private5star

Gotta give a shout-out to Lesluthor. I've read about some of your experiences bro, and your advices greatly help newbies like me.

 

I'd just like to share with you guys my first espa experience though, you know, just to have an outlet as I know I can't share this to my friends. I can't just stop thinking about her. When my mind isn't busy with stuff somehow she finds her way into my brain. Just a few days ago, I finally decided to visit one of the MTC spa in the Metro. After months and months of lurking in threads, reading FRs and staring at pictures of theras. I decided that I will avail the services of an experienced and well recommended thera. Somehow fate had other plans for me that day. As previously mentioned, I'm a newbie, and I was really anxious, nervous, and tense as I drive to the spa. And let me share to you a little secret, I'm in my mid 20s and still a virgin. I'm no stranger to sensual encounters(have a gf of 5 years) but inexplicably I was really tense that day.

 

As I talked to the recep on who were available, I didn't hear a name from my wishlist. Then the recep said "How about our newbies". Then I recalled that I read an FR about a newbie with angelic face, so I chose her (though I wasn't really that sold based on pictures) and initially wanted to avail the package with DATY but recep told me she doesn't do that so I availed the lower package. The recep guided me to the cubicle, and when she came in, to tell you honestly I was quite disappointed. She didn't look like the thera of my dreams (with the sexy looking face and big boobs), instead the woman was thin, tall, and looks like she just woke up (I didn't mind though as I'm not fan of make-up either). We were both shy and we both felt the awkwardness. She gave me a towel, And I undressed while covering the lower part of my body with the towel. I lied on my back, and requested to turn the lights off. As she was gonna start the massage, I placed my hand on her waist then she said "ok lang tanggalin", so I got up to watch her remove her top. Instead of going for the massage, we went straight to foreplay. Then we dry humped, and I came within a few minutes. She had me to remove my underwear, and surprisingly she removed hers as well. So since I already came, what it actually allowed was time for us to talk, get comfortable with each other, kissing and cuddling. I was suprised she allowed me to touch her down there, and I obliged by aiming for the G-spot. I am a happy-giver, so as I stimulate the spot, I can feel her vagina swelling from the inside excreting sweet juice. She moaned, and I know it was not fake. I was really tempted to penetrate her but withheld, because she said that she doesnt do ATW for clients, and reserves that for her boyfriend. I respected that, but man, hers was really tight. Something you wont expect from a espa thera.

 

In between the love-making, we took breaks and talk. She revealed that this was just her 3rd day in the industry. She didn't believe that it was my first time in an espa. As time passed, she was getting more beautiful in my eyes. To the point that I can't stop staring at her. Kept telling her she was beautiful but she denied saying "sobrang pumangit na ako since pagpasok dahil sa puyat, nangayayat dahil nakakawalang gana kumain, nangitim pa ako". And I can vouch looking at her picture. She revealed also that she wont be here for long, actually planning an escape on the weekend, and would never return.

 

What makes me sad is I never get to say goodbye, and the thought of not seeing her again has occupied a space in my mind. But I'm fighting myself now, for I know I must not pursue her. I have a girlfriend of 5 years. Her family likes me. But I think I will never forget, that for one hour and ten minutes, it felt like she was the love of life.

Don't fool yourself brod.

you are still young and so much things will still happen to you.

just charged it experience and move on with true gf.

Palagay ko na ubos na mga hugot kaya wala ng nag popost dito.

Huwag kasing pagkamalan ang libog sa pag-ibig

magka-iba yun!

Got to face it eventually, but for now wag muna.. Kahit away bati kami dahil sa pagseselos ko, at the end of the day, pag nagkausap kami lagi nya ako napapasaya. She always tell me that part of the work ang paglalambing nya sa mga guest and i should not be worried and always trust her.. Sana pag di na ako nagbigay ng pera, maging ganun pa din..

Mahirap talagang iwan ang isang bagay na nagpapasaya sayo.

sa mundo ng ligalig, bawat tao ay naghahanap ng kaligayahan

nararapat man o hindi kung yan ang nagpapaligaya sayo, ituloy mo lang hanggang sa kaya mo.

Mahirap ang a fall sa thera kasi di mo alam kung mamahalin ka rin ba talaga ng totoo in return or sasakyan lang ang feelings mo dahil sa may nakukuha silang financial at material support from you.

Exactly!

This the paradox!

Di lang kaya infatuation lang yan nararandaman nyo sa thera

pero ginatungan nyo ng ginatungan kaya nag-alab ng nag-alab

at nang mapukaw na ang apoy dahil nabuhusan ng malamig na katotohanan

napagtanto nyo na kai-bangan lang pala lahat.

she's now a widow for more than 5 years with 2 sons.

Ewan ko mga braders magbsuicude nlng kaya ako para matapos na

Just do it!

Umibig. . .

Naging masaya. . .

Nasaktan ng lubos. . .

Just charge it all to experience.

 

 

 

@jayze031...try mo pagnilayan ngayong holy week ang post ni GM camus bro.

 

It is a classic dilemma of choice between facts and feelings.

 

My unsolicited suggestion to you is that your next decision (next move) MUST be based on facts and not feelings. Facts are facts...you have a prospective work abroad, you have a career, you have to earn a living for you to eat, drink, have a roof above your head and buy decent clothing. Feelings are changeable, and we have mood swings from time to time. Now your feeling down and confused, the next day you will be sober and have a clear direction.

 

Parang ganito lang yan, masarap matulog sa umaga lalong lalo na pag inaantok (feeling) ka pa, pero kelangan mo pumasok sa work ng 9:00AM at meron negative consequences ang tardiness or pagiging late (fact). So ano ang gagawin mo? Syempre, pipilitin mong bumangon at maliligo, mag-ayos ng sarili upang makapasok ng maaga at hindi ma-late sa work.

 

Para sa akin, yan ang dapat mong gawin...kontrahin ang masarap na feeling (e.g., matulog, or yan nafefeel mo towards your therapist) dahil meron mga katotohanan sa buhay (facts of life) na dapat nating harapin (e.g., trabaho) sa araw araw.

 

Between facts and feelings, facts must win hands-down.

 

Goodluck and have a blessed holy week.

Correct!

Sakin ok na kami,umamin na sya..at walang nagbago sa nararamdaman ko..alam ko na reason nya, yung problema nga lng wala ako magawa pra matulungan sya at tuluyan na syang umalis dun.. At nagagalit ako sa sarili ko.. At almost 2 months pa pra makauwi ako,. Kung naiisip nyu na ok lng sakin yung ginagawa nya sa spa, well kunte ok sakin..at kung nandidiri ako sa kanya, well honestly hindi.. Mahal ko sya at gagawa ako praan pra maalis sya dun at pra baguhin buhay nya..

 

Pra sakin kung mahal mo tlga isang tao kahit anu pa sya o kung anung meron o wala sa kanya..tanggapin mo.. At kung sabihin ng iba na marami ng nkatikim o natikman well magkakaiba tayo ng prinsipyo, kapag ganun naging basehan, libog yun hindi na pagmamahal...

 

Yung importante lng sakin ay umamin sya at nalaman ko lahat ng problema..pero hindi ko sya sinusuportahan sa trabaho nya tanggap ko sya kahit ganun pinasok nya..

At pra my idea kayo about sakin, my isang anak ako,hiwalay.. Pero syempre suportado ko anak ko kahit hiwalay kmi yun nga lng masyadong malaki nabibigay ko pwede ng buhayin buong pamilya ng ex ko..pro ginawa ko lng yun pra wala ng gulo, at kasalanan ko nman kasi lahat.. At alam yun ng gf ko, kaya nasabi nyang nhihiya syang umasa skin..

 

Pero sa mga nainlove jn sa thera, siguraduhin nyu munang malawak pag.unawa nyu o pag.iisip nyu pra matanggap sila,. Babae mga yan, marunong din magmahal ng tunay.. At sa mga GM natin jn na medyo mababa tingin, good luck nalang po..hehe.

Kung saan ka maligaya, doon ka!

Para saan pa ang mga ginagawa natin,

kung di rin naman pala tayo maligaya.

Di na bale di maiintidihan ng iba,

kung sa puso mo naman at maligaya ka,

ituloy mo lang. Buhay mo yan at ikaw ang bida dyan.

Fell for a thera... it seemed real at the time.. but come to think of it, i was never more important than her work, her clientele. She never refused the money, big or small amount. she barely cared if i was feeling bad that she was in the cubicle with someone else, but i had to understand it because it was 'trabaho lang' ...

 

did she love me back? that's what she said..

 

did she show me love? sometimes?

 

Did she change anything for me? NO

 

i was just plain stupid and fell for it.

 

she loved the fact that there was someone that loved her even with her line of work, but it ends there. no reciprocation, no sacrifices, no changes.

basa sa salaysay mo, di ka nya minahal kailan man

Kailan ba matutuldukan ang laban nyong dalawa?

2 years na kayong nagbabangayan wala pa rin nanyayari!!!!

Ano ba talaga ang hanap nyo?

Kailan ba may dadanak ng dugo rito?????

Excited na ko!!!!

tang na nyo!!!

wala na bang bagong character dito?

puro luma ang komiks dito ngayon, ah!!??

puro lang kayo patawa!!!!

To relieve some fleshful heat and lust!!!

cause I'm a CMA (Certified MTC Addict)!!!

Office Manager, otherwise, gambling lord!

Girls sometimes fall for the ugly guys to show us, good-looking men, that it is not all the looks that girls crave for.

They want to show us that sincerity, trustworthiness, and all those other stuffs, also counts.

So to all good-looking men, like me, don't be too conceited and too complacent, girls can also do what they want when they feel like it.

I have nothing against sharing text messages but it is just proper to respect the privacy of anybody. . .

I consider text messages as personal informations only intended to the receiver and only for the receiver. . .

it doesn't matter what kind of information that is, as long it is transmitted solely for my pleasure, then it is only proper that I should be the only one to read it and no one else. . .

if the text messages are meant to be read by all, then maybe they should have transmitted them through the big billboards so that everybody can read them. . .

the intention of the inventors of text messages are for them to be kept as private messages, solely for the pleasure of the receiver. . .

nakaraos ka na? ang bilis mo naman, nakakabitin ka naman. . .

Sorry, but I've never really learned to love you. . .

Sorry to hear about that brother. . .

but your right homesickness is not picnic. . .

it is really hard on anyone to be apart from their family and friends. . .

the hardest time was when the holidays are coming. . .

you will really feel so miserable. . .

Ms. Cho_clitz maybe it's time for us to move to another topic. . .

start ka naman ng thread na pwede natin lahat pagbangayan. . .

para di tayo magsawa sa pag-post dito. . .

Hey!!! Bill!! Hey!!!

Wazzup??? Wazzup???

You are wrong, Ms. Cho_clitz is not man-hater, she just hates a man.

That's her most recent BF.

Yes! yes! yes! I want to watch the Episode III - The Revenge of the Sith, I love the trailer of the movie, am so excited to see that movie. Isn't Natalie Portman so gorgeous just like Ms. Cho_clitz, ah Bill?

Ms. Cho_clitz good morning!!!

You always fascinate me, you always make laugh with your postings.

Some people cannot understand where you're coming but I think it's not anymore of a rant but rather a ridicule.

Talagang ganyan. . . Yung iba kasi nangagaya lang. . .

Kapag narinig nilang gamit nung isang barkada o kakilala. . .

gagamitin rin nila. . . mga walang originality ang mga yan. . .

puro sila mga cheap copycat. . .