stoic. i feel there's no direction in my life. all im doing is chasing temporary happiness. i want to do better. i know i can do better. i just lack the will power to do so
di ko rin alam. ive been crashing hard for pretty much since the start of the year. i feel like everyday, i keep digging myself into a deeper hole. i know what i need to do, but my lack of self discipline is absolutely killing me. sigh