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dunno if the following question still belongs to this thread, but i'll ask anyway... does anyone know where i can study linux systems administration and/or linux network administration? i tried inquiring from meralco institute inc (MFI) but wala pa silang sched. i also tried blue point foundation pero wala rin silang sched for total linux. total linux reload lang, which is an update course to total linux.

 

i'd really appreciate all the help. thanks in advance! :thumbsupsmiley:

to be honest i dont know of any school that teaches formal linux. but as a start, if you want to learn. internet is the best place. there are lots of pure linux forums out there which are quite helpful. And of course you need to have a linux machine to apply what you learn. you can get any linux free version on the web.

what i see here almost refers to the same thing...

pede for a change?

after so much anticipation...

,,next time nalang, masakit kase ulo ko" or ,,next time nalang, pagod ako" --- do these words hurt you guys, be honest, lol ? ; )

si iwalkalone...

do guys have advisers on the phils stock market , like when and what shares to buy?

never - resonate

95101025

..before and during the exam...." come holy spirit i need you, help me sharpen my eyes and senses"

Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you have now was once among the things you only hoped for

Lord, help us to remember when we first met and the strong love that grew between us.

To work that love into practical things so nothing can divide us.

We ask for words both kind and loving, and for hearts always ready to ask forgiveness as well as to forgive

nobody cares how much you know unless then know how much you care..

This Hell of a situation happened to me way back August last year..

 

Its has been 4 years that we were together and i thought she's already the girl that i will be spending my time till end. She lives in the province, somewhere in north and im here in manila working ( though i always find a way to be with her every week).

 

Things change during the 1st quarter of the month last year. For some reasons we felt that the relationship was a bit cold, we argue most of the time ( pero ganun talaga siya..selosa kasi ). She was always complaining na wala na daw akong time sa kanya. For four years na umuuwi ako ng province every week para sa kanya noon niya lang nabanggit sa akin un, however we still try to work everything out..Masaya ako sa kanya. Then duamting birthday nya which was June and i was not able to attend on the exact day..I told her na babawi na lang ako once na umuwi ako ulit ng province.

 

Then days pass through and i felt something different to her..that was august. Feeling ko parang nilalayo niya sarili niya sa akin.

 

Its friday night and nasa bus ako pauwi ng province again..I ask her bakit lately hindi siya nagtetext or nagrerespond sa mga messages ko?? She just told me " I have a problem and you cannot help me " which really bothers me a lot from the time i red the message.

 

I really love her and everytime na may problema siya or nasasaktan siya ay nahihirapan ako. Sabi ko sa kanya na sabihin niya sa akin kung ano ba ang nangyari or ano yung problem niya?...ilang oras ko siya kinukulit and finally here it comes..I opened my inbox and the message said " Im 2 months pregnant and hindi ikaw ang ama"

 

F*CK, PI at lahat ng mura na pwede ko sabihin gusto ko sabihin from the moment i got that message. I cant fully express myself nung mga oras na iyon kasi nasa bus ako..Deep inside umiiyak talaga ako and kahit anong gawing kong tago sa nararamdaman ko ay hindi ko kinaya at lumuha ako sa sobrang sakit.

 

I texted her back and asked her " Bakit mo nagawa sa akin ito?"..then she replied back saying "sorry pls layuan mo na ako at malaki ang prblema ko ngayon and ayaw ko na makadagdag ka pa or madamay ka" I tried calling her pero hindi niya sinasagot phone ko..

 

I immediately text my friend para may masabihan ako ng problema dahil mahirap itago sa sarili ung nararamdaman ko..

 

I can sense na nahihirapan ang girlfriend ko and she is deep saddened too..Hindi ko alam kung ano ang irereply ko sa sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko..nag isip ako ng mabuti...

 

Hindi ko magawang magalit sa kanya kahit na gusto ko. I love her so much that i cannot hurt her even though may nagawa siyang mali sa akin..Sabi ko sa sarili ko nandito na ito eh..kung magalit man ako wala din ako magagawa at lalo lang siya mahihirapan. She was crying on the time na pinagtapat nya sa akin yun..

 

So I ask her kung sino yung guy pero ayaw niya sabihin at baka lalo lang gumulo...Sad thing is ayaw siya panagutan ng guy..Call me stupid bro's pero hindi ko na inisip sarili ko noon at hindi ko inisip galit ko and i was even the once who comforted her na kaya niyang lampasan yan. ( pero as i said sobrang sakit tlaga at tinatago ko lang )

 

We ended the relationship on the same day and we are good as friends right now.. Nagtetext kami once in a while at nagkakamustahan( mahal ko pa rin siya until now and ganun din siya ) . Pero we know within ourselves na hindi na pwede.

:goatee:

much respect to you dude..i felt your pain.

my first real bf cheated on me on several occasions. ung last, nahuli ko sa chikka nya. nahack ko tas nakita ko ung # nung girl. tinawagan ko and yun. tinawagan namin, di nya alam naka-three way kame, tas he was denying me and then he denied her. hello? oks ka lang? break na noh! a total assh*le!

hehe, must have been a scene huh...i guess he paniced..

a big no....since i don't want the same thing to be done to me.....i have felt karma's sharp edge before,....it has always been fun if your the one who has nothing to lose....but a big pain in the ass if you are the one who might lose some1....

did it once...damn!..swore i'll never do it again...

..stupid sh*t!

what?

What does your love mean to me

its something i can't answer easily

just like the air that i breathe

you fill me up inside, you give me all that i need

like a bird flying high on a summers day

you're the wind that carries me away

to a place where you and i will always stay forever

if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known

i had an angel here on earth that I could call my very own

and if this world should end tomorrow, this much i know is true

i found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

longer than poets will rhyme

my love will burn for you until the end of time

if i should die before tomorrow comes

i wont regret a single day, because i had your love

must be somethin in the way you say my name

it takes away my worries and my pain

i know we'llmake it through the rain together

like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade

like the sun will rise in the morning sky

you know that i am here to stay forever...

...so what!...if your not a virgin you don't have the right to require it in a partner...some guys are really airheads to even think about it....

..i go for the face, body then feet...if the feet is dirty, it cancels everything....

girls with a nasty attitude and inconsiderate to other people

...manuod ng spongebob squarepants...

really, when everything is crashing on you, you cnt even realize the most logical solution kahit nakasampal na sa mukha mo..prayer might help abit if you have faith..reflecting will do too, but i doubt it would make you realize the proper course of action. and if even so, can you really do it....for my case, i went far away, and hoped it would help....now? im not even sure if it did..........

D & D,

I know things has been tough for the both of you..I know you are wishing that things should get back the way they are..I know i have lots of things to explain..I tried to bridge things between us, but the more i try, the more i lose hold on you..I had promised to take care of you and watch you breath each day..im still hoping i can live that promise..

I still remember the first time iv'd seen each of you..i was full of good things, full of hope and joy...I was always by your side, protecting you from any harm..molding my cheerful personality amongst you..I thought i would always be by your side...Remember when we use to laugh on almost everything..we were each others joy..i was your first word and you always seem to put a glow in my eyes....remember our afternoon walks, you were always full of questions of which some i can answer and the others i just say "because..."...those were my happiest times....thinking back and knowing im missing each day to do the same things again pains me...

I wish i could be with you again..the things i have done which led to another, i have been regretting everyday..i should be happy with what i have right now, but i'm not..i havn't forgiven myself for losing you. it's too late, but i was hoping i could keep in touch with you again..hoping to be part of your lives again. to be the father i once been.....

j

me

...never make the grand mistake of replacing the one you love with someone you thought you love..You could never bring back the past, no matter how much you want it..

..they can efficiently pretend that they are the most sincere compared to good looking guys.... who wouldn't believe if they say "kaw lang ang mahal ko, sa itsura kong ito may magkakainterest pa ba sken?"......