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shockmansion

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  1. I would say, Ā keep doing what you have been doing. If you didnā€™t flip out and hit the road the second you realized i was being ā€œunfaithfulā€, at some level i must have accepted the fact that i am being with another women so many times,Ā But still going home onĀ my wife. I must say men are loyal but not faithful.

  2. The only reason why I'm writing this anonymously is that if 'she' sees my answer she may get hurted which I don't want to happen.

    Ours was a quite routine story.. we fell for each other during our graduation. Like any other pair we were on cloud9 all the time. Ours is a relationship which we have started as friends first. We were best friends, all the time we use to talk about everything under the sun. And as days are passing by we got used to each other to such an extent that we use to care about none around us.

    Finally she confessed her feelings and I proposed her. That was the most wonderful feeling ever. Our relationship went well for around 18months. Then due to some behavioural issues of mine and psychological backdrops of her lead into our breakup early this year. I use to have issues with my anger. We use to have lot of fights for the same reason.

    This time it was very unexpected. She called me one day and I was in a very bad mood at that time. She called me because she needs my help at that moment from a problem. But as expected I ruined the whole situation and she broke down at that time. This was the first step towards ending of our relationship.

    Then suddenly she offered me a break up after some days. I was unprepared for this to happen. I was shattered by this. I tried to my best to ask her to stay in where she belongs to.

    Literally I begged her to stay. Not only because I love her but also I was abandoned in this cruel world by her. She was my support until then. As I said before she became my only friend. When she moved away then I understood how much dependent I'm, how much weak I'm. Stating these reasons only I her to stay. But she left me in a dark night which is never going to have a sun ray falling on it.

    It has been 10 months and I'm still unable to come out from it. May be I should accept the fact that she won't come back again. I am trying to regain my strengths now. But the fact is I still want her to comeback in my life and I'm waiting for her.

    P.s : You may think that I'm very weak then that's you opinion which I already know.

    Thanks for the patience.

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