toruk makto

how old cures that have been forgotten is the only thing that works for me. and its all natural.

sleepless nights is beginning to take its toll.

having sleepless nights and lousy days.

when it rains it really pours.

nothing seems to be important now, feel numb. need a tattoo haha.

some people dont want to hear truth even if its just been discussed and said in a nice way. they just brush it off as if nothing was said.

sometimes you have to be hard and tough to people you care for. its hard work and the people you do it to really doesnt understand why. they will only realize the things you do for them was right all along is when your gone.

dreaded events are happening although it was expected but not in the timeline set in my mind.

so happy that my "regular" has decided to change and go back home. got mixed feelings but really happy for her decision. ill miss her but thats ok. there are more important things than my needs.

iim getting tired, cant sleep and lazy to get up. theres nothing to look forward to and lifes a mess.

is there heaven and hell? i think hell is where ill end up with.

there are really women that are so spoiled that they think everybody will wait for them. well this particular woman was dropped like a hot potato. a lesson for her to be learned.

i really dont know what im famous for to get so much negs. they envy me a lot? pity them. get a life losers.