try to walk back to Your path... Please help me to become your good servant and may i be able to do my mission in life and that is to give a good life to my family... It is only you who knows and understand what's inside of me, please fill the emptiness in my heart with Your love... With all my heart, i ask this... Amen

  3. when you choose money for career, do it passionately and rewards will follow. This choice may not necessarily be your passion, but if you have enough resources, you will be able to do and enjoy what you like doing...

    on the other hand, if you choose your passion, i believe that it will be rewarding as well, it may not be financial reward, but fire and energy for your soul...

     

    so choose well...currently, i choose money as i want to do my passion later on-I want to travel the world and build new houses with grand gardens.

  4. I'd been wanting to pour out my heart but i cannot as things are so complicated. People will never understand whats happening as i myself cannot give any reason. All i know is that i am happy you are with me even.... You open up a new world to me... a world i never though exists... you let me know myself and love it... you were someone i never expected to come into my life... and you take it by storm. You changed my life in all sense of the word... i know staying with you is selfish of me but this time, i just know I'm doing the right thing for myself to once and for all be happy... and yes i am very happy... i knew the rules but i'm afraid that i have broken it... i think that i care too much now... (aside from wanting you too much :rolleyes: )... i have fallen for you... something that i should not even be thinking about... but i knew it the day i received the call that i might loose you forever... i was only afraid that much once, when a doctor told me that i might loose my mom if her heart operation doesn't go well... and she is the person i love most in this world. I'm sorry i wasn't able to stop what i feel, i guess, you were written in my stars. As i always tell you, you don't have to love me back, i'm happy just to have you with whatever we have now. I know there is a reason for all of this, we may not understand now, but i believe that it will unfold itself in time...

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