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Elden Ring

Well.... I'm currently looking for work. 6 years in the IT Industry specializing in MS Dynamics 365/CRM Online & On-Premise doing mostly BA/Tester/Customization & Configuration Specialist/Trainer roles on projects. Has some certifications but none are on the latest versions.

Hit me up if you're interested.

Career.... Dumating man o hindi ang pagkakataong umibig, ang importante handa ka, stable ka financially para may magamit ka for your investment on love.

26 years old.... Wala pa rin.

Hindi naghahanap. Mas preferred ko kasi magpapera. Mas practical ang kumuha ng girl kesa gumastos sa gf, mas cost-effecient both time and money.

Aside from Eurotel ano pa ba magandang walk-in hotel sa Makati?

Any hotels with jacuzzi around Makati?

For me it's usually my room but when I feel like it I go outside and unwind in Makati and look for stuff in Landmark or Glorietta or stake a stroll around CBD

I always eat out for dinner due to time constraints and the long traffic always stressing me out. To get rid of the stress, I stop by at Chop Stop in SM BF before I get home to unwind a bit. I really feel at home at that place for some reason like it just takes you in. They aren't really so amazing on the menu department as it's all pork chops most of the time. I always enjoy the BBQ Chops there and it's always cooked the way I like it. I try other items on the menu and so far they haven't really failed me with their cooking.

Rarely does he ever answer my prayers. Never does it lead to something much better too.

* you can’t sleep enough or you sleep too much (I sleep quite late sometimes I don't feel like sleeping at all.)
* you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult (I find it hard to do simple tasks now)
* you feel worthless and hopeless (Always has been since elementary. Not really changed since then.)
* you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try (Always the lingering thoughts of wanting to destroy the world and pessimism)
* you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating (I've been having more than 5 meals a day and I can't stop eating.)
* you are constantly irritated or become enraged even at small things – and this is new for you (I get irritated over small things a lot and it is new for me since I'm acting like a child.)
* you have thoughts that life is not worth living, or have a plan for how you would end it (Seek help immediately if this is the case) (Before I started counselling, I had some thoughts of killing myself ever since I was in elementary, I'm a little better now but I still get those thoughts.)

I'm seeking counselling from a Psychology Masters student so clinically I'm not considered as depressed yet until I really seek professional help but since this post made me realize a few things, I think I should really seek once for my own sake. In addition, I have lost interest to a lot of things over the years that I used to like.

I used to enjoy making and playing video games, as well as making stories, drawing. As time went on, I lost interest in all of them nor do I desire to do them anymore. I feel it in my heart that I still want to do these things but when I try to start things up, it's like my mind tells me to be lazy again, end up going to sites like this or do stuff that aren't related to my interests, thinking that trying is useless because it's a wasted effort. It's just sad that help isn't really cheap for mental illnesses though. I tried looking for psychiatrists that can help but my wallet cannot afford the numerous sessions needed to overcome this situation.

Hmmmm... What do guys want.... hmmm... let's see... In my case....

A fun conversationalist.... for me it's more of a serious conversation about life and stuff but please none of that showbiz gossip stuff, it's ridiculous.

Straightforward and vocal.... Hindi ako nakukuha sa tingin at drama. Sabihin mo kasi hindi ako manghuhula.

To be spoiled like crazy? Hahaha. Never experienced this before since I'm always the guy doing this sort of thing when I like the girl. I wish it could happen the other way around. Hahaha.

I think it depends on the factors that make up the man they fell for. It could either be the money, the personality, could also be just plain simple adoration.