Memento Mori
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Para yung feeling ng singaw sa bibig pero sa genital area na may kasamang continuous burning feeling, irritation and itchiness. i’m really hesitant to share…
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After 2 months of contracting HSV. Haven’t had any outbreaks since the very 1st excruciating Outbreak. Also haven’t been active sexually since then. Honestly, tempting na mag try ulit ng mga serbisyong bisyo pero pag naalala ko yung terrible terrible experience ko from the first days of this year my libido just goes down. Just ending up masterbating on porn like a boy undergoing puberty. good thing is, walang gastos sa bisyo? Also I haven’t shaved down my pubes just what the STI Doc said. Just some trimming. Also not taking any anti-viral meds after the 1st cycle of the anti-virals. I hope it does not come back… Sana di nalang ako nagkaroon ng HSV to begin with. Any GMs in the same situation as I am? Kamusta kayo? How’s your new “normal”?
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Good for you. Very tempting talaga pag nag babasa dito sa MTC. Mariang Palad na muna ako… Good for you!
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Kung napaparaning ka have yourself checked by an STI/STD Doctor.. mahirap na manghula. Malay mo wala good for you. If sakali na may sakit ka atleast mamanage mo and di ka possibly makahawa..
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Bullseye… just FYI lang. yung herpes as far as I know mas accurate padin sana yung swab test mismo during active lesions ng outbreak. The condom can just protect you kung hanggang saan lang macocover. Just what happened to me. Yung lesions na nag develop sa HSV wala sa mismong length ng penis. Andun sa base ng shaft paikot at pababa papuntang scrotum true enough kung ano yung di nacover ng condom.
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Hope na allergic reaction lang sa latex yung sayo. walang 100% safe even if you’re wearing a condom…
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yes. High Volume, Low Cal, High Protein.
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As for me (HSV) yung part na di covered ng condom dun ko na contract. Started with some itching and tingling sensation eventually nag ka pimple like lesions na naging ulcerations tapos burning sensation. Hopefully di ganto sayo. if nag finger yung with may active outbreak HSV and hinandjob ka possible. again POV of a person with recently diagnosed HSV.. Minsan minsan nakaka pag NURU ako before… so may part na even yung mismong part ng clit/labia na area ni thera eh pinang hahahod nila sa penis mo? Possible siguro na macontract mo siya If may active outbreak ng HSV si thera and eto yung pangyayari. Sana may nakausap ako ganto before. Everything is a risk even if may protection ka, even if sinasabi nila na regularly may check up and tests ang thera (which was being stated ng nakuha ko na thera), even if you think you are healthy and physically fit. pero ayun nga at the end of the day the decision is on the individual. ———————— After almost 2 weeks since nag start yung HSV symptoms ko. Ngayon palang nagiging mas okay yung feeling. Still meron paring tingling, konting burn and itching. Pero god damn… nakakaiyak yung peak ng symptoms. Basically, yung feeling pag may singaw ka sa bibig pero all around the shaft papuntang balls.
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The STI Doc just gave me a request form for these specific tests. Not from love yourself.. thank you will consider having it done din sa HP. Kaso i dont have a request form from the doctor. I agree. Marami padin talagang makukuha even na tingin mo protected ka sa condom. I should have known better dati.. thank you. Now palang umookay yung pain sa lesions ko. Pero ayun can’t help to think na forever nasakin to.. looks like ako din magiging lurker nalang dito.. anyway, thank you. Sana may makabasa pa nitong thread na ito. And hopefully maging lesson din sa iba..
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Done with my crap. Just happy I don’t have any other STDs.. You’ll never know what can you get from this hobby…
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If only may nag bro to bro talk sakin about sa bisyo na to.. hindi naman ata.. unless may active na outbreak na nahawakan tapos tinouch sa genital. pero based sa doctor makukuha siya sa Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex and Anal Sex. i think so too…
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Just got my other blood test results: HIV, hepa b, Syphilis. all are negative. my Herpes Outbreak still hurts like sh*t.
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I think hindi sa quality ng cd.. it’s just pwede siya makuha ng skin to skin contact or bj. yun nga din akala ko. Safe na ako kahit balot ng cd.. yet here I am. Sana mas informed ako dati pa na hindi 100% ang cd from all STIs especially sa HSV.
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To anyone who’s going to ask kung saang MP.. I think sa context ng HSV/Herpes, irrelevant kung saan. Kasi naka condom ako and yet still got infected… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers.
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I don’t know how and when I can tell… I think wala din ako sa tamang kaisipan ngayon because of the pain physically and psychologically. I feel like gusto ko nalang muna mapag isa di ko ma process yung pangyayari.. naiiyak na ako kahit katabi yung asawa ko. Feeling ko ang dumi dumi kong tao literally and figuratively.
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How to live a normal life having recently diagnosed with Genital Herpes?..
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Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum. sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault. firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage. had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam. Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to. and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..” tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din. Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. Until today finally, went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.” Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever. Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.” Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs. Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it? and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom. Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa…