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vhanna

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  1. In another lifetime by Gary V.

    In another lifetime... It will be forever, in another world where you and i can be together.

    Its about loving someone and that someone loves you but the situation just cant be.

    This song ALWAYS makes me cry

  2. Physically: i like someone whos tall mga 5'8 up. Because im just 5'1Fair skinned, pde na rin tan basta Not Super dark. Basically basta he looks and smells clean. Plus if mabango. It gets my attention na.I dont like Thin guys, i also dont like body building bodies, yung hard muscles, im not into that. as much as possible medium to Light chubby.

     

  3. Depends on needs. Aanhin ko ang Love kung wala naman akong pangtustos sa basic needs. And just the same, if you have a good job, love can come in already. Basta youre complete na as a person in all aspects then you can focus on love naman.

  4. I broke up with my wife after I caught her with someone else.

    I felt it was going to happen, and was preparing myself for that.

    But when I saw them together in a club, I confronted my wife,

    and then went berserk. As I went out of the club, I hit two

    of the guy's friends, ran to my friends car who was waiting

    outside. I felt so numb and so high, my heart rate was pumping.

    We went into another club, and then the reality dawned,

    the heaviness set in, and i felt drained. Cried, and cried,

    asking what I did wrong. Asked for reassurance from friends,

    and eventually, the emotions changed to anger.

     

    awww, this hurts alot... way to painful, i can feel the pain

  5. I can say that Ive been in love once in my lfe, though it was such a painful relationship, I could never explain why I went through with it and even If I had to live my life again, Id still chose this love despite what it brought me.

     

    Im a happy go lucky person, not that pretty to attract eligible guys but Yes I think Im beautiful even with all the flaws. I Love myself (of course there would be days when I would indulge in self-pity when I feel so alone). It was just like any other day, a bubbly me doing my work, assisted one client... that was it, yes I found him attractive, charming, mabango, typical guy you can introduce to your parents, BUT I didnt entertain the thought that He would fall for me, Nor would I fall for him, because he belongs to someone else, no he didnt have a wife, He was a priest... a catholic priest that is. We became good friends, he was so makulit and yes He was sweet, I would confide in him my problems, he'd doesnt give good advise most of the times, but what matters was that he was there willing to listen to me, He shared his time me, He'd tell me his sentiments, he is human after all, yes there are a lot of expectations from them, but yes, he is just like any one of us, we all have weaknesses. He appreciated the fact that I saw the human side of Him, with me, he didnt feel any pressure to keep what He was feeling...

    I fell in love with him, He said He loved me too... BUT he couldnt leave priesthood, nor did I ask him at first, kasi, I like the way Im feeling I was scared that If I pressured Him He will leave me. Our "friendship" lasted for about 4 years on and off... He has hurt me once within that period, when I found out He was having an affair with my co-worker... masakit and maybe im really stupid, because after some time, we were back in each others arms, No sorry, no explanations, just plainly moving on. I realized, hindi naman nya talaga ako mahal as in how love should be, yet because I loved him, I have let him cause me pain.... Whats more painful, bigla na lang siyang nawala, no goodbyes, nothing. Maybe God has answered my prayers in a way, I wanted to make things right, I didnt like feeling guilty when I go to church... I did pray for him that He find what he is looking for, and that God will guide him to what is justly right.

    I miss him... Masakit kasi at the back of my mind I wished na pipiliin niya ako. But Who am I to ask that from God. I have suffered the hurt and I deserve it. No regrets though, I loved the feeling kahit complicated. After all love is unexplainable...

     

    I know someday right love (kasi naman puro mali ang lumalapit sa akin) will find its way to me...

     

     

     

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