cinnamon

oo lalabas na ang left 4 dead 2, almost the same daw sa first pero better ai, bigger maps so more choices in game. parang gigantic update lang, nothing new. yan yung nabasa ko haha

di pa itong game laos, naglabas lang sila ng bagong patch na hyper!!!, may survival mode at yung dalawang lumang map pwede na pang vs tapos may parating pa na bagong 4 official maps siguradong bubuhayin lalo ang game na ito!!! sa garena nga e, marami pa naglalaro. One of the beast games out there!!!

leave! walang maganda ang ilalabas kapag pinatuloy pa.

love while having sex hehehe

salamat i just have a lot to think about, mukhang i just went into this kind of relationship unprepared for the consequence. alam ko malakeng part ako mali but wala na, kinausap ko siya tapos wala na daw talaga. i guess i need to learn from this experience sabi nga nila di ba, life is a journey, di ko alam kung ano magyayare sa susunod pero appreciate ko naman mga sinabi ninyo, yes haha agree din ako punisher, na daan ako sa lust kaya ako napapunta doon at started everything and i may try to justify my actions just to make myself feel good but the fact is, i made a lot of promises that i broke kasi mahina ako and in the process hurt too many people, di pa ako marine, recruit pa lang na naguguluhan.

if ever there is a next time, im going to be sure na talagang wala na ako sa inidoro. ill talk to her again, but i guess only time will tell kung everything will be ok.

hehe grabe napagalitan pa ako, pero tama din naman, nakaka bukas mata, salamat sa mga opinion.

tayo na ba? :O no sasagutin mo?

grabe naman! ganda naman ng nasulat mo sir joeyabad, ako nga sa situation na ito, well i hate to say it pero, di ko na makayanan yung nangyare saamin ng ex gf ko, kasi bumabalik pa din siya when we were together at nabahay pa, well i thought at first kaya kong itiis kasi nagmamahalan kami pero maybe nag snap back to reality ako, tama ba pahirapan ko sarili ko ng sobra sobra na, and the people around me kasi lahat ng family ko against sa at gf ko and so constantly napapaaway ako on every side, yes alam nila work niya kasi na back ground check yung gf ko, at everything in between alam din nila, lam mo naman family, makulit hehe . Naisip ko kahit nagsama kami, tuloy pa ang masakit na feeling kasi face the facts, ako, im working with low pay at fresh grad pa lang ako, so can i support her, titiisin ko pa ba ang constant fighting ko sa parents ko, sa ex gf ko dahil nagagalit siya kung wala ako time para sakanya, sa mga tropa ko kasi mali na rin daw nagyayare. Tapos nasabi ko sa huli, talagang di pa time ngayun tayo magsama, kaya sinabi ko sakanya na maybe kung kaya ko na talaga sarili ko sa mundo at wala ng nasasaktan baka makakasama na tayo, kasi palagi nalang may nahihirapan, mom ko nga nagkaroon ng high blood and needed an operation dahil sa stress nadulot ko, mom niya pinapagalitan ng dad ko always. I really wanted to help her pero sa 1 yr nagsama kami parang lalo siya lumala but sa huli sabi niya nagstop na daw siya at iniwanan niya nagbahay sakanya, but it was too late kasi masakit na e, at nakikita ko siya palagi na namomoblema, gusto nga niya buntis ko para magsama na daw kami, which is a bad idea kasi lalo lang ang problema lalake, and i guess it was my fault kasi sa simula i guess pag friends lang kami, non of this would have happened at matulungan ko pa siya without emotions attached kasi hirap kung namamahal mo e, nagiging obsessive kami and the family factor gets really involved. Ayun ngayun nagwawala na siya, im telling her to calm herself, tapusin niya pagaaral, magayus, and well see each other in the future pero, bumaliktad, drugs na. kahit ano gawin ko na usap sakanya yaw niya makinig so i stopped na baka maka lala pa ako, i guess i got the white knight syndrome gone very bad. well now im still hoping shes safe.

Ckyfny, Cinnamon, Big Joe and everyone who reads this thread. I just back read a little so I wanted to share my story which happened around 7 years ago. During my single days I used to go to a lot of MPs and clubs to a point it became a part of my life aside from my work. I had my fair share of relationships and break-ups with MPAs and GROs. Maybe more of me separating myself because I always thought that a relationship would never materialize into a normal one, also I always thought that I would just marry my long time girlfriend and we would supposedly live happily ever after… Apparently NOT!!!!

 

After I got married, I was of course back to “normal routine”…Ok… roughly three months after… I was invited by my cousin to pick up his “girlfriend”. Of course being the good cousin that he is he would never leave me high and dry. This was around 2 in the morning, so being married at that time I had to hurry back home because it was late. His “gf” said that we needed to pick up one of her friends. So we went to their apartment and waited in the car. It took her friend around 30 minutes to go down!! I was late and she took so long!!! When she finally came down and approached the car I turned on the lights inside the car so they could talk. All I saw were her long black wet hair. WOW!!! She looked very pretty (of course in my eyes…) but it was late so I told my cousin’s “gf” to invite her out nalang on the following Saturday.

 

When Saturday arrived my cousin and I booked hotel rooms so we could both be “happy” and have a good time. When we were able to separate both friends from each other we each went to our own rooms. I tried to play it cool even if it was our first time so we both sat on the bed and we talked then I started to kiss her. Luckily she retaliated too but when it came to the “deed” she said that she did not want to and that she did not do that… WHOA!!! BLUE BALLS!!! She was not angry after but we just then cuddled and talked after which she forced me to drive her back to…Work?!?. That was the only time I knew that she worked in a club. I could not put two and two together… Meaning she works in a “club” and she said “no”. IMPOSSIBLE!!!… I said to myself that I would make her fall in love so bad she would “MAKE LOVE” to me… HAHAHA yabang ko… To make a long story short after all the courting (flowers, dinners, movies, small gifts and being concerned with her) I finally was able to make love with her but it was the other way around I fell in love with her… I fell sooooo hard it hurt sooooo much but it felt sooooo good. Even up to today that I am writing this I can feel that love. She pushed me away because she knew I was married… She pushed me away because she knew that we could not be together… She pushed me away because from what she knew of my background at that time WE could never work. Most of my best friends knew of US…some supported me but most never agreed. I then started living with a time bomb in my heart. I wanted to tell the world of this person I love so much but I couldn’t. After three months of loving her I wanted to get caught “so bad” so I could bring my relationship out into the open. I decided in my heart that she was the one that I loved. I reflected on everything before I made my decision and made sure it was not infatuation or “insextuatuon”. I made sure I did not need to support anyone but the both of us because in case I would go against the world I could take care of US. In December of that year I left my wife of 6 months, I said I needed time to think, she gave me my time but was suspicious already. The following year January I got caught and by February I was separated with my wife and by March 1 I was living in with my “one true love”. It was very difficult because everyone in my family was angry at me. Most of my friends stayed away from me. It was a big scandal in our family. I haven’t talked to my mother since then and have only been in contact with one of my siblings since. I left everything, I left the good life, I left the money I earned, I left my cars, I left our home, I left our businesses but I was convinced I loved this person so much I would get back on my feet and show everyone that I made the right decision. I had a helping hand though in all the rough times. The person I turned my back on in my teen years is the person who helped me get back on my feet, my father. Incidentally, that was the year of the “blue moon” and as the myth goes those who are out to see the “blue moon” and are together on that day or I mean that night shall stay together for life. It has been 7 years since that time and we were blessed with our first “love” child after living together for about 2 years and again blessed with our second child on our 5th year together. Today we are living happy together, I am annulled already, We are a regular couple who love each other, we are just like any other couple who have their ups and downs; hopefully more ups than downs. We have a happy family with my dad. We plan for our future like every family and in all those plans we hope to stay together “till death do us part” even if we haven’t exchange our vows yet.

 

In my opinion, each story has its different deciding factors. For me bottom line was to trust the person I loved and was going to live with. No thinking of the past, no looking back and stand on what you have decided. Calculated risks must be involved in all your decisions but most important is that you LOVE each other 100%, if there is a shadow of any doubt then you must re-evaluate your relationship. I’m not saying we were perfect but maybe we were just both lucky.

Havn't been posting or reading for a long time pero great story talaga, ako well still doing ok, love her still kahit ang dami na akong kalaban all around, but im not afraid, salamat sa kwen2, sobrang nakakabigay saaking muli ng confidence na kaya namin magaroon din ng magandang kinabukasan... salamat!!!!

tong hua(fairytale)

M.Y.T.H.....

So dapat di mo blame customers niya.

di naman, blame k mga pilosopo!!!

You have to have the money talaga para mapa stop mo sya ng tuluyan sa ganyang klase ng work.Btw,how old is she?

If I were her,I just spend the money for a business or sa pag aaral first rather for a car kung talagang gusto nyang mag stop sa ganyang work.Hindi naman kailangang dumating ka pa sa life nya bago nya isipin to.Hindi ko sya hinuhusgahan.Marami lang akong kakilala na sumubok but sad to say nauwi rin sa wala.Lahat sila halos pera ang naging problema.Once na nakaranas na kumita ng malaki ang babae lalo na sa ganyang work,makaranas lang ng konting hirap...napakadali sa kanila ang bumalik.Kung kaya mo ibigay sa kanya yung kinikita nya o higit pa...hindi ka dapat mag alala.Pero kung sa palagay mo hindi pa sapat kinikita mo para maibigay yung kaya nyang kitain...huwag muna.Magtitiis lang yan ng konti dahil nga siguro sa mahal ka rin ng girl pero hindi yun magtatagal.Hindi ka man nya tapatin,kikilos sya ng hindi mo alam.Sana maiba sya sa mga kakilala ko...pero hindi lang siguro sa sampu ang kilala ko na same situation like yours.Meron pa after 5 years na pagsasama saka ulet nakaisip yung girl na bumalik sa work.Madali pag usapan ang lahat for good pero hindi ganun kasimple.And ikaw mismo umaasa na sana nga...meaning walang kasiguraduhan.Umaasa ka na sana makuntento sya sa kahit na simpleng buhay o bagay na kaya mong ibigay sa kanya.Hindi siguro.Inuna pa nga ang car eh kesa pag isipan at pagplanuhan ang mas maganda at mas matinong buhay kahit na hindi na para sa iyo...kahit para sa sarili nya na lang.After ng car...ano naman kaya?Actually hindi yung car ang issue dito...tingnan mo kung paano sya mag isip.Ikaw ang higit na nakakakilala sa kanya.

 

Goodluck.

Aalm ko, at di naman ako bulag, plan namin if ever ay mabenta yung car na yan after nabayad na, or if we need d money, buhay natin sa pinas mahirap, kaya nga sana makakuha ako ng trabaho na maganda ang bayad, alam ko isa ito sa mga paraan para di na siya bumalik, pero trust ko naman siya na after her studies, mag work na siya ng legit at di na siya babalik sa mga ganyan. basta, para saakin, kahit buong mundo ay sigawan na tanga ako, di ko pa din siya iiwan kahit kailan, pero di pa rin ako susuko sa pagkumbinsi sakanya na mag stop na siya, if ever na bumalik siya in the future, well sabihin nalang natin naman, yung car, was not her idea sin, but her and her moms, kasi malayo bahay nila sa work ng mom niya and so binili nila yung car para in a way mas tipid ang byahe dahil noon taxi ang pamamaraan nila ng transpo sa layo, now, shes paying it na para tapus na ang lahat, wala naman masama ikaw nasabi e, its reality na ganyan lang talaga ang pananaw at na raranasan natin pero, iba iba tayo, iba iba nararanasan, advice is good but to really be in it and see for yourself how everything unfolds is better, kasi wala naman saatin pareho keep positive!!!! salamat sa comment

Salamat sobra talga, your advice helps, i am going to talk to her to stop, yah alam ko mahirap ang mga palaging papalit ng papalit ng isip nila, pero pagka mahal mo, di m kayang iwanin kahit kailan...

Di ba tanggap mo trabaho niya!?

yap, tanggap ko, pero kasi pagka top dami nagkukulit saakin at dami maiingay...nakakainis lang..yan lang naman

sabi nga nila, "been there done that"

 

lost everything

whole family knew, even those abroad

nasa point na sobrang kahirapan? How bout wala kayong makain

it took 10 years before my dad and I talked, and i mean really talked

 

married for 10 years, barely gets by, no savings, earnings just enough

has ups and downs like any other family

 

The thing is, it's no different from any other relationships, you have to stick it out TOGETHER to be able to make it work

 

Question: why does she have to wait for you to return before she stops working or finish her studies or WORK LEGIT?

before we met she, bumili siya ng car and now shes trying to pay it off as soon as possible...

Curious lang bro. You speaking from experience?

Yeh, im speaking from experience, bec. im still in one, ang hirap pa ay isa siya sa mga top....

mahirap, lalo na kung nakikita mo ano ang mga pinagsususlat nila dito sa MTC, tungkol sa GF m... parang gusto k isa isa sila huntingan at patayin, syempre masakait sa puso, pero kung mahal mo, mahal ko, kahit ano mangyare...

ok!! wala nag sabit game time!!!!

I know what you mean.

 

Ours started this way. When I figured and accepted the fact that I was falling for her already and somehow knew that she felt the same way, we talked about it and agreed that we'd get to know each other outside (and not in her workplace)

 

THERE WAS A REAL LINE FOR BOTH OF US.

 

We mutually agreed that that was the only way we could have a good foundation (if we really wanted to make it work out)

 

We go out on her off days. She'd also play hookey and spend time with me during weekends. I bring her to work and fetch her on a regular basis (as long as I'm able to catch up on my sleep). She does her share too- skipping rehearsals after work or getting there late cause she'd still wanna spend time with me. She'd always swing by whenever I visit her at work (enough so that the people at her work know me already but we'd always deny our status- cause we really wanna be discreet. On a need to know basis, specially with people in the club cause you really cant trust people there that much). I never spend that much at her club, she doesnt even want me to time her in. (LOL, all I'm getting is a baby beer belly. Damn, they really have the best chilled ones in town :thumbsupsmiley: )

 

Her family knows me cause I pick her up at her place and bring her home too. I also call her at home. We've gone out with her sister and met her Mom and Dad, though not that formally yet. Her friends outside her work knows me (needless to say, moreso her friends at work). My family knows her too, not as formal though. She knows my friends- she's gone out with us. Even just to chill at my friends place (even told my buds' girlfriends and some of my female friends our story- of course some are ok with it, some are not).

 

BTW, lemme just add this. Some of you might think that I'm stupid, naive, gullible, too idealistic or what-have-you... But we haven't had s*x.

 

Really funny thing is- I'm not rushing it. If it happens, it happens. I know this is whacked and all, but I'm just telling my story.

 

I'm not saying she's perfect. Heck, we're in the same boat. Just look at the circumstances on how we meet. Much the same way that she has her reasons for working there, I also have reasons why (I used to) frequent clubs. But what I wanna say is- I guess if both of you can change each other for the better. Then its good, really good.

 

I know this is gonna hurt big time if things dont work out. But so far so good. No regrets, I'm happy right now and I'll do my damn best to make it work.

Galing talaga ng kwento mo pareng ck, pero tanung lang guys, panu yun kung nasa point na sobrang kahirapan, will you still stick it out with her? as in well pinakilala ko yung GF k sa parents k and... alam nila trabaho noya so pinaglalayo kami, ngayun nasa canada na ako at sa pinas pa din siya, pero everyday pa din kami naguusap...long distance ( trabaho ako para makabili ng card pang tawag, mahal din $5 para 30 mins)....we both know na wala na ako pera dahil wala na ako mana... and she is working still para makaipon, sa 22o syempre, nahihirapan ako sobra, ngayun buong angkan at friends ko alam anu trabaho niya so half of my family galit saakin at mga kaibigan k, mixed reactions...Sobra talaga nakak pamatay ang ganitong pangyayare, sa loob ko di k siya iiwan kahit ano mangyayare but maybe sa 22o i also want to hear other peoples opinion, my plan is to go home and have a family with her, work at live with her...sya naman mag stop na siya pagkauwi ko and she will finish her studies, work legit.....

i beg to disagree. id rather lay my cards on the table- take it or leave it. ganon din ako sa babaeng mamahalin ko. if she has a "past" lay it down rite from the start. as an example: if tinago ng isang babae na GRO/MPA siya dati, at pag mag-syota na kayo, pinakilala mo sa family, yun pala naging customer niya dati ang dad/brother mo? or sa opisina, bigla na lang pinagbubulungan pinagtatawanan ka, un pala ang magaling mong opismate dating cliente ng gf mo, tsinismis na ang FR nya. gusto mo ba U r d last to know?

 

secrets have a way of being unravelled. rite ruffa?

agree ako na sa simula lahat ay dapat alam na, well kasi love is sa 22o trust din e, and with that, ibig sabihin, walang tinatago sa isa't isa, dyan lang makikita ang 2nay na pagmamahal!!

you're being a good a guy. i just can't help to think na sana ipinang-aral na niya agad bago ang ibang bagay. iba ang babae pag kumikita ng pera, i'm telling you. mas lalong iba ang babae pag kumikita ng malaking pera kumpara sa karamihan, if you know what i'm saying.

well, yah, sinasabi ko nga sakanya mag start na siya sa pagaaral niya, but you gt to understand din yung perosnality niya, shes a little moody...and she wants to finish all her debts before starting a new life, sana maintindihan m yan, parang one time nalang magpaka.... and after, kalimutan na ang lahat, wala nang balik balik... oo naiintindihan koyung ibang sinasabi mo, but pinagusapan na namin na mag tipid na sobra, but hopefuly talaga, i can be able to support her na when i get home.... kahit mga simple stuff lang... kailangan natin maniwala, at magasa.. well pero salamat talaga sa advice mo sobra!! it helped...

yung mayakap, at parang pusa....

well masakit sobra, 1st thing maiisip ko ay maghiwalay na tayo, pero well sa 22o mahirap yan saakin, so if i could not do it, sabihin k palaglag nalang tapus ako bubuntis sakanya

i did, pero sobrang mahal ko GF k di k na din natiis, ayo k na magtago ayun sinabi k, 2loy napahamak ako ng 2luyan.....

this is a very tough situation a person would be involved in.

and it would rather be best not to fall if possible.

i was raised by mom and always reminded what dignity of labor really is, especially when you're blessed with good health, physique and even just an average IQ.

opportunities are everywhere and even if they don't seem so, opportunities should be made.

i'm not a saint but i strive to be noble at all times, coz i can never work to live while my soul suffers inside.

i've been browsing this thread for quite some time, and it's so hard to comment coz i'm also a woman.

i can never blame others to land this kind of job (if this term really fits) whether would be a man or a woman but yet i can't help but to adore and admire those who came from rags yet they managed not just to survive but also to get ahead as they play fair with life.

yet i trust the women who have been into this. may you not let this eat the whole of you. it's better to live simple as u work for what you have in a much healthier, simpler way, yet maintain the pride and respect you have inside. than to earn bucks more than what others earn, yet, it feels like everytime you earn, a bit of your soul feels like getting stripped off.

well GF k is still in it, pero naintindihan k naman, di k siya tinutulak mag quit pero nagpapangarap ako mag titigil siya, as of now mahirap mag stop kasi napabili siya ng car before she met me and she is now just finishing to pay it off, para walang problema na, shes also saving para sa pagaaral, so yan na ang books, fee, bla bla.... sa 22o masaya ako kasi well nakikita k ginagawa niya talaga mga ito, pero its true na meron mga things na hinahanap niya na pang may pera like makeup.... and sometimes that bothers me a little, but i think a little novelty items will not be bad basta marunong mag control...