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Saw in this Very Special Person's profile pic that she is wearing the gift i gave. It means a lot to me.

Never go for someone who begs for your love and for you to stay. Never go for anyone who entrusts their dignity, manhood and self-respect to your hands and to your approval. A one who does is not worth it.

 

On a similar note, never go for someone who makes you beg. When u beg, it is like letting this person chain your soul, pull you, drag you, walk in front of you, under you but never along with you, never on each other's side.

 

The moment he or she starts begging or makes you feel you begging, cut lose and walk away. A worthy person will not let you degrade yourself.

Have I ever told you that you're one of my favorite posters here at matters of the heart? You and sir ED.

Wag ka din umasa na may sasalo sa mga pangarap mo dahil mahirap na, baka may kapalit pala yan na hindi maganda at habang buhay mo pagbabayaran. Ang pinakamahirap bayaran ay ung utang na loob dahil walang limit yan. Madami nang nakaalis sa ganyang hanap buhay at nakgaron ng ibang trabaho, so I think kaya mo din yan kahit sa sarili mong sikap, kung yan ang gusto mo.

EXACTLY. Loving this 'cause it eloquently stated what I wanted to say to someone I know.

Nadagdagan na ata paborito kong tiga-reply dito sa thread na to in addition to sir ed ah. hehe

Reality. Ang dami kong naiisip. Mababaliw na ata ako. Gusto ko na lumagay sa tahimik sna maging maayos lahat or kung hindi man God please give me what I deserve.

Also, flashbacks of everything that she said and did and me finally realizing...

"Shet basted ata talaga ako."

Love is free. A free choice. Someone no one can ever force you into. I do not understand the concept of staying away from someone you love for circumstantial reasons. Nor do I comprehend why you always have to "possess" someone you love. Pure love needs not to acquire. Though it may be true that we often wish to be surrounded with someone we hold so dear, we need to be wise to appreciate that not all things we love should be within our reach. Once we realize that loving is not equal to acquiring, then we won't waste much effort and emotions in rationalizing any "lost investment" we might think we had.

Ang ganda lang, parang kinuha sa libro.

I made her cry... With tears of joy. :')

Never in my life that I receive that raw, pure, genuine reaction to something I did. It is happiest feeling in the world, seeing that kind of appreciation.

Selos.

BB, ang puso mo. Hinay-hinay lang. Kalma.

After almost two years and how many months, validated pa rin ang statement na "Wala pa ring makahihigit sayo, A."

Damn, I miss that girl so much. #MandatorySadFace

Edit: okay, saktong-saktong tumigil yung sinasakyan ko ngayon sa export bank pasong tamo, tanaw na tanaw ko yung ministop na nasa tapat saka yung mang inasal sa baba. ah, memories.

Finally saw her again after a very very (2+ years?) long time for her special day. A hug, kiss on the cheeks... that's all I need for today.

The Academy Is - About A Girl

Morning text conversations, cozy in bed, while raining outside.

Naku maraming ma-iinlove lalo sa iyo dahil sa mga sinusulat mo dito . Liligawan na rin kita para pag naging tayo, LIBRE NA AKO.

Hahaha iba ka talaga, ginoong mark! Idol! Iyong ibang kabalyerong nakaputi, hirap na hirap mag-ninja sa mga sinusuyong thera... Ikaw, walang tago-tago at patumpik-tumpik sa pagdiskarte! Isa kang TNL!

As I've said earlier, when a woman monetizes love and sex and uses it for a living, mahirap mahalin yan. The ultimate make or break nyan probably is pag magdesisyon ang thera na magquit sa spa industry for the guy, then get another job entirely not related. Guy accepts her past and voila!

Up Dharma Down - Sana

Nilibot na ang buong mundo

Di pa rin ako nakukuntento

Makakahanap ng ipapalit

Nang walang babala

Lumipas ay nagbabalik pala

Nalilito na ako hindi na dapat gan'to

Nakaraan ay natapos at napagdaanan na

Bakit nasisindak pa sa t'wing naaalala

Matatauhan na wala ka na pala

Ako, sila'y nandito na

Ikaw na lang ang kulang

Anong lunod o lalim, ba't 'di na lang lumutang

Anong pait ang matamis at aking susubukan

Anong silbi ng narito

'Di mo na kailangan

Hindi nga nagtagal ang pagpapanggap na 'to

Kaliwa at kanan harap at likod ano mang anggulo

Titigan ay bumibigay ako

Damdamin ay kay bigat

Naisip na ang lahat

Wala na ba talaga akong magagawa pa

Wala na bang makakapantay at di na ba dapat pang maghintay

Ako lang ba ang nagkasala?

Kumakapit sa natitirang sana.

Kung babalik ka pa hanggang kailan kaya?

Ako dito mag-aabang na magdutong na ang patlang

Ang kulang ay mapupunan, wala nang makahahadlang

Wala na yatang hihigit sa pangungulila ko

Iba na bang nagbibigay ng mga kailangan mo?

Oh sana

Kay higpit ng kapit sa unan kagabi ko

Oh sana

Inaasam muling makatabi at mahalik sana

Those are indeed the dangerous types, them smart ones. When a woman knows how to monetize love and sex, like most of our beloved theras, it is very hard to take them as a serious and potential partner/lovelife. They know that they can and will find someone with a deeper pocket than yours. Parang sa online games lang yan na pwede mong bilin yung mga items to advance more into the game. Yung mga gusto na normal experience, lugi sa mga bumibili ng items kasi... That's how the game works sadly.

So unless you're a rich guy with rich on your name that was probably born rich because your family is rich, with lots of cars to show and earns his money from some pyramidyng scheme, you have a big chance of losing and in the process, breaking your heart, brah.

Ikaw

Blink 182 - I Miss You

Incubus - I Miss You

<i>Would I be out of line if I said, "I miss you"?</i>

Ako. Pero mali e.

A new pair of lenses! Everything's like effin' HD again!

Love is not just a feeling, it's a choice. When nothing but feeling is there, it could just be infatuation. So when you say you love someone when you cannot... It's like you chose a world of hurt for yourself. There's nothing wrong with that, it's a decision you made. It's just not good for your well-being.

So what people usually tell? Love yourself first. Decide to take care of your own being first, make it complete, make it happy and contented. Work hard. Get buff. Travel. Enjoy the company of friends and family. You'll see, love will actually come and find you afterwards.

*sensya na ang haba, iba talaga pag madaling araw na tapos di pa dinadalaw ng antok

4am texts

What if nagkakilala tayo in a different place and a different time? Ngayon kasi ang dami mong boys, seloso naman ako. Nakilala mo ko sa work mo at dahil dun, malamang di man lang ako mabibigyan ng chance given how you've come to know me.

Ah, bahala na. Iwas-iwas na lang I guess para di magcrash and burn.

Ayoko sa lahat ng sinungaling. Lalo na sablay pa palusot. :x

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