cerise05

Sometimes it’s better not to ask questions...

Sometimes things are better left unsaid...

Sometime it’s better to be contented and let things be...

Than to reveal what’s on my heart...

Cause I may lost everything if I do.

i'm glad to have found someone

who shares the same passion as mine.

i really enjoy the times spent pursuing

our one common love.

the late night chats…

the kulet text messages…

we’re both addicts of our art…

we share a lot of firsts…

got our first kidlat shots together

our first fireworks …

looking forward to those planned trips with you.

my first star trails…

my first photo road trip…

my first sunrise…

our first raket …

i’m sure these memories with you

would last forever…

thanks for being a friend.

:flowers:

met two of our friends yesterday.

why did i expect you'd show up?

it took a lot of will power not to pull out my phone

and text you... come see me.

good thing i erased your number, otherwise...

seeing our two friends made me miss you...

the trips to tagaytay...mocha fraps...

it's not yet time to patch things up with you...

not even as friends...

not after what you did...

you hurt and made me cry again...

i'm thankful that i have something to focus on.

it somehow helped in my healing process.

i'm thankful too that i have a friend

who can make me laugh out loud again...

who I can talk to about a lot of things...

substantial and silly things...

it may not be like what we had...

i know it's not going to be...

but i'm grateful i have a friend.

i'm moving on...

and that's what matters most.

Why do I suddenly feel uncomfortable around you?

Trying my best to act nonchalant

But deep inside, I’m longing to be close to you.

I’d rather keep my distance,

Contented with the thought that you’re just around.

Yet, wishing that you’d be thinking of me too.

Sadly, wishes are the only things I have…

For I know that this is not meant to be.

frustrated...bored...restless... having a bad day. :thumbsdownsmiley:

~ text message

~ chocolate kisses :thumbsupsmiley:

~ hugs

We used to have fun times together…

Then you drifted away…

I kept wondering why…

What went wrong…

Was it me? Did I do something not right?

Have I become a bore? Did I talk too much?

Did I scare you away? Did you grow tired?

Or perhaps there is someone else…

I go through each day wondering about you…

Missing you… the laughter… the sweet little things you do…

Makes me long for you even more…

There are a lot of things I want to tell you… do for you…

But pride keeps getting in the way…

I fill my days doing things I love…

In the hope that I’ll get over obsessing about you…

You may never have the chance to read this…

But I hope fate would someday lead you to this and realize that I do care…

And maybe go back to the way it was.

cerium = umbrage