MyFriend

Wala na pala ako g pera sa wallet

6 hours ago, IntroBert00 said:

I did not realize na masarap din palang magbasa dito sa thread na to. To be honest, complicated is an understatement sa kinakaharap mo ngayon brader. All I can do is wish you good luck and sana tama ang maging desisyon mo on what you are going to do next.

Thank you sir. Waiting game ako now. Kekwento ko pa din naman what happens in the next coming days regardless kung maging masaya or not. I think may part 3 pa ako

On 6/16/2024 at 1:12 AM, MyFriend said:

I have fallen and its a sack of confusing emotions.

A few months ago gusto ko lang naman magpa massage and happy ending. It was supposed to be a one time escapade but apparently it wasn't. Naging regular client ako nya, I assume getting her services 3 times in a month is already considered as a regular client.  During the course of  1 month as a regular client, I would ask her out for a date but she would say no. I would send her gifts and give small amounts of money but still she would say no to a date. 

We chatted every day and every hour. Pag hindi ako nagpaparamdam sa chat ng more than an hour nagtatampo sya. And in the course of us chatting incessantly an attachment between us grew. We were already liking each other on the second month although of course I still send her money, larger amounts at this time. When I told her I'll book for a session the night after tomorrow. This makes it our 4th and I was surprised what she told me, magdala daw ako ng CD.

Then she now agreed to go out with me. Nagpasundo sya sa malapit sa house nya. That first time to go out wasnt really a date kasi I asked kung may gusto ba sya puntahan or kainan. She said mag takeout na lang and we can check in a motel. Shempre di na ako tumanggi kahit na hindi yun ang ineexpect ko. This happened 3 times on the 2nd month and was pretty much transactional. We go out and eat lunch or dinner then check in a motel. Afterwards I hand her the money.

Since we go out almost every week I changed my offer. Instead of giving her money every time we go out I offered to give money on a regular basis instead. She thought about it and she agreed. Para masulit ko yun money I give regularly, we would go out twice a week. Going out means having dinner or lunch then check in a motel. Even with money involved, nagkakaroon na ng feelings maybe because of the frequency of our dates. It wasnt liking her anymore but I was falling for her already and I believe she had fallen also too. She said I love you to me.

On the 4th month wala ng weekly money nor even transactional payments. She would be the one asking me if im free so we can go out without any money involved and then have sex. Then it progressed to seeing her almost everyday for lunch, dinner or even just coffee. There will always be sex at least once a week, sometimes up to thrice.

The situation seems to be a feel-good story that will have a happy movie ending. Nope kasi may complications. She has a toddler child and a jowa houseband (palamunin), and I am twice her age.

I mentioned there is a sack of confusing emotions. There are feelings of happiness, jealousy, anger, inferiority, disgust, worry. These feelings are stressing me out and is affecting my mental and physical health. So I ask ano ang gagawin nyo kung ikaw ako?

 

to be continued...

Thank you for the advices. Very much appreciated. May continuation sa aking story. Here it goes

Part 2

She has now quit her work as a spa therapist and this is when things got really frustrating and chaotic. Since she stopped working she has been staying at home however what she really plans is to run away from home, run away from her houseband. Runaway far away going to me. The reason as she said is hindi na nya mahal yun ka live-in nya kahit na she has been her boyfriend for 8 years. Araw araw na daw sila nagaaway since the beginning of the year and she cannot bear the tension and stress anymore of her BFs presence and the thought of them being together. And at some point inamin na nya sa BF nya yun relationship namin. She even told about our relationship to her family and to her BF's family. The consequence... ipapakasal na daw sila this August. Tutal matagal na daw sila nagsasama para daw mawala na din ako.

Because now she is unemployed and stays at home, bantay sarado si jowa. He makes it sure na hindi kami magkikita. Galit na galit sa akin. Pinakialaman ni BF yun phone nya while she was sleeping and nun nagtext ako. He expressed his anger over me through his messages and sinabing pagkakamali ako ng asawa nya at tigilan ko na daw. Of course di ko na pinatulan, bata at uneducated sya. Didnt even finish HS.

The last time I saw her, hugged her and kissed her was 3 days ago. Patago and sumabay sa labas nilang friends sa isang bar. She was enjoying the night with me and she was not answering calls from her jowa. This angered him again because of the suspicion that she is with me again. I had to leave because pupunta na si jowa and ayaw naming lahat ng andun ng gulo.

I terribly miss her and mga chat nya sakin ay patago palagi para di mahuli ni BF. She wants to run to me pero I have a constraint. I have a 16 year old daughter who lives with me and against on me having a relationship with a spa therapist, more so living with us. I dont want my daughter na magalit sakin and layuan naman ako because of this.

Sana may part 3 pa ito which I hope would be the happy ending but I have doubts baka hanggang dito na lang ito. Di ko alam gagawin pa as the sadness really creeps in lalo na pag sinasabi nyang she doesnt want my money what she wants is to live with me and be happy.
 

titigan yun phone screen kung saan nakalagay yun last message nya

I have fallen and its a sack of confusing emotions.

A few months ago gusto ko lang naman magpa massage and happy ending. It was supposed to be a one time escapade but apparently it wasn't. Naging regular client ako nya, I assume getting her services 3 times in a month is already considered as a regular client.  During the course of  1 month as a regular client, I would ask her out for a date but she would say no. I would send her gifts and give small amounts of money but still she would say no to a date. 

We chatted every day and every hour. Pag hindi ako nagpaparamdam sa chat ng more than an hour nagtatampo sya. And in the course of us chatting incessantly an attachment between us grew. We were already liking each other on the second month although of course I still send her money, larger amounts at this time. When I told her I'll book for a session the night after tomorrow. This makes it our 4th and I was surprised what she told me, magdala daw ako ng CD.

Then she now agreed to go out with me. Nagpasundo sya sa malapit sa house nya. That first time to go out wasnt really a date kasi I asked kung may gusto ba sya puntahan or kainan. She said mag takeout na lang and we can check in a motel. Shempre di na ako tumanggi kahit na hindi yun ang ineexpect ko. This happened 3 times on the 2nd month and was pretty much transactional. We go out and eat lunch or dinner then check in a motel. Afterwards I hand her the money.

Since we go out almost every week I changed my offer. Instead of giving her money every time we go out I offered to give money on a regular basis instead. She thought about it and she agreed. Para masulit ko yun money I give regularly, we would go out twice a week. Going out means having dinner or lunch then check in a motel. Even with money involved, nagkakaroon na ng feelings maybe because of the frequency of our dates. It wasnt liking her anymore but I was falling for her already and I believe she had fallen also too. She said I love you to me.

On the 4th month wala ng weekly money nor even transactional payments. She would be the one asking me if im free so we can go out without any money involved and then have sex. Then it progressed to seeing her almost everyday for lunch, dinner or even just coffee. There will always be sex at least once a week, sometimes up to thrice.

The situation seems to be a feel-good story that will have a happy movie ending. Nope kasi may complications. She has a toddler child and a jowa houseband (palamunin), and I am twice her age.

I mentioned there is a sack of confusing emotions. There are feelings of happiness, jealousy, anger, inferiority, disgust, worry. These feelings are stressing me out and is affecting my mental and physical health. So I ask ano ang gagawin nyo kung ikaw ako?

to be continued...

if you dont want sex with someone you love then thats just platonic and not romantic. Romantic love includes sexual desire to your partner else you just love him/her just like a friend

i cant be with her because of legal constraints

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