wifelessloved

kung naging matapang lang ako na harapin ang pagbubuntis ko nun mag-isa,at ang taong pinakasalan ko dahil nabuntis niya ko ay hinayaan ko nalang, siguro mas matindi pa yung pag asa ko na makahanap ng taong magmamahal saken. hindi yung tipong bawat araw na lumilipas umaasa ka matutunan kang mahalin ng taong napilitan kang panagutan dahil nabuntis ka niya.

masakit na makita na may mga batang nasasaktan pero dahil mahal ko ang mga anak ko, tinitiis ko tong sitwasyon na to dahil gusto ko lumaki silang may respeto sa ama nila.

siguro kung meron akong inaasahang bagay yun ay ang pahalagahan ako ng ama ng mga anak ko hindi dahil sa responsibilidad pero dahil sa taong nagsama na kami ay may konting pagmamahal na maipapakita.

for me its bothways

you need to love your partner first and sex follows, but its important to have respect first

there would be times that the love you feel is because you're searching for something

but if you feel this is really love, don't blame anybody if there would be any misunderstandings. love can fool a lot of peeps...

to my dear husband,

i know how we started wasn't how we both expected. we faced family life too soon. i know that you don't love me that way i do. i know that you've had relationships before that were far off better even the best than what we currently have. i loved you from the time we became "us" but i know that deep inside you, you felt otherwise. i felt no love. i was the only one giving it to you. we were married because of resposibility. we are loving each other because of responsibility. even when i hear you say you love me, i don't feel it. it even hurts me more. i just wish that you would be able to love me for who i am. i know i make mistakes, i'm not perfect for you.

i know that its not your intention to hurt me when i don't know things and don't understand you but i hope you'll be more patient. i'm not as smart as your previous ones but i'm trying my very best to be a dutiful wife to you. i can't always laugh on all your jokes because they really hurt me sometimes.

i wish that you could make me feel more of a friend, your partner, your wife...

i still love you

i will love you even if it hurts...