lustfulbitch

did anyone ever think that it could be the end of the world as we know it...

based on the typhoon that recently hit the philippines...within 2 weeks

there are 3 typhoons that came w/i the country's area of responsibility...

the first one hit like there was no tomorrow...drowning ncr and leaving it

like a deadzone...

lost symbol - dan brown

gun seller - hugh laurie

snuff - chuck palanhiuk

no woman wants to be raped...so what more when a woman gets pregnant because of it...

i'd rather be dead than have a child and be reminded of how i got that child...

maya bay, phi phi islands

pessimist

thank you for another year of searching and another year of questions...

thank you

discombobulated

L O S T

get a life

thank you for all the blessings

pls bless my family, friends

guide them always

keep them safe

and lastly make my enemies realize who they are messing with

thank you.

flying a plane under liquid "acid"

thank you...

for all the trouble to keep me aware that theres more trouble out there

not just my own

for all the mistakes made....

and for the chance for me to correct them...

thank for the hardship

for me to know the feeling of having conquered it...

waking up to a new day

catching the sun shine on your face

quit bitchin....

westin

it quiet

by sea

and ur all alone

to relax

forget the mess that u are in

to simply think

neurotic

starter of all craziness....

with voices inside my head...

taunting me...

provoking me...

on the verge of my sanity

a thin line between insanity

untill i reach my threshold

and begin my streak of destruction

there's this sense that im lost that i need help but i dont know how to ask

because i really dont ask for it...

there's this sense that im alone and iv nowhere to go

there's this feeling that i wanna quit

end it all....but i also know that i dont easily quit

deranged...

neurotic...

i dont know what ive been doin...

but i have the idea of what im doin

confused...lost...mental...

all those things probably....

right where the heart of chaos started because im there as one of the starters and

and i'l be there till the end

obnoxious

if it somehow feels right... yeah...

simple joys:

wakin up to a brand new day

knowing that ur still alive

hearing birds chirping by ur window

seeing the clear sky

talking to ur best friend over the phone

having ur best friend sleep over and

talk about the old days and

wat the future might bring

having dinner with close friends

catching up with relatives

ending the day with a smile

deranged

grow up

insane