totsieroll

wala yung mismong sa mrt... pero sa platform... kasi whenever may lakad ako sa south, pag-uwi e northbound ako, so baba ko north station. sobrang dami ng taong bumababa dun pag rush hour, haba ng pila sa stile. so pila ako, then nung turn ko na, i inserted my card (properly, mind you!), aba, ayaw mag-turn ng stile, then the green lights flashed tapos bigla nag-red X! na di man lang ako pinagbuksan! hassle yun sa kin pati sa mga nakapila pa sa likod ko. yun pala ganun talaga nangyayari kapag napupuno na ng cards ang machine... pinalabas na lang ako ng guard sa may side gate nila...

i miss the old college days when we go straight to the mall right after classes and tumambay lang till magsara ang mall... hehe...

i also miss walking around the acad oval with my friends hanggang dumilim na lang, while we talk about stuff... then suddenly biglang may nagjojogging kaming makikita na nakaswimsuit na porma... at lalaki pa, ha! as in nagjojogging na nakasando at swimming trunks!!!!

hay, kakamiss din ang laughtrip magdamag. hay, those were the days...

hmm... akala ng classmates ko nerd ako, pero sa totoo lang classic procrastinator! na apathetic na rin... and to my closest friends, the makulit na maingay na malikot!

yeah, i was just an ordinary student back then...

peyups: 99-01300

handali memorize-in! haha kaso naasar ako noon malas raw number ko... maybe the reason why i was left behind by my batchmates dati? hehe...

nung first at second year ako, laging big t-shirts, maong pants at sneakers. nagbago nung third year onwards. puro t-shirt na mukhang blouse na, slacks or capris or jazz pants, and flip-flops. mula noon kasi naiinis na akong mag-closed shoes (except for the occassional boots). pero minsan lang ako nagsuot ng skirt (kasi di natuyo labada dahil sa ulan! sad to say, onte lang laman ng wardrobe ko noon) aba... asar talo ng classmates! kasi onte lang girls sa classes namin (engg kasi), and iilan lang sa kanila yung kikay, kaya rarity ang makita ang babae na di sila sanay na nakakikay na nagkikay outfit, haha...

1. house keys

2. umbrella (kahit di tag-ulan)

3. pocket tissue (i tend to catch allergic rhinitis at times)

4. organizer (kahit di naman talaga organizer ang gamit nito, basta i just need a pen and something compact to write on)

5. cologne (syempre dapat lagi mabango! mahirap na pagpawisan sa metro manila lalo pag summer season)

wala sa list yung cell, minsan kasi i don't go out with it... ilang beses na kasi akong nasalisihan T_T

pag gabi it's quiet. dati nung college days i have wednesdays off, i sleep through the day and study by night. i find that my brain is much perkier and much more organized when darkness looms around.

change clothes, stretch sa bed or sofa. tamad mode muna for around 30minutes before magstart sa pagluluto ng dinner, pagstart ng washing machine, etc...

i don't mean to generalize, pero i do get disappointed sa ibang mga laking pinas na nabigyan ng opportunity to migrate somewhere abroad, tapos pagbalik dito akala mo kung sino nang mas mataas kesa kahit kanino, or yung mga nag-iinarte na sa downsides ng pagtira sa pinas na akala mo di pa nya naranasan yun sa life nya. naaamaze pa nga ako sa mga iba na laking states talaga or sa mga bata pa nagmigrate kasi mas may breeding at mas humble pa sila and mas marunong makihalubilo.

as i said, i don't mean to generalize, pero this is what i've been noticing eh...

suplada. moody. minsan high, minsan low. medyo taklesa.

i love veggies! i still have yet to find a veggie that i would dislike. unless the preparation and cooking is horrible, though...

sabi nila, dapat ang infant ang unang malalasahan is the taste of veggies, and this should go on for a while, para masanay sa lasa...

my mom and i drink a glass pf pineapple juice everyday. yung binibili namin yung in-can na unsweetened na two glasses ang serving. kasi pj tends to taste like rusted metal pag di inninom kaagad. yucky kaya yun... pwede din i-blender, including the core! AFAIK it's very fibrous... matigas nga lang kaya dapat i-blender ng husto, parang pineapple shake ang product, lalo pag galing sa freezer... hassle lang kasi magbalat, hehe.

mang jimmy's behing UP! it used to be infinite rice... kaya paborito ng mga kalalakihan. i dunno if it's still infinite rice, tagal ko na din di nakakain dun e...

in random order:

shrek and shrek 2 (haha i know, i'm so shallow...)

the truman show (a lot of people didn't like this. i have no idea why i do!)

LOTR series

the untouchables

hannibal lecter series

breakfast at tiffany's

enemy of the state

crouching tiger, hidden dragon

serendipity

entrapment

wah, kahiya, andami ko palang typos sa posts ko... pardon me for that...

ganito na lang...

kaya siguro some fat people are marked as sensitive, kasi dahil din sa surroundings nila. if people intentionally try to make fun of us (it does happen, sadly, some people just love to intentionally hurt others by the deficiencies in their physical appearance), syempre sino ba namang matutuwa pag sinabihan ka na "hoy, lumba-lumba!" especially if the person is doing something about it naman. as i said, ang matataba nasasabihan agad na kesyo matakaw, tamad, ayaw mag-exercise, ayaw mag-diet, ayaw gawan ng paraan ang condition. i guess what makes some sensitive about it is because we fat people are being stereotyped na, that our physical appearance determines our character. and that's what makes it unfair.

ako, since kumapal na nga mukha ko sa mga ganyang pasaring, i learned to become impervious sa pagiging tampulan ng katatawanan. eventually, sila rin ang napapagod eh... kaya tinitigilan rin nila ako. sinong panalo ngayon, di ba?

pero sana naman, kung nakikita ng ibang tao na hindi na nagugustuhan ng pinagtitripan nila ang mga nangyayari, just respect the person na lang din naman as a human. kahit mataba pa ang taong yun, tao pa rin sya.

peace!

lots of: coffee. a bowl of hot soup. bulalo. batchoy. warm shower. jacuzzi or hot tub. sleep. rinse and repeat.

i was always sa top ten nung elementary... except nung grade 6 ako, when we had a different english and filipino teacher sa ibang section. yung teacher sa kabila enjoy magbigay ng ceiling grades kahit hindi naman nagtuturo (kasi busy sa disciplinary job nya) sa amin yung teacher di nagbibigay ng higher than 88. sira tuloy record ko nun.

nung highschool, consistent rin naman ako... graduated salutatorian...

nung college... consistent cutting class expert! ahh, the academic freedom of UP... pero in fairness, ok naman grades ko. nhaluan nga lang ng ilang 5 at INC... 2.1 GPA... what? mataas na yan sa engineering... haha...

play drums (yung musical instrument, ha!)

speak Japanese and Spanish (wala kasi span sa course ko T_T)

kumanta a la professional singer (hanggang pangarap na lang ito... haha...)

at... makabuo ng rubik's cube! frustration ko to! >_<

in my room you'd find:

my bed, of course

a desktop pc (na sira yata ang power supply)

two laptops

two printers (na isa lang nagagamit)

armoire

shelf full of books

more clothes here and there

bags here and there

lots of scattered papers

tons more nookies

a 4-ft high statue of Our Lady of the Most Holy Rosary (kabibigay lang kasi sa mom ko, and wala ibang mapaglagyan... kaya andito sya sa room ko...)

and lots and lots of dust!

isa pang hirit...

sabi nila, mauuna raw mamatay ang mataba dahil sa cholesterol...

eto na lang. try living in greenland, north pole, antartica.... sino kayang unang mamamatay sa hypothermia?

and if both of you are held at gunpoint, i don't think that additional adipose tissue matters at all...

peace!

this is my first time to post. i can't help but react eh...

i'm fat. pero di po ako sensitive. please don't generalize na lahat ng matataba eh sensitive. feeling ko nga makapal mukha ko eh. haha.

it's all in the mind. if you let yourself be dictated by what people call you (kesyo mataba = baboy, etc...) eh magiging sensitive talaga.

ako fat ako, and yes, i tend to be slow on stuff like running (kasi baka raw lumindol! haha!) and i couldn't ride a bike even if my life depend on it (although i didn't learn how to ride a bike, so it doesn't really matter). pero as long as i feel good about myself. food tripper kasi ako, i'm constantly travelling kaya kain ako ng kain ng masasarap na food sa iba-ibang lugar sa pilipinas, and i'm enjoying it! i'd rather eat those yummy bicol express and mangosteens than worry too much about my weight. basta alam ko na di naman gluttony ang pagkain ko (in moderation naman dapat) eh happy ako.

and corrention. there are people rin talaga who has slower metabolism than others, kaya mas mahirap magburn ng calories. i think it's in the genes. meron nga akong kilalang mga tao na sobrang payat pero mas malakas pang kumain kesa sa akin, tapos saksakan pa ng tamad kumilos...