paulmarcel

"Wala akong boyfriend"

Happened to me not less than 5 times. Mukha ba kong pang kabet?

First, my son. Though I haven't seen him for months dahil nilayo at itinago saken.

Second, the thought of some theras I had a good connection with na malapit na silang makaalis sa industry. I mean, I felt and I saw something in them na I know they don't deserve to be in this hole that they're in. And that there are more opportunities waiting for them on the other side of the fence. Makita ko lang sila maging successful, masaya na 'ko. I will always cheer and clap for them on the sidelines.

5 hours ago, Chareee said:

Hi anyone here na pwede kong turuan aralin how to invest. Hay good to earn sana daming lugi. 

December is BEAR MARKET. Down talaga lahat. However, now is the GOOD TIME to invest since "dip". 

16 hours ago, mrmali said:

I think crypto will still bleed this december especially with the evergrande crash. If you are early or a hodler no need to panic since price now is irrelevant for the years to come. NFA

you're right. bear market ang december. come january, simula na ng pag-bull

feet

On 12/13/2021 at 8:06 AM, Gaston Le Foix said:

An RTX 3090 and AMD Ryzen Threadripper 3960X

smart choice, my man hahaha

On 12/11/2021 at 5:29 AM, Duel of Fate said:

what if its the other way around maam? like the girl gets jealous of the other theras the gm had / is having? parang hirap yata maningil ng faithfulness ni thera in this aspect. 

i was in this situation before. but i just can't reciprocate. not because of the industry that she's in. maybe because i'm mentally lost that time lol

someone with substance. if a girl doesn't know the difference of your and you're, man i'm out. it turns me off 

21 hours ago, friskydingo said:

with crypto, you can invest monthly lang of what you have left after all expense etc.

 

trading crypto is not for everyone, heart attack aabutin mo haha

Kasabihan nga, invest what you can afford to lose. Hahaha

Pero ako since more on NFT...

Devs, Road Map, Environment, Gut Feeling/Instinct then Capital.

Pag bumagsak, move on. Hahaha

10 hours ago, maskipops said:

what is the current trend sa crypto ngayon? Good buy ba ngayon while in a dip?

 

Yes. January, there's a high possibility na bull market na. So, buy the dip. But!!! Wait a couple of days before christmas, baka mag dip pa. Especially sa NFTs.

59 minutes ago, Tosscoin said:

any recommendation for nft

CryptoGodz. I already invested 20k. HODL!!!

12 hours ago, Madvillain said:

Life is unfair bro yes and from what I can tell, you are a really really good person...

sending you prayers and positive thoughts my friend, please stay strong and put your trust in the LORD!

it will get better someday soon!

hang in there buddy!!

Thank you, only a few people can see the good in me. Even, I myself don't know if I am or not. I just do what I think what will make other people's lives a little bit more comfy. I mean, I want the people around me to have the things I have. Most of the time, I give more that what I can offer, but it's me. Like I said I want them to have a good life, too!

Thank you for the prayers and positive thoughts. I will try my best to stay strong, not for me, but for my son. I REALLY want to be with him and teach him things like what a father should. I really don't know anymore. I JUST WANT TO BE W/ MY SON.

It's 7:03 pm. And in a few more hours, people will go to bed, and finally I can find peace again, in the silence.

This was supposed to be posted yesterday at around 6am. But there was an "internal error" so I wasn't able to. Anyway...
 

After an hour of "fun", here I am again, inside my room, sitting on my chair, and I paused for a sec thinking what to type next as I have this anxiety that's eating me alive. I'm afraid to get stuck in traffic. I feel I won't be able to breathe and just die. But the worst thing that I feel right now is me not seeing my son for three months now. I don't know where he is. His mother took him away from me. An IRRESPONSIBLE mother AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE. I WITNESSED A LOT. She doesn't deserve her eldest child, ESPECIALLY MY SON. She can't even FUCK*NG provide time. We've been together for over four years. I'm telling you guys, if the pandemic didn't happen, I guarantee you, she's in a friend's house gambling and drinking. 

LIFE IS F*CKING UNFAIR, NO? Because I don't drink. I don't gamble. I don't womanize. I don't do drugs. I can't even remember if I laid a finger on her. But, yeah. My words hurt a lot. But she made me say it. She does things (gambling/drinking) that make me feel unimportant. In fact, I don't care about her spending time with me. I care about her kid. She should spend more time with her son. You can't bring back time, but you can always get money. F*CK IT! It's making me mad remembering when she told me "Eto (sugal) na lang ang stress reliever ko." Like WTF?!? Are you FOR REAL? Your kid IS NOT ENOUGH?!?

Sorry, MTC peeps. This don't have structure. I just typed what I'm feeling at the very moment.

IT'S GETTING HEAVIER EVERY DAY. I JUST WANT TO REST. I'M TIRED. REALLY TIRED.