unfaithful_me

and avoid women who is like me.......

-unfaithful_me-

yes the charm. heck i have this bf once that i can't ever show him to my girlfriends because they may doubt it. because they know my taste "gorgeous men with gorgeuos cars"

but then this bf is really nice, he treats me like GOD and master, so what can i say?

i cheated him not only once, twice and so many cases. but still he's so martyr. in fact he is still willing to marry me. why?

my brain

i would go for a guy who is not nice. i want someone who seldom talks. promise, it's really too difficult to have a mrniceguy or mr friendship bf.

none. i feel pity for the poor girl. she doesn't know her bf is still in love with me. wahahahaha.

yeah, saying I LOVE YOU it's too hard because i don't cheat myself. i am not going to utter those words until i really feel it.

my bf's threatened me few days ago that if i will break up with him with a 3rd party, he'll k*ll the 3rd party. if none, he'll k*ll himself. at 1st i don't think he's serious. but when he get a knife, cut his hands. i realize he is dead serious.

now, things getting absurd on us again, i wanted to tell him i wanna break up with hi. but how? he really made sure to me he'll k*ll himself. i don't want to have a burden of my conscience.

i got lots of flings, bad thing is they wanted more after. they become so possesive. though i cleared them out in the 1st place it's just a fling. kaya nagkagulo gulo buhay ko letse. mas matapang pa yung fling ko kesa sa real bf ko. kumbaga walang gustong sumuko. ngayon, pakiramdam ko committed na ako, pero bakit ganun? my heart is so playful. am beginning to like this another guy again na dapat fling ko lang supposedly while my bf is away.

my fling wanted more than a fling. the story repeats itself na naman ba? hirap naman! ayoko na sana magkasala pero pag sumasama loob ko sa real bf ko, fling is always there, he comforts me everytime and he lets me feel. don't worry am still here.

halos itago ko nanga sarili ko sa mundo at sa tao para di na ako magkasala pero they really know where to find me.