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On 10/26/2022 at 8:02 PM, Simpler said:

Ako din na inlove ako sa thera taga GL din halos everyday Ko pinupuntahan Pero masyado ng mailap at Hindi Ko matyempuhan   Pero kahit 2x lang kami nagkita nakuha nya agad atensyon ko lagi Ko sya message dati Pero mukhang iniiwasan ako,until now hinanahanap ko pa rin sya,kaya pag nakita ko sya d Ko na palalagpasin and pagkakataon kahit marinig Ko lang boses nya at mahawakan ang kamay masaya na ako.

Ganyan na ganyan pakiramdam ko sir. Araw araw ko siya naiisip. Kung ppwede lang bumalik sa panahon sana mas ginalingan ko pa ang pag ligaw sakanya.

On 10/26/2022 at 7:14 PM, handsomebob said:

YOU HAVE TO TAKE THAT CHANCE bro, the worse that could happen is ignore ka niya but if pinakitaan mo naman siya ng maayus, i think she would at least be civil and ask na wag mo na siya guluhin / istorbohin but maybe that is for the better kaya mo siguro di siya na approach!

Ang iniisip ko kasi na scenario sir sa MP kami magkikita ulit kaya siguro nanigas ako. I'm still hoping na makita siya ulit, talagang hindi ko na papalagpasin. 

9 hours ago, Howdy Doody said:

I don't really know your relationship with her before she ghosted you but you should have at least approached her in order to have your some closure. 

I would have talked to her if she was alone. I don't want her to be overwhelmed. Thinking about it now, sana nga kinausap ko na. Who knows when I will get to see her again. 

I finally saw the thera that I was looking for more than a year. 

I fell in love with this thera kasi parang naligaw lang siya in the industry. 2 months lang ata. We lost touch after she didn't report sa GL. Naaalala ko halos araw araw ako tumatawag para magtanong kung pumasok ba siya. For more than a year halos every weekend ako umiikot sa MPs hoping to see her. Yesterday, I saw her at a mall in Makati. I saw her sliding down a giant inflatable. I couldn't believe what I was seeing para bang nag slowmo as she was sliding. Bumilis pagtibok ng dibdib ko. I quickly glanced sa mga kasama niya. She was with her son, and 2 yayas (ata) pero walang asawa. 10 minutes siguro ako watching from a distance. Ni hindi ko alam kung lalapit ba ako para kausapin siya pero parang stuck in the moment ako. Naunahan ako nang takot na baka hindi niya ako pansinin. It looks like maayos naman buhay niya. Masaya. Ok na siguro ako makita siya na nagtatagumpay sa buhay.

To Celina, 

Malamang wala lang ako sa iyo pero sobrang laki ng impact mo sakin. Araw araw kita naiisip. Masaya ako nasilayan ko muli ang mga ngiti mo. Wala akong ibang hangad kundi ang kasiyahan mo. Sana makita at makausap kita muli. Sana makarating sayo ito. Kung sakali magbago ang isip mo, pwede mo pa rin i-take ang offer ko. 

 

Wag. Take it from me. I think I'm losing my sanity.

More than a year ko na siya hinahanap. Bigla na lang nawala. I even offered na ibahay siya 100k/mo. I guess she was just in the industry for money. Less than 2 months lang siya sa MP. Nakuha na niya siguro yung goal niya. I just hope she's well. If naibahay siya, well damn sir you are lucky. Up until now I still think of her smile.