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    Falling For A Therapist - Merged Thread

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    here's my story..around 2 years ago..i met a guy here in mtc and eventually he became my regular..we have many things in common..he was broken hearted when i met him..he came from a failed relationship with a psp..and i came from a failed relationship with my client..we go out on walks every week sometimes 2 times a week and i got to know him better..he always talks about his ex..he always asks me advices on what to do with his girl..so i merely thought that "palipas oras" nya lang ako..he was very supportive financially emotionally..a perfect picture of a boyfriend-to-be..but we became friends..i was controlling myself not to fall for him for what i always hear from him seems like he has not moved on yet..i was just there for him till he confesses that he loves me..i drove him away by not texting/calling him i even said uncessary words/unkind words to him just to drive him away..i told him i dont feel the same way as he did..i did that because i knew he is just fond of me and that he does not really love me..he told me he loved me yet everytime his ex text him she becomes our topic again..i got so jealous that i decided not to see him anymore..i even helped him pursue his ex for i know it'll make him happy..

     

    plus i must say it's really hard to invest emotionally to the clients..minsa akala naten mahal na naten yun pala we are just happy with the support that they are giving us..with the attention that they are showing us..tapos in the end kapag nkakita sya ng ibang interest magseselos ka..masasaktan ka..so i must say in this line of work u should know ur boundaries..be prepared for the consequences if nainlove ka sa client/mpa..but it's not impossible di lahat ng psp pera lang habol sa client nila at di lahat ng client sex lang habol sa psp nila..sometimes more than the money mas masarap yun feeling na may nakilala ka, na may nakinig sayo, nagcare sayo kahit sa saglit at bayad na panahon lang..

     

    hmm... oh well mejo same story tayo and this my story!!!... but for my past relationship with my x-client or x-boyfriend (watever)... no money issue... i love him b'coz evertym we hang-out i feel comfortable with him.. first tym we met 2nd. 3rd etc in short his my regular client!!... i cant imagine na mamimiss ko siya until na naging kami na hndi ko alam kung panu naging kami.. hanggang naguguluhan na ako sa sarili ko na love ba to or i need financial??... so may doubts na ako self ko kaya one tym nag cheat ako.. then i realized na mali!! i love him so much that tym.. kaya i tell him the truth na nagcheat ako so hard for me to tell the whole story i was cry and say "sorry talaga" ... hanggang naging ok kami na never ako humingi financially im so happy khit na money issue.. IM SO happy b'coz nagkakasama kami madalas kahit na everytym na nakikita kami involved ang s*x ok lng love ko eh kahit na minsan pumasok na utak ko na "parausan ba niya lang ako"?? kahit na minsan na hndi ako kumukuha ng client ok lng sakin basta kasama siya masaya na ako.. hanggang umabot ng 7mos.. nakipgbreak siya na i was shock kasi ok nmn kami walang ping-awayan biglang nagbago ang lahat... maxado ako nadala ng feelings ko na akala ko siya na.. i dont konw what the reason bakit siya nakipgbreak.. then nagpakatanga pa ako break na kami pero pumapayag pa din ako na magS*x pa kami kasi i was hoping na baka pwede pa magkaayos kami.. i was wrong i feel like a dress.. una favorite kang suotin pero kapg napagsawaan iisang tabi ka na lng..!!! ilang mos. bago ako naka -move on... !! its hard for me to get over in 6mos... khit na nagkabf ako ulit hndi nagwork kasi may tyms na nacocompare ko si x at si present...!!! kaya i decide na makipgbreak na lng... now i realized kung maiinlove man ako ulit sa client hndi na siguro ganun ka 100% mahirap makawala sa dating relasyon lalo na kung nagseryoso ka at minahal mo talaga..

     

    but now im happy ryt now... and im happy for my x and to her gf... at least nafeel ko ulit mainlove, na parang hyskul... hahahaha pero mahirap nga lang pagnasaktan.. that's life.. sabi nga nila habang nakakaranas ng pain sa love marami kang magiging lesson... " UULITIN KO LANG SINABI NI SILVER_FF HNDI LAHAT NG PSP PERA LANG HABOL AT HNDI LAHAT NG CLIENT SEX LANG HABOL.. !!! MASARAP KASI UNG FEELING NA ISANG TAO NA NAGING CLIENT MO AALAGAAN KA KAHT NA SA SANDALING PANAHON!!!!.... :)

     

     

    ***THAT'S MY STUPID LOVE STORY***

    Soundtrack Ng Lovelife Mo

    in Matters of the heart

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    STAY by Carol Banawa

     

    I want you to stay

    Never go away from me

    Stay forever

    But now, now that you're gone

    all I can do is pray for you

    To be here beside me again

     

    *Why did you have to leave me

    When you said that love will conquer all

    why did you have to leave me

    When you said that dreaming

    Was as good as reality

     

    And now I must move on

    Trying to forget all the memories

    Of you near me

    But I can't let go of your love

    That has taught me to hold on

     

    I want you to stay never go away from me

    Stay forever

     

    But now, now that you're gone

    All I can do is pray for you

    To be here beside me again

     

    (Repeat *)

    And now I must move one

    Trying to forget all the memories

    Of you near me

     

    But I can't let go of your love

    That has taught me to hold on

     

    (Repeat *twice)

     

    Coda:

    I want you to stay never go away from me

    Stay forever

     

    I want to stay but I have to go my way

     

    Oohhhmmm

     

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