Those things that you say you miss will never come back. You have to make do with what you have and with what you are now. You would have to find contentment and peace within your pond.
Oh my gosh! I'm beginning to sound like a katipunero. Funny how those guys are always in a quest for self discovery! He he he. Peace madam knight. ACCEPT! Ha ha ha! Oo nga pala, be kind. Just got carried away.