stufguy

share ko lang story ko ,I posted this sa isang gambling rehabilitation forum ,needed the support and advice thats why I posted this

It all started when a friend of mine brought me to play bingo with his mother ,At that time her mom won and gave us some money from her winning as she said we were lucky. After playing bingo we roam around the casino and watch the different games that were offered in the casino. We then headed back to the slot machine trying to look for her mom as it was a habit that after playing bingo her mom and friends would play in the slot machines. We tried to look for her mom and only saw her belongings in a chair which my friend explained that probably her mom just wanted to reserved the seat. After finding her mom in another corner playing a slot machine ,She said if we can bring her belongings and just use the remaining credits from the slot machines. My friend showed me how easy is it to play the slot machine.

After some days I've downloaded software in my pc and trying to learn to play slot machines like why play maximum lines to get bigger chance of a jackpot on a progressive machine. After having studied slot machine and some research I finally try the real thing in a land based casino with just a budget I can afford to lose ,My first try was that I was once ahead but did'nt stop and it emptied out my wallet ,Got home and felt sick about not quitting when I was ahead at one point. So I decided to go back again with a budget that if I would lose this then Its all over with and i'm done with slot machines. I went to the casino again and played the same slot machine that I recently lose to ,After a few minutes in just playing would you know it that I just won nearly a jackpot like only one symbol would give me a jackpot but still with no jackpot the amount I won was a huge amount. I was such a newbie that I have to ask people around me how to get my prize after pressing the collect button. Then found out that I just have to wait until an attendant comes by, While I was waiting a waitress offered me some drinks but I was so happy that I really did'nt want a drink ,I just wanted to collect my winnings and go home ,An attendant then approached the machine and listed the information and the attendant said just wait as I list the necessary information and come back to escort you to the cashier. After collecting my money from the cashier I was saying to myself that I never want to feel the same way when I lost money and wanting to recover it ,So I stopped playing slot machine from that day on.

After a few months ,I dig some truth about slot machine the probability of winning and about house edge where casino gets a fix percentage where they always profit. I then was intrigued with the game of craps by which it was one of the game in the casino where the house edge was minimal compare to others ,I downloaded software that was available in the internet and even downloaded it on my phone so that I could have a feel for the game.

I went to the casino looking for craps but I found out that the craps table was not operational as it was not as popular in our casino. I was about to go home then I found a color game called Pula Puti which means White or Red ,Its a similar game as the color game in Roullette ,I was just observing and trying to figure out how to play the game. The basic rule was there are three pingpong balls dropped in a funnel by a player and you need atleast 2 balls on the same color to win ,if two balls occupy either a red/white square then that color wins ,A ball that will occupy a square that has a star would mean that a red or white neither wins and only the one that bets the star wins but with a bigger multiple I think its x15 the amount if you hit a star in your betting ,My initial strategy was the Martingale system in playing craps in the free demo software and thought this would also be perfect in this game. Keep betting twice the amount if you lose and would recover your previous loss with a 1 unit profit.

I really though casino can be a constant generating income ,All was great then as I kept winning in every visit from the casino ,I was sticking with my system and had a discipline in walking away from a single win. I counted I have 15 winning streaks until the day the Martingale system would show its downside and no betting system can beat the house edge of the casino. I was not sad when the Martingale system finally failed me ,I was just kinda dumbfounded that all my winnings disappeared using that system including my initial winnings from the slot machine ,I had no regrets as I was discipline enough to win and walk away from every play. Not like the lesson I learned from slot machine where you should walk away once you win as to oppose to regret that you did'nt quit while you were ahead at one point.

I usually just play twice a week but with that loss I had play again the next day and thought to myself what are the chances of me having that same scenario where the Martingale would failed on me. Brillantly enough the next day I have a 7 winning streak and just stopped when I got 1 lose and was able to recover the needed amount to do my martingale where I was comfortable.

This is where I dug my hole ,The suceeding week I played again using my system but to my suprise the system failed on me again and have to get home to borrow money as I'm not comfortable in using my ATM card to supply my gambling habits. Again the money I borrowed from my brother was suck in the casino ,I had some regrets as at one point I was breaking even with the loss I concur the few hours I was there but did'nt stop and lost it all.

Yesterday I played again trying to recover my loss with big starting amount to offset all previous losses if I win but that did'nt happen. I had to use my ATM account today to withdraw money to pay off my brother. I hope this would end my urge to try to cover my losses in the casino ,as the amount that I have lose to casino put a dent on my savings account and i'm not comfortable withdrawing any money from my account once I deposited it. I hope I'll be able to stop myself and not think of trying to recover my losses. I have the urge during 8:00pm as thats the time where I go to casino. I hope this chapter of my life would close and I hope I can become a better person from this experience.

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