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I met my GF from MIRC and we would text each other occasionally. I would stayed up til the wee hours of the morning keeping her company thru text while she studies. She was happy with what I’m doing coz she said it’s been years since a guy did this to her. After a few weeks of texting, she said she likes me although she hasn’t seen me yet. We finally met and went out a few times after that she started falling for me and vice versa until it became us.

 

We have an 11 years age gap and she said her parents are very strict to the point that they would lock her up in a room if they find out she was entertaining suitors secretly like what happened before. Her parents are traditional and don’t want a suitor nor BF from online chats. My GF likes to chat and I saw it in her email sent folder that she sends her pic to various guys but since the date was before we met, I just let it be.

 

During the courtship, she would tell me that she’s not yet over her ex completely although she was the one who broke up with him. During the relationship, she would still, sometimes, mention her ex although she would apologize for doing so. She said she would sometimes find herself crying whenever she thinks of her ex, siguro dahil tinago niya yung hurt at walang nasabihan...according to her.

 

More than a week after we had the relationship, she broked up with me saying she’s not happy anymore and other nonsense reason, she mentioned about our age gap and was afraid what people might think and problems with her parents about how we met. I beg her to stay but to no avail. After a day, she texted me that she feels sad without me so naging kami ulit.

 

During our 1st month, I noticed that she’s not that into me yet. There were no bday card nor present for me and no monthsary gift nor card. I thought it might be normal since the relationship is still new. Few days after our 1st month, she confessed that she was having 2nd thoughts about continuing the relationship coz of what people might think about our age gap that’s why she’s not that into me daw. She thinks things over and realized that her happiness was more important so she decided to continue the relationship.

 

She would tell me that she met the relatives of her ex on two occasions and she also told me that sometimes her ex would text her and sometimes ask her out but she didn’t obliged daw.

 

After that, things went great for a few weeks until she became busy with school coz of the coming finals. So I had to understand if she’s not that into me coz of being busy.

 

Few weeks after our 2nd month, I was shocked to find out she had a secret friendster account that she kept from me. On that account, I would guess were people really close to her while the one I know were for people she met from online chatrooms. What’s more shocking was the primary pic. The pic was with her ex embracing her and the date she placed on the caption of that pic was dated 2 weeks after it became us. In short, she met up with her ex without my knowledge and I’m not sure if they’re still seeing each other until now and if they still communicate thru text.

 

I didn’t confront my gf regarding that coz I’m saving it for other occasions. Tsaka I’m afraid to tell her that I found out about her secret friendster account while looking at the messages in her sent folder. I don’t want her to use that against me para ako magmukhang may kasalanan kung magbreak kami and most of all I still love her. another thing ay pwede niyang sabihin past na yun, coz it happened during the first month where she confessed she's not that into me. but still she lied diba.

 

The first Saturday after her finals, she didn’t text me for so long, negative thoughts started to cloud my mind. It turns out she left her cellphone so I just let it be kahit na walang effort in her part to borrow her sister’s cp and letting me know man lang. The 2nd Saturday, she didn’t even text me for practically the whole day again. The next day, she said she can’t send any text messages nor make a call coz of network error and she apologized. I just told her na sana man lang she made an effort to borrow her sister’s cp to let me know what’s going on coz I was worried about her. She apologized again and I just let it be.

 

I then asked where she went that day and I got the surprised of my life when she texted back that she wants to break up with me already. She said she wants us to be just friends coz she’s too afraid of her parents and cannot be proud of me like I am for her…that she can’t risk it all for me even if she really loves me. She said it’s better this way para sarili lang niya iintindihin niya. She said that I deserve someone better and she don’t want to hurt me anymore coz I’ve been very good to her. I was so hurt that I didn’t even thought of begging her to stay anymore and so I just let her go.

 

After that, she kept texting me that she still loves me but haven’t been a good gf. She has to go coz she doesn’t want to hurt as nice guy like me anymore and so on. It is at this point where I took the opportunity to tell her my concern about her not being into me like, not calling me, we didn’t get to talk on the phone that much, binabalewala ako minsan especially if she can’t text, di niya nagagawa sa akin mga nagagawa niya sa ex niya and etc.

 

Two days passed she’s still texting me and telling me she loves me. She kept saying she misses me and feels incomplete without me..that she feels miserable breaking up with me and that’s how she realized she loves me after all. I was so hurt that I didn’t realize she wants me back from what she’s texting me. She has pride to tell it to me straight that she wants me back. She cried for 2 days daw coz she thought I was gone for good na coz I let her go so easily this time.

 

After she gave more clues that she wants me back, I told her I want her back also. Kaya lang, since may hinanakit daw ako sa kanya (yung complain ko na she’s not into me) she told me we are better off as friends muna until she sorts out her problems sa side niya and she needs time and effort daw. gusto niya kasi the 2nd time around na maging kami, ay fair na sa akin at hindi na maging one sided yung relationship at magawa na niya mga nagagawa niya sa ex niya and even more.

 

She didn’t mentioned about her ex as part of the problem pero kutob ko part of it yun. She just said that her fear for her parents is the one affecting her to be sweet to me. Sometimes she can separate the fear from being sweet but usually can’t, pati paglabas namin laging patago at hindi man lang niya ako mapakilala sa magulang niya. May nakakita na sa amin at sinumbong sa mom niya, when her mom asked her hindi man lang niya masabing bf kahit na nandiyan yung opportunity she just said classmate at nakasalubong lang niya. She don’t have the courage daw. She asked me to date others baka mas masaya ako dun, I told her ayaw ko at gusto ko siya. I asked her to tell me directly if the problem will be fix and I’ll wait, if not then just break up nalang. She told me it would be much better if I could wait for her kasi maaayos pa yung problem. She can fix the problem while kami pa rin pero it would take time and effort, baka umangal na naman daw ako kapag nababalewala niya ako.

 

I told her I’m not comfortable as being friends, kung friends lang wag nalang. I told her since she said maaayos pa yung problem then why not kami pa rin pero parang cool off nalang but we will still see each other like before and talk parin, pumayag naman siya although deep inside ayaw ko ng cool off, i just have to say that para maging kami parin coz i'm not comfortable sa friends setup.

 

After the breakup, we met up and made love like we usually do as if nothing happened pero when I asked her kung normal na ulit kami she said mas ok kapag cool off stage nalang para less pressure on her side, I asked what she means, mahirap daw iexplain kaya hindi na ako nangulit pa. We would still meet pa naman, and we still greet each other sa monthsary.

 

I’m very confused as to where this relationship is heading. All I know is hindi siya sure sa akin, dahil ayaw niya magpapicture kami sa studio, she doesn’t introduced me to at least her sister whom she’s very close to and can keep a secret, she still hasn’t told me about her secret friendster account, the primary pic of she and her ex embracing her is still there with “married” status. One more thing, I also saw the friendster of her ex and both of them have the same primary pic. I can’t look more into it coz it’s locked to closely connected members only.

 

I don’t know if her parent’s is really that strict or she’s using that to delay the introduction part coz she’s still considering her ex or baka naman her ex is actually her bf right now and I’m just a mean time guy habang my problem relationship nila kaya hindi niya ako maharap sa magulang. Or she loves me but is still afraid of what people might thing of our huge age gap.

 

- What do you guys think? Is this about the ex, age gap, she’s a player coz she likes to chat minsan she doesn't let me know that she's chatting maybe coz she knows super seloso ako o may ginagawa lang siya kalokohan, or case of parents too strict? Can you say she really loves me? I hope she’s not a player coz wala sa itsura niya and she has a good reputation in school coz masipag magaral but looks can be deceiving as they say. Any advice or suggestions?

 

- Mali ba ako na sinabi ko sa kanya yung concern ko sa relationship like she’s not into me at nagiging one sided yung relationship? Or tama lang since serious relationship naman ito?

 

- Does the cool off make any sense at all? For me parang walang sense, since she said she really loves me then why not fix the problem ASAP rather than isipin niya na baka umangal ulit ako.

pare ko, by the way your story was told... sa tingin ko ay in love ka talaga sa kanya... and your dead serious about this girl of yours...

you also mentioned that you made love? an indication that she also has a feeling towards you... but, what is bothering you is the account you discovered knowing that she and her ex is still keeping... this is hard to prove.

having a conservative parents is not anymore an issue since she can get through with it, you prove it yourself.

what i want to know is, if you are spending for her needs? yung: additional allowance, load, bagong cell phone and other personal expenses that she can't afford due to the tight budget she is in. dito lang tayo magkakatalo... baka ginagawa ka lang niyang sugar daddy? ingat lang... weigh the expenses you are incurring against the joy of making love with her... masarap umibig... masakit lang ang maloko.

and since you are dead serious about this girl, umakyat ka ng ligaw sa bahay nila para malaman mo ang tunay na pagkatao ng pamilya nila. tell her parents your intentions.

a friendly advice bro... lalaki din ako.

when you're in love, it's the heart that feels it... but when you come to think of it, you're weighing the consequences... at kapag libog naman ang nanaig, ilabas mo nang hindi sumakit ang puson mo.

paboritong line ng mga pabling... baka kulang pa ang dalawa?

yes! definitely... para mag isip-isip ang mga mag-asawa nang hindi humanap ng side line.

turn off ang girls kapag:

1. bad breath

2. madumi ang mga kuko, pati na ang mga kuko sa daliri ng mga paa

3. mabaho ang ulo (buhok)

4. doble kung mag underwear

5. madumi sa katawan

6. may anghit

7. dumadakah bago dumura in public

8. palaging hulihingi ng load (huwag na mag cell phone kung walang pambili ng load)

i prefer my girl to be tall, long legged, white complexion, busty and who is willing to be besides me all the time...

in reality... at this point in time of my life... i now prefer the young warm blooded girls who longs for a romantic relationship.

simplicity in the way a lady carries herself is the first thing i give noticed to women... aside of course of her front and back bumpers, the curvatures of her body, and the completeness and cleanliness of her teeth and lips.

in my opinion, virginity is not anymore a matter of priority... most probabaly, the partner who make this an issue have more experienced than the other.

i'm facinated seeing ladies wearing plain shirts, jeans and sneakers without wearing make-up.

your heart tells you that you're in love... you can realy feel it and it gives you an unexplaianble sensation you can't imagine.

your brain is the organ you use when you wanted to be sure with the relationship you're at. and,

sexual urges occures when you are a nearsighted person in treating your relationship.

i use diesel, mura na pang harabas pa...

i use diesel, mura na pang harabas pa... i get my fuel where the pump price is lower.

my was a '96 nissan eagle series... i used it as a mobile home where i slept at the back covered bed with cushion, pillow and battery operated electric fan. sayang... i have to dispose it for a family utility vehicle.

she moved to the other side of the world... maybe it affected her.

it's the last word i always mention before i hang up the phone and write text messages to my wife... funny how i enable to say it in front of her face to face... only after we made love.

Try to visit Resorts World Casino in from of NAIA terminal 3... this is the newest casino and the biggest in the Philippines... Ganda ng set-up parang nasa Las Vegas ka....

for the information of all MTC members...Resort World Casino is not a 100% PAGCOR (government) owned and controlled casino... i leave you the option to which casino do you want to patronize.

Lord God, i thank you for the blessings which i receive everyday...

(for all of us MTC members):

forgive us our sins...

Bless us all those who believes in your Divine Mercy...

Amen.

the best things i life are free...

smile to any person and the you'll be smiled back...

greet people whom you don't know and you'll be greeted likewise...

YES! God always answers our prayers...you have to believe it in order to know it.

i was born a catholic and grew up with it...

although most of my relatives on my father side are all protestant, this does not bother us at all. i have also a relative who went out of the mainstream religion, joined other religious sect and this does not affect us either. the important thing is we respect each others beliefs.

for me, religion is a congregation of believers with a common mission in search of divine providence to guide us in our moments of uncertainty and despair.

we need it any either way...

half crazy...madalas ito...malapit na nga akong ma full crazy...

i prefer hard drinks (whiskey, vodka and of course our native lambanog) because i'm used to it...

i love MTC because:

1. it is here in this community that i found out interesting places and reviews i'm not aware of.

2. it opened up the male curiosity within me to explore and experience myself the erotic pleasure that has always been heard of.

3. ... a site where i can be silently and invisibly participate in the open discussions of anything and everything.

4. ... to express my honest opinion and to contribute in my own small way.

5. ... to meet people with common interests.

try the pizzas at the greek restaurant along roxas blvd. corner arnaiz (libertad st.), besides cuneta astrodome

very simple...eh di break na kami, ano ako tapon!

ano pa....eh di $$$ and lots of it $$$$$$$$$$