MonsieurLee

 

 

basa sa salaysay mo, di ka nya minahal kailan man

yup.. that's the realization.... after..

Fell for a thera... it seemed real at the time.. but come to think of it, i was never more important than her work, her clientele. She never refused the money, big or small amount. she barely cared if i was feeling bad that she was in the cubicle with someone else, but i had to understand it because it was 'trabaho lang' ...

did she love me back? that's what she said..

did she show me love? sometimes?

Did she change anything for me? NO

i was just plain stupid and fell for it.

she loved the fact that there was someone that loved her even with her line of work, but it ends there. no reciprocation, no sacrifices, no changes.

I can do without you

i saw her again with a smile

Its Vday without you!

i love you more

it just takes a lot of faith and hard work.. oh and a lot of emotional ups and downs. but if you love one another that much, it becomes a little easier to wait.

goodbye

she chose them.. too bad she didn't realize what i could;ve given her.

You start off with a little spark, and it's whether or not you nurture that spark. You have to expand it and work on it.

doesnt it require a lot of spark before you even decide to work on it?

so ms spark, since its already out there that so many guys has 'fallen' for you, has misinterpreted your sweetness for real feelings, have you experienced a spark lately? and if so.. did it develop? what is your current status? 'in a relationship or single? hahaha im sure all your admirers are curiuos as well.

i fell hard, she fell hard.. but at the end of the day.. any guy who is truly in love with his thera wouldnt be able to look pass the hickeys, the messages posted online or relies on her cellphone... even if you did love each other, shes there for a reason, if you cant secure a future for her, or at the very least sustain what shes earning (thats why shes there in the first place, regardless what all the theras say, not a single one of them enjoys what theyre doing), then we have no right to ask her to leave. Precisely because that is the venue you met at, it wasnt planned, it wasn't on purpose, surely it would be stupid going into a spa looking for love, most especially from a thera, but it happens, there a connection between the two of you thats real. but its a struggle sitting home at night waiting for her to finish with a client.. the thoughts that go thru your mind... if you can love a thera and say you can look past her work, you're just infatuated with her and not really love her.

i went to as far as booking her the whole damn day so she wouldnt have to do service, of course she got in trouble, and she would lose her clients, her livelihood, i cant block her off every day and i cant replace the tips she would have earned. if it was that easy then i couldve just brought her out of the industry all together.

its just so sayang... we ended somewhat badly, but i knew she was trying to be strong and acted like that so she can carry on... who wouldve thought going in for ES and you came out falling for each other, thats way more than a spark. i disturbed the simple life she had. woo the guest, make them believe shes their gf for an hour or 2.. then move on to the next... I was selfish because i wanted her all to myself knowing very well where we met and why she had to stay. I was selfish thinking of my own feelings instead of hers. It was my mistake to be such a "pa asa" .... its all my fault. And i hate the fact that i fell for her, and hate it even more that i disrupted her problem filled life.

but thats life... you never know when that spark will hit, in my opinion, a true spark happens when it hits both of you, not just the gm or at times the thera. I loved her very much and i really felt the love she had for me. this is the few times i can totally say it was real.

i love you but i can't be with you

LOve hurts so freaking much!

she actually made me smile today.. kinda...

My spark made me sad today.. because we didn't know how it would work.

yes today.. we didn't know how to make it work for us to be together properly.

"Falling inlove is easy, Having sex is easier, but bumping into someone that can spark your soul is rare."

 

-Spark.

Ms. Mavic, i sense you have bumped into someone who did just that for u? maybe in the past or recently?

 

Of course,I also agree. What I am saying is for the most part, because of the industry we are in, the couple tend to make things more complicated than they should.

 

"Baka katawan lang habol ni GM."

"Baka pera lang habol ni Thera"

"Ginagawa nya ES namin sa ibang lalake"

"Lahat ng thera ginagalawa ng GM na yan"

 

These are valid questions which both thera and GM often think when they begin to experience "sparks". However, as long as both explore their emotions with an open mind (full acceptance on the circumstances of how they met), the odds are surmountable and real love with a solid base for a relationship can exist. Put these complications aside and just be the boy and girl who fell in love and see where the journey goes.

Beautifully said!!!! Absolutely!

 

Agreed. The thera-client relationship doesn't have to be in the romantic sense. In some cases, real friendships grow. Like what I said, we are just like any other girl out there. Just because we play with your dicks for a living, it doesn't mean we cannot have genuine interactions with GMs outside the confines of the spa.

 

 

Ah...sir, whoever said love was reasonable and logical? It is because of these damn difficulties that make love exciting and colorful. We venture into the uknown, we experience bliss like no other, we do things we never thought we could, all in the name of love....In my previous post I said, if you fall, simply fall. No need to overthink. Just let it progress the way it should, sometimes the journey is what makes it worthwhile, not the destination.

 

Have a nice evening Gents.

 

 

May

Agreed for the most part, but sometimes, we cannot simply fall, there are circumstances and complications that we cannot just fall even if we want to.. plus, what if its all one sided? either for the GM or even for the thera? what if its one sided? even with all signs u mentioned in your previous post?

i'm not disagreeing with you by any means.. just adding another insight.

 

Speaking from the point of view of a thera, I would say i agree with you sir. GMs, you have to remember that inside the cubicle, we try to treat you as kings. Thus, whatever we do inside, it will always have the connotation as being part of the job. Of course I admit, some may get higher mileage than others, but ultimately, the confines of the cubicle is our workplace where we try to maintain our professionalism as much as we can.

 

The real proof when you can deduce that the "sparks" are real is when the thera begins to act "un-thera" like towards you. Agreeing to go out on non-paid dates, returning tips, sharing real personal details, these are some examples. Of course the thera may do this because you seem genuinely nice and a great "friend" personality, it is a step in the right direction in dissolving that thera-GM barrier.

this is such an awesome insight... but that is the problem, being able to distinguish if its true or not... lets say, the thera is in this industry for the money, what if there's a spark, but the GM cannot provide.. how can she not accept the money? or another scenario, GM takes thera out of this industry, and provides for her, (ie condo, shopping, allowance.. etc) then is it real? even for a GM its so hard to know what is real and what is not.. i guess maybe its just the difficulties of accidentally stumbling on that damn spark! its totally unreasonable and illogical...

if you read this and you know who you are! damn this electrifying spark!!! hahaha

At ganun yung sinasabi kong spark.

the question though, is this spark totally 1 sided? can that happen? or maybe the thera is just really great at making the GM feel like there;s something between them? its so hard also to trust this feeling.

Pag may na feel kang spark, tinamaan ka nga talaga. at kung sa tingin mo may chance go lang basta wala siyang sabit maliban sa baby niya

i got this thera today... and something just went off.... the "spark" maybe .. it was so weird.. i don't think i've ever felt it before.. during our first meeting and this.. and i left with a smile on my face.. we didn't finish.. but i was satisfied.. i don't know if it was just on my end, but damn what an exhilarating feeling.