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Nagjabol haha

12 hours ago, Iloveyouamiga said:

Don't do it.

Umamin ako na gusto ko siya, umamin din siya sakin.

Mileage was crazy high - even higher than some of my previous relationships. Eventually entrance fee nalang binayaran ko. 

After sessions, since last session ako kumukuha, magccoffee pa kami around the area. Nakailang meals together narin kami sa ibat ibang resto. Nahatid ko pa siya sa legit niyang bahay. 

Sobrang nagopen up rin siya sakin. About her life, her past, her troubles, her worries and all the shit you don't usually say to just anyone. Araw araw kami naguusap nun and I fell in love. I never told her na mahal ko na siya kasi takot ako haha. Marupok kuya mo.

Some people forget that there's a person behind the thera. I saw her for who she was behind her handlename and I really believed na I would be happy with that person. 

I knew na she didn't like me just for the money. I knew it wasn't just transactional sa kanya. I could feel it. Siya panga nanlibre one time. Andami niya rin restrictions sa MTC but they were lifted for me, plus more. 

She was and i think still is one of the top theras based on what I see here sa MTC. Grabe rin sched niya sunod sunod. Yet she still found the time to update me. 

Then reality hits. Life happens. Time together becomes harder to come by. You start to get more frustrated with the whole situation you're both in. You're always worried she'll fall for the next client like how she fell for you. 

Naging cold nalang siya bigla. Dati, nung nagtatampo pa ako she would make an effort pa to console me and rid me of my concerns. But that last time, she just let it be. She just stopped. Maybe she did fall for another person or maybe napagod din siya sa situation. Who knows, but at this point it doesn't matter.

But to be honest, every time tumutunog cellphone ko, i still wish na pangalan niya lalabas haha. I hate myself for that. 

There's a bright side to all this. Nawalan ako ng bisyo. I can't pay for company anymore becase just the nature of it reminds me of what we used to be. It reminds me of what I had and lost, and the pain i went through and still am going through right now. Drama no? But i think this is for the better. I'll be stronger from this. I just had to learn the hard way.

Take it from me. Don't do it. Kahit na gusto niyo isa't isa, life will make the whole ordeal a shitfest.

Nevertheless, this was fun while it lasted! Enjoy brodies, I'm graduating!

🍻🍻🍻

Pantay naman na pag naka horizontal haha

Paano pag conservative? Haha

Time is the truth teller

Lapit na?

ELYU

Lapit na

Kowts Chot 😂

Si Eunice 🫶🏻

Love 

Why not?

Hirap magbook. Ng grab 😂

1 hour ago, darwin2k4 said:

hmmm i think need mo mag-effort 🤣 di ka liligawan ng mga yun if that's what u mean, need mo i-book ulit para malaman mo if mag-le-level up nga... i said enough baka magalit sila 🤣

Pag di talaga, YMMV. 😂

Otw

On 8/20/2023 at 1:49 PM, handsomebob said:

If she really likes you bro expect na magiging mas intense yung session niyo (well, sexually at least) but the downside of it pag May emotions na, mas magiging complicated na yan and usually iba iba ang approach ng thera but if that thera desires u sexually u could get away with everything and i mean everything! based on experience of course!!

So far nagiging ganun na nga parang konti konti nagkakaemotions during the deed. Hahaha! Ewan ko baka ako lang?

On 8/3/2023 at 3:40 PM, Midlurker2005 said:

Yup. As far as my own personal experience (yes na fall ako one time. Ang tanga ko eh), walang therapist ang nagsasabi ng totooo. Kasama sa mojo nila yun gumawa ng kwento ng buhay nila o anuman ang gusto nila sa buhay na naka tuon kung paano ma enganyo ang guest. In fairness, meron din konting sincerity minsan kasi may emotional needs din sila. PERO alam nila na walang bukas ang mga relasyon nila kasi nga alam nila ang implikasyon ng trabaho nila. Kaya kukunin nila kung ano makukuha nila tapos move on. Hindi nila ibubulgar ang totoo nila istorya kasi mismo sila tinatago nila kung ano sila sa sarili nilang kamag-anak or malalapit na tao sa buhay. Kung may layer ang secrecy, ang estima ko ay 3 layers siya. In short, ang tanga tanga mo kung maniwala ka (pati na ako na napaniwala minsan). Ano mga bagay na nakatago?

1. NMILF. Walang aaminin masyado, lalot sa simula na  MILF sila. Kasi nga naman, baba yung customer na papatol. Usually may mga anak sila sa pagkadalaga. Minsan teenager pa lang. 
 

2. Nakatira. Pag nasa Makati ang spa, ang tirahan ay Rizal. Hindi totoo yun. Usually same city or the next city. Ayaw talaga nila lumayo kasi nga luge sa pamasahe. Kahit stay-in, they want to be near pa rin. Unless out from the province talaga. 
 

3. “Buti na lang nakakaintindi ka”. This is a hypocritical but deliberate comment from them. Tandaan mo, yung emotional investment ang target nila sayo dahil may pakinabang ka kahit nagbibigay ka lang ng 500 pesos na extra o ibinili mo siya ng cellphone o buong kabuhayan showcase. Ang masaya diyan para sa kanila, hindi lang ikaw nagbibigay marami yan. Tiba tiba sila kung ganun sila kagaling sa emotional investment. Alam nila yun. Alam na alam nila. 
 

4. “Wala akong asawa o hiwalay ako”. Eto isa sa mga pinakamalaking kasinungalingan. 99% meron silang asawa or partner, either married or live-in. Yung iba jowa na same sex. May alam ako jowa niya masahista naman ng mga bading. Remember may emotional needs din sila. Meron din silang need na steady. PERO hypergamist sila lahat. Gusto nilang may partner na mapera o mas mataas kesa sa sarili nilang asawa, live-in o jowa. At alam nila na that they can have the benefit of both worlds. Dahil nga sa nature ng trabaho nila, pwede silang short-term and temporary hypergamist without the consequences required of a permanent relationship. Tandaan mo, kung career oriented sila, hindi sila therapist. Sometime in their youth nabuntis sila, at gawa nun, malamang nag asawa rin sila. Or may ka-live in. 
 

5.  “Nagiipon lang ako”. 8 out 10. Hindi totoo. Dahil nga wala sila masyadong skills sa labas ng kanilang trabaho, babalik at babalik sila o kaya mag side job, or wala talagang balak umalis. Malaki nga naman kita. Kung maganda ka, kahit NTP, makakakuha ka ng at least 10k a day. Daig mo manager ng bangko. 
 

6. “Napamahal na ako sayo”. Wag kang tanga. See 1-5.  Nuff said. 

 

 

Daaaaamn. Buti nabasa ko ‘to lalo na’t nagsisimula palang ako balik balikan yung thera atleast twice or thrice a week. Thank you sa paalala.

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