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Being single...

It has its ups and downs.

But if you just came from a very long relationship lets say 2,3,4 years.. its not that easy to move on

Yes!! you maybe enjoying the freedom of a thousand doves but deep inside you just cant deny the feeling..

The questions that will haunt you.. Will I ever find someone like him/her?? Im again back to the "getting to know you" stage??

Whats it for me after all of this?? Simply so hard to explain..

All that you could do is hope and pray to GOD that hopefully that faithfull day will come and give you that special someone

who will love you and take you in his/her arms..

I have a something to share guys hope u could lend me some of you're time and see my

situataion and hope u could advice me whether or not to go on with what Im having

right now..

I have a girlfriend for over a year now.. where about to celebrate our 2nd anniversary

this october supposedly... but something has been goin wrong between the two of us..

its just that our relationships not the same anymore.. its more on her side thats the

problem she's just so difficult to understand even before our relationship started i saw

this in her. yung tinatawag ba na ang hirap espilengin! more on her attitude.. i tried and

gave her all the time in the world hoping one day she'll mature and stop acting childish

but still nothing happend.. shes still the same stubborn brat I knew.. We'd even fight

over non sense issues such as a platefull of spaghetti, a ballpen, trash can, Mop, etc!

There was also a time she didnt only did it once but thrice already slashing her wrist out

of no good reason at all!! not even because I had someone else or me having my friends

to go out on gimiks.. I remained faithfull to her all these years!! Even gave up my

career and instead joined her in her inherrited business and even fought my parents

bout it!

much to my hearts content her family is a different story.. they all loved me and even

chooses me over her in one way or another whenever she's throwing tantrums that is.

her mom being a well known businesswoman even gave us a business of our own to

manage and she even has plans of bringing us to the U.S so we could have our lives

there and get married. i just coulnt explain anymore what to feel or say regarding her

families treatment to me.. although the major problem here is my girl friend herself

so i found myself again just trying to understand her whenever where fighting bout non

sense issues.. and one faithfull day I found this girl who's exactly the opposite of my

girlfriend! cheerful, mature way of thinking, simple and easily gets contented. I know no

ones perfect even this girl has some faults but its definitely much more tolerable than

the other. damn what should i do??

Im falling in love with this girl... Although I cant just let her(My GF) know whats the real

score between the two of us.. coz I just dont know what she might do in the end.

that's whats scarin the s@#t out of me whenever I'd think of breakin her out of the

blue.

guys what do u think?? what would be the best possible thing to do with my current GF

that would settle the score between the two of us and at the sametime she wont

resolve on such drastic horrifying measures??

Thanks a lot guys!!!