Its been months since this girl ended our complicated relationship. I think, its not just complicated but forbiden too, if you may say. I think she has moved on. Im not sure. I am trying to divert my attention by booking a few theras whenever I am in Manila, but this shit is taking its toll on me. I still can't get her off my mind. Am always wondering if i have ever crossed her mind. Do we still have a chance. Of all the women that I have been with..she's the only one that left me broken.