Ronshel13

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MOTION OF LOVE by gene loves jezebel

EYES W/OUT A FACE by billy idol

bhe bhe bhe bhe bhe bhe bhe bhe bhe

EYES W/OUT A FACE by Billy Idol

. .so sad ryt now . .

. .havent seen him for days . .

JUST TAKE MY HEART by mr.big

SELF ESTEEM by THE OFFSPRING

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

And practice all the things I would say

But she came over

I lost my nerve

I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used

That's okay man cause I like the abuse

I know she's playing with me

That's okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

All this rejection's got me so low

If she keeps it up I just might tell her no

When she's saying that she wants only me

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can spend

Well I guess I should speak up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care

Right? Yeah yeah yeah

Now I'll relate this little bit

That happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night she knocks on my door

Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no

But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go

I may be dumb

But I'm not a dweeb

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

she f#&kin hates me by PUDDLE OF MUDD

hate every thing about u by UGLY KID JOE

i must admit i was a clown to be messin around

but that doesnt mean that u have to leave town

yes and give me one more try

coz alovelike this should never ever die

yes with me colur t.v

and me cd collection of bob marley

yes with me bag of sensi

and we can be together for eternity

. . . . . baby come back by reggae artist Pato Banton

B

Broom

Ako year of the rat

 

Nabasa ko na kaya una ang year of the rat sa chinese calendar is because ginamit nya ung liit nya at ang utak nya para mauna.

 

Napansin ko din na halos lahat ng mga pinanganak sa year of the rat eh nagsasama sama, ewan ko kung bakit nag bobond kagad, parang mga daga na nagkukumpol kumpolan. although may mga grupo grupo still may connection pa din ang bawat isa.

 

Ewan ko pero dumoble ata sa akin secretive, imaginative at stubborn kasi year of the rat na nga ako scorpio pa.

bkit ako? ala ganung friends from the year of the rat? choosy ako sa pagpili ng friends.

like you lucky9space, im under the year of the rat and scorpio pa! gbeng combination noh? :thumbsupsmiley:

hirap kc maging panganay among eight siblings and till now, ako p rin bumubuhay s family ko,

kya npasok ako s ganung work pti tuloy love life ko nagulo. . .

sana pag nag ka bf ako uli, di alam past ko kc c Ron, tamang paranoid pag lumalabas ako. feeling nia bka mkipag meet p ko s client ko.

Shel?

Yea, don't go down that road again.

opo kuya

let me share something bout my life ryt now. i used worked as a therapist in a MP down south. been with politicians, rich DOM's and any kind of guy. but last year in the place i used to work, everything changed when this guy became my guest; and let's call him Ron. for him, it was love at first sight; but for me, di ko xia sineseryoso kc im broken hearted that time (damn! na inlove kc ako s client ko). but still, ewan ko, but wen Ron told me to stop working in that kind of place, nag stop din ako even though i knew that he cant financially support me kc he's just an average earner working guy. eventually na inlove din ako s kanya; i surrendered all my client's contact nos. to him, worked at a call center and right now im studying. he always tells me, that right now he is so proud of me kc im the kind of "normal" girl ryt now, no more skeletons in my closet bcoz of my previous job.

too bad..... Ron is married.

he changed my life, he led me to the right way. but one thing i cant change bout him, he cant leave his wife and kids for me.

i know that he loves me too but he doesnt want his kids to label him as a bad father and husband.

im 22 right now. still young and still in trouble. . .