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  1. Well im new here im MTC per ako din, i fell in love and is still loving an mpa pero parang different na story namain since 1 yr gap lang age niya saakin and well things just happend and both of us fell instantly in love yung una naming pagkikita, sa 22o nga i was trying to avoid it so i didn't get her no. and tried to put her aside, but i think faith played a hand in us getting to meet each other again dahil na stuck siya sa isang place and yun, nagkataon na napadaan ako. Well it started quite slow yung pag bukas namin sa isat isa, it took like 5 months ng kami naghaharutan lang dahil nga i was trying to be careful pero things just kept on getting more and more complete pag kasama ko siya, and that time she was working ( well hanggang ngayun she still is), until one time nagkaaminan na kami ng pagmamahalan namin and naging kami, it was great for about 2 weeks pero malay ko kung ano nakain ko at gusto ko siya biglang pakilala sa parents ko, and guess what i live in a prominent and kilala na chinese family ( may kaibigan sa gobyerno ng pinas...think nalang kung gaaung kalakas) na very traditional, so na mano po ako at nagkagulo, then came the background check tapus soon mga pagbabanta sa buhay niya came from txt to her cellphone, grabe i wanted to do something and guess what wala ako magawa dahil, frozen bigla account ko at car ko, almost lahat ng possesions ko nawala at walang katapusan away ang pinasukan ko against sa magulang ko, and dahil sa incident na yan, na pa quit ako ng collge skul. grabe ang dramahan and for the first time napaiyak ako dahil nahihirapan ako marinig sa GF ko na di siya tama para saakin, always banat ng magulang ko na iwanan na siya at GF k naman banat na iwanan k na siya pero di k magawa, talagang for the first time i found some one i really love and am willing to fight for. Sa huli ayun sinabi sakin ng dad k na disowned ka na pero hirit na peke and imbis na talagang pabayaan na ako ay natapon ako sa canada ( well dahil sa priest at sa pagtangka sa buhay ng GF k) ngayun sa canada nag aasa sila na maghiwalay kami ( sa 22o naman ay alam ko dahilan ng actions ng magulang ko pero sana maintindihan nila ang nararamdaman ko) sa 22o dahil nga nakilala ko GF k nagstop n ako mg GB, yoci, pustahan, inuman at party as in walang bisyo at nagtyaga na ako sa pagaaral at buhay ko pero dahil sa pressure isa isa bumabalik, sa ngayun Yoci pa lang. Nung nasa canada ako, nalagyan ako ng restraining order para di ako makauwi sa pinas for 1 yr... things move on. By this time nag quit na siya sa pagiging MP pero things happen ang money runs out, tinutulungan pa niya pamilya niya kaya na force siya bumalik.

     

    Sa 22o i wanted to be the knight ang shining armor pero as i realized it, love doesn't work that way, sa una syempre away dahil naasar ako, sa 22o i was being selfish and scared since almost lahat sa angkan ko pumupunta sa ganyan, yo k siya makita ng kahit sinu sa pamilya ko, baka kung sabihin pride, but i soon realized na pagmamahal naman ng isang tao ay walang hinahanap ng kahingi kudin the same love in return at nung time na she tried to break up with me again ( na sobrang iyakan moment) dahil yaw na daw niya ako makitang nahihirapan for both pera dahil cut of nga ako sa account ko and sa puso dahil alam ko bumabalik siya (kahit na work is work), sinabi k na d2 lang ako para sakanya kahit kailan, and ngayun kahit sa canada ako i try to work underground jobs to earn a little cash so i could call home to her, and pareho din siya, so siya tumatawag saakin everyday for 1 hr at ako 30 mins- 1hr. at hanggang ngayun di pa kami naghihiwalay, alam ng magulang ko and well kahit kaunti at least na intindihan nila na feelings ko para sa Asawa ko ( hehe tingin ko sakanya asawa ko na) but syempre galit pa dahil alam nila bumabalik pa siya sa ganyan, but im happy that finally sinabi na nila saakin na pagkabalik ko, ako na pumili ng daan ko pero walang supporta galing sakanila kung di gusto nila pinili ko. So ngayun may ilang month pa ako aatayin hanggang 1 yr na at makauwi ako, pagkauwi ko, plano ko pakasalan na asawa ko.

    wow! deja vu...

    sinabi ko sa sarili from that day her father grabbed him while he was giving me a tight embrace of goodbye. time comes, yayaman din ako at tatabunan ko ng pera ang father nya. i know am getting there. i don't ussually keep hate in my heart, but if there's only one person i hated most for my whole life, no other than his father.

     

    until now, kahit masaya na ako sa new bf ko. i am still looking forward for the day na gaganti ako. i was never humiliated in my whole life like his father did.

    he filled my heart with anger and rage.

     

    Pare I just came from this type of relationship from a "STAR MPA" of a famous SPA in Quezon Ave.

     

    Believe me........Its not worth it

     

    Sorry to say this........But G*ina*Go kalang niya........Same as what that MPA did to me........

     

    More or less this GRO just wanted to "TAKE A BREAK"........Maybe she just wanted to rest for a while.......Or maybe try something NEW

     

    Its so f#&kin HARD to remove these women from this kind of work.........Why?

     

    SIMPLE.........Coz their minds were already "PROGRAMMED" for one thing: MAKE MONEY

     

    Palusot niya lang yung "She's Tired" <_< Sino ang mapapagod kung wala ka namang gnagawa kung hindi maghintay sa pera at humingi????? :thumbsdownsmiley:

     

    She's definitely MALUHO............Why? Kasi sabi mo good provider ka pero pinili niya pa rin yung dati niyang trabaho............

     

    Ganyan din ako noon pare.........101% ang binigay ko sa MPA na'yon..........As in LAHAT-LAHAT binigay ko pare.........Same as you did........But she only returned around 15% of the effort and love that I gave to her.........

     

    Anyway to make things short.........

     

    Give your LOVE to a woman who is more DESERVING than this "USER"..........

     

    I Know........Not all of GROs/MPAs are USERS and BITCHES.........Pero MAJORITY of them are.........Siguro mga 20% lang ang matitino........Halos lahat yan mangagamit lang.........Usually kung hindi maluho, may mga bisyo pa yan.......The most common that I've encountered are SHABU users(Including my recent nightmare with that star MPA).......Malas mo nalang lapag MALUHO na........ADIK pa :thumbsdownsmiley:

     

    Just like the MPA that I encountered............Nung una palaging sinasabi niya na dahil sa magulang at mga kapatid niya kaya siya pumasok sa ganung job.......Hindi raw kasya yung kinikita niya sa mga previous jobs niya........A lot of common sad stories etc.

     

    At first talagang tatablan ka eh.........Pero after a lot of investigations........I found out that 90% of what she said were CRAP

     

    It turned out that she was working as an MPA because she was MALUHO.......She needed MONEY for her lavish spending and unnecessary MATERIAL NEEDS..........

     

    Ok na sana yun eh.........Kaso eto ang mahirap..........ADDICT pala siya.........She was a DRUG ADDICT..........Gumagamit siya ng Shabu........

     

    Some people would ask........WHATS WRONG WITH THAT? As long as wala siyang pinapatay di ba? Right?

     

    WRONG

     

    She was almost 3 years in this kind of work.......Palagi niya pa pinagyayabang na P25,000-P34,000 ang basic niya na kita sa isang buwan........So assuming that she was telling the truth.........I told myself..........Wow dapat marami na siyang pera ngayon!

     

    Guess what.......WALA.........As in ZERO ang naiipon niya..........

     

    From studying her monthly expenses before I entered her life.........Wala naman siya dapat pinagkakagastusan na malaki eh.........So saan napunta yung pera niya?

     

    BISYO

     

    It turned out that she was sooooo addicted to SHABU that I found out that she lied to me several times in order to go to her "PIGEON BOX" back in her place somewhere in caloocan just to use it

    TRUST ME DUDE............Dumaan na ako diyan.........MARAMI AKONG NATUTUNAN.......

     

    The most important thing? NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE KIND OF WOMEN........Friends maybe........But Girlfriends? :thumbsdownsmiley:

     

    Sa una lang talaga mabait yan at maasikaso.........Pagkatapos niya makuha WEAKNESS mo........GAME OVER

     

    Maybe there have been some people who have been able to survive and end up with a "HAPPY ENDING" in this kind of relationship.......But based from my experience and some of my friend's experience.........Majority of this relationships DON'T WORK OUT.............Mas madalas na "SAD ENDING" ang nangyayari.......Its either the GRO/MPA takes advantage of the guy or vice versa......Pero masmadalas talagang yung GRO/MPA ang nanggagatas eh.......Sanay sila sa ganun eh

     

     

    TRUE... even here at MTC 90% out of 100% lahat puro luho at adik. am not naming names but you can easily determine naman eh.

     

    Nakikita ko na eh, parang mga psp ngayon will be the same PSP i would be browsing next next year. yung iba kinakarma na lang kasi nanggagamit lang. I have been in that work pero lahat pinagsumikapan ko. Walang nag-ahon sakin dahil kung meron man magtatangka mag-ahon sayo sa putikan mabibitawan ka pa rin kasi take it as a logic madulas ang putik.

     

    Marami na akong pinangaralan na escort, 50% succeeded 50% ayaw makinig at saksakan ng tigas ng ulo. in the end ikaw na rin sumuko kakapangaral.

     

    Kaya guys advice lang, don't ever try to play knight in shining armor, let them learn to survive.Kasi yun naman reason nilawhy they entered that job. Hindi masama kung bago pa lang. Pero kung hustler na, kasing hirap ng paghahanap ng karayom sa damihan [/font]

  2. ikaw kaya mag back read para masagot mo tanong mo. but i feel some of them are....really close friends already...and i don't mind them asking me questions....sabi ko nga....i'm hoping to shed light on some issues...as how some men see MPAs/GROs/PSPs.... alam mo....

    dahil nagmamagaling ka sa mga isyung sinasabi mo. explanation can be done in few words if you really has a POINT. kaso pointless ka.

     

     

    magpasalamat ka I'm here...atleast....mas naiintindihan na nila ngayon kahit pano... yung "what makes us who we are".....

    why do i? so? are you telling me that you're doing it for heroine act? :lol:

     

    kase kung ikaw lang siguro ang nandito dati pa at ikaw ang sumasagot sa kanila....i wonder how....things will be....

    i don't intend to be here at most. why? this thread wasn't made for me, for you, or for anyone alone. but what happened is you run the thread the whole time with so many OT posts or may i quote with your shitty life. :lol:

     

    although i must ( i think) praise you....kase ikaw yung mukha ng mga pokpok na praktikal....

    look who's talking? so you're not practical at all. ^_^ wow! :lol: now i know why you're one MP lady. ;) so what kind are you then? IPOKRITA!

     

    and me?...well....it just so happened na we're very much different.....

    yeah. very much different. i've got more than you. :P

     

     

    who said so? strictly for fun lang ba talaga?....wala bang totoo dito? i don't think so....

    lots of them are totoo. pero what you're doing is creating a play portraying yourself as what? a saint? :sick:

    I'm sorry to disappoint you....I've stopped working already....last December pa....

    that's very good to hear :cool:

    yun nga lang di ako kasing yaman mo...I'm sure mayamang mayaman ka na diba?

    and better to hear :thumbsupsmiley: at least you know i became what i opted to :P

     

    basahin mo yung mga first posts ko sa room ko....sabi ko i ntend to make it as some sort of a diary....gets?....kung pede nga lang naka lock lang yun talaga eh....kaya nga keep out diba?....

    :lol: :lol: :lol: funny ayt? you wanted it like a diary, you want people to keep out but you posted your diary at a place people can get access with. come on. make a book instead titled "insane iwa"

     

    gain friends? hah....edi sana andami ko ng kabarkada ngayon....puros virtual friends lang po....isa lang po ang naging close friend ko talaga

    let me repost...

    but i feel some of them are....really close friends already...

    where did this post go? :unsure: ngayon iisa na yung close friend mo na kanina madami :lol:

     

    at sana if i intended to gain friends edi sana puro kalandian lang din ang ipopost ko dito sa MTC kagaya ng madaming girls dito....pero FYI....i don't conform...kahit kanino.

    hello iha :lol: ano tawag mo dyan? wag ka magmalinis. sarili mo papaniwalain mo na di ka nga malandi. :lol: eh brutal ka magpapansin sa board :lol:

     

    e bat nga ba indi ako sa PSP thread?kung tutuusin nga kikita ako dun ng madami noh? hmmm....naisip mo na ba kung bakit hinde? baka kaya dahil....indi para mangareer ang pakay ko dito?

    isiiip isiiiip....

    :lol: i don't need to think. so simple as 123. isang ****** nagpapapansin sa board. hindi kikitain ang habol, hindi rin para mangarir? hmmm... dito ako napaisip. :lol: eh ano? TO ANSWER ALL MTC POSTS? :lol: exactly, pero ano yung root intention? ikaw na sumagot. ikaw naman mag-isip masyado mo din akong napaisip :lol:

     

    *hay....those times are past already....pero sige ipapaliwanag ko ulit para sayo....MPA lang ako dun....nagkataon humina nun yung MP na yun....tas naririnig ko sa mga co-workers ko itong MTC....may PC naman ako...may internet access....so naisip kong....baka sakali...in my own way...makatulong ako sa aming lahat...(sa heaven most specially)....so far things worked naman.....although at first madaming nag doubt sa intentions ko....but eventually....nakita naman nilang lahat efforts ko....and yes....it felt good inside....yung ma appreciate ka....magtiwala sayo yung mga dating may doubts....

    masaya ako sa ginawa ko....no regrets at all. And yeah....i gained respect kase....naging totoo naman talaga ako sa mission ko nun....di ko ginawa yun for a selfish cause. Call it "gratitude". Believe it or not

    heroine acts? :P or ripley's believe it or not? :lol:

     

     

    yeah i heard that from someone.....and you almost got MTC busted for that....

    oh yeah malakas loob mo.....but your purpose for doing that is for your own selfish agenda....at MTCs expense....right

    ?

    i am real and i don't wanna act as a hero yet i cannot prove anything to myself.

    the living saint was born. no further comment since you guys can justify this girl really needs a psychiatrist.

     

    a suicidal case? a heroine acts? a crazy lover? a decent prosti? and walking alone?

     

    my... that was tremendous... go look for a psychiatrist... now na :P

     

     

    hindi lang ako ang naiirita. majority tends to keep silent and trying to be gentleman. pls reffer to this page guys.

    http://manilatonight.com/index.php?showtop...727&st=1140

  3. hey you know what....i wasn't asking for their advise...they are asking me questions...they were like interviewing me...i was just answering their querries (hoping i could shed some light on some issues...enlighten some of them perhaps...).......and they were all just throwing "unsolicited advice" at me....but i don't really mind....and those things don't bother me at all....maganda naman intentions nila eh...

    who interviewed who? :P come on... you open up yourself here as if they are your close friends and don't yu think they won't ask you questions? MTC=FUN but what you showed is MTC is like your grave. see? you have your thread on the member's room with your casket. :lol: miss iwa pakialamera na ako kung pakialamera pero ang dami mo ng post dito sa mtc kung nagnegosyo ka na lang sana dito, di baka one year ka na lang sa gnyang work instead of what you said na 3yrs more pa. you don't use your brain ksi. ano intention mo sa room mo sa members room? a self confessed ka naman in public na ****** ka? to gain friends? that's a f#&king idea :lol: eh kung sa PSP thread ka pa di madaming pera na umakyat sayo since yun naman yung reason why you're into that thing. sabi mo ayaw mo magbigay ng number dito, gusto mo dalawin ka pa sa MP nyo. bakit ikaw ba ang may-ari nun? o kaya bf or whatever ka ng may-ari nun? isipin mo sarili mo iha. nakakaawa ka. pero hindi awa ang kailangan mo challenge. ngayon kung ayaw mo pag-isipan mga sinabi ko pede ka ring magsuicide :P

     

    if you had been here...earlier....that might have saved me from taking up too much space here....but since....ako lang naman yata ang nag iisang pokpok dito who's not afraid to come out in the open....well......you'll just have to live with that.

    for the history of MTC i was the 1st psp na nagpost ng mukha. i went for some tv interviews, ganyan kalakas ang loob ko iha to come out in the open as what you say. well... forgive me if i will always hit you when i will post after your post... like what you say... you'lljust have to live with that :thumbsupsmiley: :P

  4. OMG! i swear you're in denial! rolleyes.gif

    then i swear i am not. marami nakakakilala sakin dito sa MTC i was here before you. :P

     

    congratulations atleast may direkyon buhay mo...good for you flowers.gif

    because i did my best to give directions in my life :P

     

    i never asked for advise regarding these thank you.

    you never asked. of course! but what do you think you have done? you seek for answers? attentions? love? or whatever...

     

    we perceive life differently so....to each his own.PEACE MAN!

    to each his own is very applicable to us human since we do have brains. but am telling you, use your brain. and i am telling backread your post and tell me you don't have a problem. come on. :lol: :lol: :lol:

  5. The falls are not to be missed. I was in SAGADA long time ago I'd say 5 years back. The place is magical.

    the only place i know where you can score hashhish. and i mean good hashhish

     

    and sagada is the former look alike of baguio before it was invaded :lol: nanggigil ako sa mga muslim tsaka mga koreano talaga :grr:

  6. TO MISS IWA:

    come on life is good. cool down. based from your previous posts masyadong OA mga visions and reactions mo sa buhay. ang dami mo frustrations. ilang pages na naubos mo sa MTC kakapost ng mga yan? ilang pages na rin inubos ng mga MTC peeps to give advice? di na mabilang. kasi ikaw lang makakatulong sa sarili mo. get a psychiatrist, it will helps a lot. don't get me wrong pero yun ang kailangan mo. dahil ang mga nagpapayo sayo dito karamihan speculations, no actual experience. di mo kailangan ang awa. kahit iproject mo sarili mo dito na mala jesus christ yung naranasang pagdurusa, nobody can help you here. it's just YOU alone who can help yourself. life is good, all you have to do is agree and find a way to find the goodness.

  7. THUG naman....don't you ever think of it that way....hindi kame nakakainggit....

    nakakadiri kame....gusto mo bang maging nakakadiri din?

     

    i object :) nakakadiri ka when what you show to mass is nakakadiri ka nga. in my case, i gained the highest respect i wished, i gained the love i dreamed, i gained the happiness i prayed and hoped for my whole life. it's because kahit ako, nirerespeto ko ang sarili ko, i love myself and i am really persistent going out of the scenario before it ruined my whole life. mahirap umasa sa panandalian.

     

    THIS IS A TRUE FACT: madali makaalis sa ganyang trabaho kung persistent ka to move out of the scenario. napakahirap kung nalulong ka na sa luho. magalit na yung ibang tatamaan, wala kasi halos direksyon sa buhay yung ibang mga babae sa ganitong work. iniisip kasi madali pera. eto pa, papayuhan mo wala ring kwenta. so wag na lang. hehehe.

     

    Clients Falling in Love with MPAs/PSPs/GROs:

    marami na ako nakita, oo inlove sayo months? 2yrs? kung nakikita ka nya na nasa buto mo na yung pagiging gnyan. lalayasan ka rin nun. show that you're more than what he saw.

     

    LEARN FROM THE EXPERTS :lol: :lol: :lol:

  8. thank you babymaker. my bf has a hereditary diabetes and was happy for him that there is a cure for it. baka kasi maging nutritionist pa ako sa lagay na to :lol: i love sweets, i hate bitter ones pa man din ^_^

  9. ahahahah! come on! that's the one with bayantel too. :thumbsdownsmiley: got the 512kbps but can be upgraded to 768kbps and rate is 1699, very poor connection. Smartbro here in baguio is better than 512kbps in manila. so useless, fast yet always reconnecting. can't download without interruptions :rolleyes: am using them both.

  10. Brandy

    Have You Ever

     

    http://youtube.com/watch?v=3rMK8YlRiPs

     

    Have you ever loved somebody so much

    It makes you cry

    Have you ever needed something so bad

    You can't sleep at night

    Have you ever tried to find the words

    But they don't come out right

    Have you ever, have you ever

     

    Have you ever been in love

    Been in love so bad

    You'd do anything to make them understand

    Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

    You'd give anything up to make them feel the same

    Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

    But you don't know what to say

    And you don't know where to start

     

    Have you ever loved somebody so much

    It makes you cry

    Have you ever needed something so bad

    You can't sleep at night

    Have you ever tried to find the words

    But they don't come out right

    Have you ever, have you ever

     

    Have you ever found the one

    You've dreamed of all your life

    You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

    Have you finally found the one you've givin your heart to

    Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

    Have you ever closed your eyes and

    Dreamed that they were there

    And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

     

    Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)

    It makes you cry (makes you wanna break down and cry)

    Have you ever needed something so bad (so, so bad)

    You can't sleep at night

    Have you ever tried to find the words

    But they don't come out right

    Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

     

    What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby

    What do I gotta say to get to your heart

    To make you understand how I need you next to me

    Gotta get you in my world

    'Coz baby I can't sleep

     

    Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)

    It makes you cry

    Have you ever needed something so bad

    You can't sleep at night

    Have you ever tried to find the words

    But they don't come out right

    Have you ever, have you ever

     

    Have you ever loved somebody so much

    It makes you cry

    Have you ever needed something so bad

    You can't sleep at night (just can't sleep at night)

    Have you ever tried to find the words

    But they don't come out right (dont come out, oh)

    Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

     

    Oh, HAVE U EVER

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