So I have this newly discovered kink that I prefer those seemingly "clean" massage with the therapist giving teasing contact during massage even if it doesn't lead to a happy ending.
It only happened to me twice (different thera) where the thera is placing my hand in a way that grazes her boobs. I thought it was just an accident but the duration and the fact that it happened to both hands makes me think that it was intentional. Second time it happened, nakadapa ako and my arm is stretched up so my hand is above my head and she is seated sa head end of the table. My thought was, is that her boobs I'm feeling? Paulit ulit yung pag sayad, so I took a risk and made subtle caresses with my fingers. Wala naman syang ginawang adjustment on her part to avoid it. Going to my other hand, I thought she learned her lesson, but there she goes again with her boob grazing. I took more risk and lessen the subtelty of my touch, caressing na talaga nangyari (but no squeezing) haha. There's no way she's not aware of my touch at matagal yung massage on that part. In the end, walang happy ending na nangyari and I didn't dare ask. Anyway, clean massage lang talaga goal ko that time.
I have been chasing that high ever since and honestly, mas prefer ko sya kesa yung upfront na ES. Weird kink having blue balls pag uwi haha. Just sharing
