Gervin68

Sharing my story with you guys! Uunahan ko na , May mag iisip jan na Bata kasi tong client , cutie kasi tong client at "sguro" mapera kaya ako nafall? Hindi po .. Sobra pong lambing neto , inaabot halos ng umaga kausap ko, nagulat pa ko kasi di ko inakala mga nakita ko after stalking his social media accounts </3 So eto na nga

 

Its been a few weeks nung nakilala ko tong GM na to.

During the sesh , madami kami napagusapan medyo na turn on ako kasi naamaze ako sa mga napagkkwentuhan namin very knowledgeable siya sa napasok naming topic. gulat ako kasi at his age karamihan puro swag lang alam eh.

Plus natutuwa din kasi ako sa mga guy na very malambing sa mother nila.

Tapos nung sumide view pa siya, aw! well, di ko idedeny gwapo siya.

usually naiilang talaga ko pag pogi yung client pero sakanya hindi, ang gaan gaan ng loob ko sa lalaking to.

Then yun na nga naging smooth naman lahat bago umalis binigay niya sakin number niya at itext ko siya pag namiss ko na daw siya.

Tapos nung sa pinto papuntang reception area "nangholding hands eh" </3

 

Siguro mga 4 na araw bago ko siya tinext.Nahihiya kasi talaga ako magpm sa mga client kaya di ko siya tinext after nung session. Madala skasi nasa isip ko baka makaistorbo or what.

So eto na nga text ako " Hi ***" then he replied "sino to?" nagisip pa ko kung magrereply ako eh kasi baka di niya na ko maalala.

pero di ko mapigil, nireplyan ko after 3 hrs biglang reply nya "Ngayon mo lang ako namiss?'

Kung alam mo lang ilang araw kitang inisip kung itetext ba kita ano :'( Dun na nagstart yung palitan namin ng sms, lambing landi ahaha

Tinatak ko naman sa isip ko na napakalabong magustuhan ako neto pero tuloy padin kasi happy ako kausap siya eh.

Dumaan yung gabing inabot na ng almost 5am yung usapan. Jan na yung "sisipagan mo sa trabaho para makaalis na ko dito

Yung mga oras na halos ipanalangin ko na sana totoo mga sinasabi niya, na sana yung mga lambing n ganun sakin lang ginagawa.

Lumambot ako kasi never in my espa experience na merong pumilit sakin na "Maging clingy ka please" "Magtext ka lang ng magtext update mo ako lagi" "Bakuran mo ko magpapabakod naman ako sayo eh" "Lipat ka na here, sama mo si baby ako na papa niya" .

Pero nung nahuhulog na ko lagi pading naiisip na malabo to e, baka pasttime mo lang ako eh.

The whole time na nagkakausap kami nakatatak sa isip ko na "EASY LANG, WAG AGAD MAGTITIWALA"

Nadyan nadin yung time na nagpapaadd siya sa FB. Dun ko na nalaman real name niya.

Shock ako! :/ Mas lalo akong nanliit. Nung tinype ko sa google Lumabas na he's a former finalist ng medyo malaking pageant, nafeature din sa isang teen magazine, nagramp model sa mens fashion week, dumaan din sa training ng isang kilalang media prod. :'(

Hindi naman ako gano nagpakita saknyang attached na ko kaya nagalit siya na bakit daw ang tough ko bakit daw halos wala akong pake.

Inamin ko na nanliliit ako sakanya. Sinabi niyang wag , wala naman daw siyang achievements or what.

 

Triny ko na mas maging cold para hindi na ko gano maattach. Dumating n ung point na limitado na reply ko kahit gusto ko magtext ng mahaba, sinabihan niya ko na sana wag ako magsisi soon na pinush ko away yung taong totoo sakin dahil sa insecurities ko. ilang text pa wla na hindi na kami nagusap.

 

Hurt hurt nanaman ako. Eto aya ng hike sa katrabaho para lumimot, nagset na ng date sabay approve niya ng request ko sa IG niya. (hindi niya alam na ako, kasi gamit ko yung account ko for online selling)

 

Nakita ko sa IG niya, Mahilig din pala siya maghike Hindi man lang ako nakaakyat kasama ka. pero ikaw rason ng paparating kong hike

Nakita ko kung gano mo kamahal mother mo. Yung dalawang course na natapos mo sabay caption ng "Hi mama ggraduate nanaman ako. love you"

Im so proud of you :'( yung post mo na dalawang grad pic at sabi mong kulang pa ng isa? Wow! ipagpatuloy mo yan.. <3

Nakita ko pa kaya pala ang dami mong alam sa pinaguusapan natin nun, yun pala dun ka pala nagttrabaho!

 

Sorry sa pagkukunwaring wala akong paki. Takot lang talaga kong masaktan ng todo, Nasasaktan na nga ako ngayon e, yung gustong gusto kita kausapin pero wag na). Sabi mo mahalin kita, (papunta naman ako dun eh pero kasi.. deserve mo yung babaeng wala sa ganitong linya ng trabaho, madami naman jan eh, gustuhin ko man maging ako pero mas matutuwa ako pag nakita kitang nasa successful na babae :'(

 

Hanggang sa muli zedicus, totoo man o hindi mga sinabi mo .. naging masaya ko sa mga panahin na nakakausap kita <3 </3

Awwww..heart-melting yet wonderful at the same time. Though, I must admit, guys are different from one another. Merong mga judgmental and meron din naman just cool with it.

Sayang lang,

You miss 100% of the shots you don't take, ika nga ni Wayne Gretzky (Yasssssh! Ang lalim).

But yah! who knows? Love for me begins in taking chances. We'll never know kung ano mangyayari sa future. Di porke kala natin compatible eh meaning mag la-last na sila forever. The main thing is masaya tayo, cuz happiness is something na winowork out di nahuhulog galing sa langit. Well, the main point is next time give it a shot! May chance bang masaktan ka "uli"? Yes! May chance bang magsucceed? Yes! We really don't know unless we try diba. If in case di mag work out, wag na tayong mabitter, dapat proud tayo cuz we give them our best.

Amen! (HAHA)

Hangang dito nalang din.

Nagmamahal,

Pancho! <3

People are often times angry of girls looking for financers or sponsors. They said, they are gold digging bitches. Well, for me nowadays, I don't see anything bad about the logic. Before, I used to disagree with this thought. I was too naive that there are loyal and faithful men. That love conquers all. But I was wrong. I was wronged many many times.

 

Now, it seems like I can even be proud and secured to have one. Why? It's because love nowadays are merely fantasy. We women are so vulnerable about men's false promises and we ended up expecting for the false hopes. Men use women for their pleasure and satisfaction and women let men use them for free. By expecting of the chances that "Baka mabago ko siya". We often times mistaken love for the need of companionship. Well, that's a win lose situation

 

I have seen the world much farther than the rest. More than cheating women, I have personally seen hundred and probably thousands of cheating men.

 

So as for me, men that finance women are generous and worth it. You may call me a bitch but I am jelous and proud of women that does the kink. I must commend their tactics for they have been using themselves to take care of themselves and do offer their service in exchange for the gratitude. They are practical and I must say good.

 

How do they do it? I don't know but from my point of view, with the generation we have, I cannot judge them anymore.

 

 

 

Although I don't generalize all men and women, therapists are human too. They feel the power of connection. They ofcourse experience jealousy. They feel the uttermost ego destroying thought of "I have given my best but why is he still looking for someone else?" especially if there was the spark between the two of them.

 

As for me, if you are really so into her, you will save her from the life and dignity destroying job. But if you are not doing anything to uplift her, then blaming her for providing a service is not for you.

 

You met her in that way, you know what she's doing, making her stop without you giving her security is like taking her capability of living and earning especially if she has no choice but to end up in that position.

 

Well said.

Mankind's progress in learning all about space are barely limited compared to the actual size of all universe. I believe there are other inhabitants from other planet "aliens" if not in our solar system maybe somewhere else. Like us they might also wonder if are they alone in this whole vast space. Or like what most "SCIFI" movies they are far more advance that that they have already visited us here without us knowing it.

As for if they contacted us, I believe they did or maybe up to now they are communicating with us. Who knows? I think there are a lot of secrets kept that is known to only few.

Ang cool ng topic nato kala ko ang weird ko na dahil fascinated ako sa mga ganitong topic