rainbow_man

Empty church..never fails me

Natutunan ko ngayon..pwedeng magkamali hanggang maging tama ka

For me..to make a relationship work..it always need the two of you...problems start to rise, even infidelity, when you start to decide alone, think alone, and live alone...it always need two to tango...

Legal wife..she knows you inside out..mistresses are just temptations and if you fall to them..ikaw din kawawa sa huli..

you truly love when you no longer the other as the other but a part of you and youre responsible for them...

no particular place..just walk long distances...

more than answers to my prayers, i believe praying have taught me to trust in god. while i pray, it is the attitude and not the petitions that i began to realize that is important. whenever i bend my knees and fall kneeling deep in my thoughts and full of doubts, rumblings, rave and rants to god; it is my will that i submit to god. that despite all the petitions and all the things that i want to say to him, the inherent attitude of surrendering myself to god gives a signal that i believe that there is something more in this life, something more powerful and deeper than all the evil and happiness this world and people can offer...

at the end, yes, i do believe, god answers prayers.

why not?

napagtanto ko na pag sobrang mali nang nagawa mo sa buhay, dulot nito..wala ka nang makitang respeto sa sarili mo at rason magpatuloy pa..yung tipong f#&ked up yung ginawa mo then wala ka nang redemption...doon mo masasabi na ano pa halaga ng buhay...eto na lang ba yun..youre so f#&ked up and no s@%t can raise you up...pero hindi eh...don ko napagtanto na kung hindi ko na kaya mapatawad sarili ko...kung hindi ko na malunok mga ginagawa ko sa buhay ko at sa buhay ng iba...yun tipong kahit sarili mo di mo na mapatawad...isang tingin mo lang sa krus..hahagulgol ka sa iyak, maglulupasay ka...dahil hindi ikaw, hindi sila, o kahit sinumang tao ang kayang magpatawad sa yo...kundi dios lang...dun ko napagtanto na may dios nga...sa kabila ng kabaliwan at kapraningan kaya kong gawin at sa huli hindi ko na kaya tumingin sa salamin dahil sa sobrang dumi ko...ang dios pala kaya ako tanggapin buong buo, walang labis walang kulang,...dun ko napagtanto masarap mabuhay, may pag-asa, may bukas pa, pwede pa mag-umpisa uli...salamat Ama!

keep going

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Ramen Nagi 10/10

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dr. j. fernandez st. mandaluyong city

it's possible just refocus that energy...

the existence of the evil spirits are true, but moreso the existence of God who is the Lord of all creation, good or evil.

I have a guy friend since 2010 officemate ko siya before, and we have this thing na we know we both love each other we already admitted it s isat isa but...

We also treasure our friendship.. so ang exsenasince madalas kami mapag kamalang in a relationship ng mga tao we both agreed na whatever it is na nakikita ngbmga tao or yung sweettreatment namin sa isat isa we will not gonna label it... we are just close friends nothing more nothing less...we cannot see each other personally if in a relationship isa samin.. he had his girlfriends na ex na ngaun i had mine na ex na din.. we saw each other again last year sa birthday ko and damn the love is still here same to him then again we saw each other last week, he introduces me to his family sa mother side but syempre as a friend pa din, even his cousin are teasing us na ayaw nila maniwala na di nga kami so pinaintindi namin bakit ayun kinantyawan kami na #FRIENDZONE his courting a girl now and for the first time nakaramdam ako ng selos and is a pa ang chararat ni girl di sila bagay.. sabi ko nga eh never ako nakialam sa mga prev relationships niya but this one i obviously disagree.. napapaisip din tuloy siya kasi oo nga di ako nakialalam sa mga past pero apektado ako dito sa isa i told him di maganda kutob ko sa girl ..well i still dont know the uodates kasi mukhang wala nananmna sa systema friend ko and i hate it na nag seselos ako

 

We love each other but avoided to be labeled as in a relationship, para di dumating yung araw na magkasakitan kami at tuluyang mag hiwalay.. and we both cannot let that happen.... isa pa pareho naming di alam ang gusto pa namain..

 

 

But no matter what, even if the time comes na marealize niya na we should end this craziness of ours i will continue loving him..even if his not really mine

nice story of friendship, i do not know why you're pretending not to care or have feelings when you know it's there?

isnt it betraying your friend when all this time youre feeling something to him? but i guess its your side only..not sure about the guy..and in our culture, dapat mauna si guy to confess his love..but the heck! if u really love the person, then u need to tell him...just my opinion..

like a stone by audioslave

because of SSG

not feeling well, got flu in the middle of this blistering summer

If it is love, then it's the worth the risk, if just for lust, no.

i no longer know you

sure basta karinyosa sa kama lol

even if i am a man of the cloth

in my own room...

papers, books, and lots of books

god

clothes

food

house

sanity

Hindi na niya ako mahal....