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lolxes

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  1. everything begins with choice, something neo said sa matrix trilogy of movies. di na ako sure which one.

     

    cheating is a personal choice, at least it is for me. sa simula walang cheating kasi takot. then konting cheating kasi di nahuli. then cheat pa more kasi walang naghuhuli. then boom, huli ka. di ako sure kung may pagsisi involved.

     

    mapa test sa school or sa love life, to cheat or not to is a personal choice.... depende rin kung nasaang stage ka ng development mo.

     

    ako, 10 years ago, walang cheating, straight arrow. boring happy.

     

    7 years ako started cheating.

     

    4 years ako balls deep sa lahat ng klaseng cheating.

     

    2 years ago got bored.

     

    now, well, trying to be a better person.

    mas madalas na akong umayaw sa tukso now

    nakakatamad na.

     

    hopefully tuloy tuloy lang ako and someday maging happy boring ako ulit.

     

    sa mga cheaters dyan, i dont judge, madumi rin ako.

    advise ko lang, konting self examination pa minsan minsan,

    libog lang ba

    exciting yung bawal

    worth it ba yung risk para ma feel mo na alive ka pa,

     

    ako ito yung top 3 reasons ko - libog exciting at feeling alive ako.

     

    ito rin yung nakukuha ko sa significant other ko dati, na nawala, at di ko alam kung babalik pa. time will tell.

     

    sa mga makakabasa, and hoping na wag mag cheat ang partner nyo - best advise ko keep the libog, exciting, and alive feeling,

     

     

    p.s. magastos maging cheater.

    nakuha mo sir. I feel the same way kasi very boring ang naging single life ko. i was not been exposed to hanging out and meeting other people. nung nakapag jowa ako, naging ok nmn kami pero it got boring pagtagal. kaya nagawa ko ang hindi dapat. Naging satisfied ako, the libog, excitement and the feeling of being alive. nafeel ko yun. pero after ilang days. nakakapagsisi din. i feel bad sa naging ex ko, its all fun and games until may taong masasaktan ka. nakakapagsisi pero that feeling, i will remember that, pero dapat di na ulitin. i want to become a better person.

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