Writings of the Heart

[An12]

Ang bagong pinto ng kaligayahan ay mag bubukas ..

[Lablee]

I miss you that's all

[Panibugho]

A year has passed. I feel like the past two months has been a good progression of even more healing and recovery for my heart. While there have been several recent episodes of tears and breakdown, I've been able to recover better from it compared to the never-ending episodes the past year. I know I can't fall down anymore cause I've hit rock bottom, and I'm just climbing back again to the light.

Losing you made me realize so many things, and the biggest of it was how much I really loved you and how your mere presence meant to me. You were my world, you will always be. Someone might eventually find its way to my heart, but your memories will always be here.

[samlcd]

[handsomebob]

it was nice while it lasted......

and the lone wolf hunts again.....

[wickedhappin3ss]

Sana masaya kana 

[BabyInvisible]

alam kong hanggang dun lang ang kaya nyang ibigay pero di ko pa rin mapigilan ang aking sarili na ibigin syang tunay.

[FF]

we pine for love lost

of  memories spent in days of happy  sunshine

seemingly endless moments  when I called you mine

I look at snapshots 

of places and times and unforgotten

of a love kept alive  within this heart that still beats for you and calls your name

but there is no answer

only stillness . and the long aching silence.

Edited May 22, 2022 by FF

[samlcd]

Paalam. 
Gasgas na pamagat
Pero ito ay kailangan isulat
Konti lang ang makakaalam
Na Ako'y magpapaalam
Alam ko naman na kaya mo
Kaya ito na ang huling sasabihin ko
Hindi naman ako kawalan
Kaya kailangan na kitang pakawalan
Kung ito ang magpapagaan sa nararamdaman
Sana ay iyong maintindihan
Kailangan ko ng lumisan
Bago pa ako ay maiwan
Sa mga yakap mong kay higpit
Sa isip mananatiling mapait
Marami pa akong gustong sabihin
Alaala mo ay mananatiling nasa akin
Pero hanggang dito nalang
Salamat, tayo nga siguro'y panandalian lamang.

[BRAIN FOR HIRE]

Well the rub of it all is that you love until you don’t. And all the good chemicals are used up and all that remains in your neural path ways are all the ghosts of memories that haunt you with their happiness and nostalgic bliss. But you only see it and you can’t access the emotions anymore. 

[handsomebob]

to C.

"Close as it gets
I can't go back to pretendin' like I don't know you exist."

[Anonymous]

This industry does not make therapist or attendants become less of a human being. Treat them like a person and be a decent person. You should be grateful that they are there to serve you. You may have money to spend but you don't own them and you can't buy them. 

[NightWriter]

I can see you in my mind, far away on the beaches of Blundellsands. You were waiting for me, my love. 

You have renovated our home, a quaint little house along cookie cutter houses with white sidings and small spruce trees planted from a few springs ago. The rustle of the maple leaves in the cold breeze as I pulled towards the driveway.

I brought something for dinner I thought you wouldn't mind, a little bit of sherry wine on our lamb steaks tonight. 

You've made love to me after dinner. I couldn't wait for you, you were hot as I was. 

I gave my all, I gave everything, every bit of sweat and crumpled sheets and my nakedness.

You couldn't wait to push it in me, I welcomed you, I was faint and hurting and you thrusted it in me.

You pulled my body towards yours as you mount me and taking strides.

Until we felt wasted on the sheets and we'd do it again afterwards. 

How I wish I'd see your face again. 

On the beaches of blundellsands. You were waiting for me. 

I wish We'd make love again.  I wish I'm everything you'd hope for me to be.

 

Edited June 10, 2022 by NightWriter

[handsomebob]

@NightWriter you will have a LOVE meant for you soon....keep faith KAT!

 

 

[NightWriter]

53 minutes ago, handsomebob said:

@NightWriter you will have a LOVE meant for you soon....keep faith KAT!

 

 

@handsomebob I hope so, handsome Bob, malay mo - 😉 

[handsomebob]

Just now, NightWriter said:

@handsomebob I hope so, handsome Bob, malay mo - 😉 

sana nga ikaw na para sa akin KAT! 😘

I am tired of falling in love and falling out of love!

viber ka na uy, gagawin nating love letter profile natin parehas, hahahaha

[NightWriter]

4 minutes ago, handsomebob said:

sana nga ikaw na para sa akin KAT! 😘

I am tired of falling in love and falling out of love!

viber ka na uy, gagawin nating love letter profile natin parehas, hahahaha

Ikaw talaga. Ang bilis mo naman. 😌 May crush ako sayo, no! ❤️Iniisip ko pa kung sasagutin na kita eh. Siguro ilang weeks pa. LOL.

Edited June 11, 2022 by NightWriter

[handsomebob]

13 minutes ago, NightWriter said:

Ikaw talaga. Ang bilis mo naman. 😌 May crudh ako sayo, no! ❤️

same noh! hahaha...crush natin isa't isa...

you made me smile tonight, worth it yung pag intay ko sayu, LOL

oo nga mabilis...sorry!

@NightWriter ok lang kahit weeks pa, i ain't goin nowhere dearest!!

Edited June 11, 2022 by handsomebob

[NightWriter]

3 minutes ago, handsomebob said:

same noh! hahaha...crush natin isa't isa...

you made me smile tonight, worth it yung pag intay ko sayu, LOL

oo nga mabilis...sorry!

@handsomebob Kuya, its worth it. Trust me. Pero kakayanin mo ba ang LDR? 

[handsomebob]

1 minute ago, NightWriter said:

@handsomebob Kuya, its worth it. Trust me. Pero kakayanin mo ba ang LDR? 

if it's meant to be ATE, it will be worth it.....

I will try my hardest dearest!!

kaso wala ako US VISA but if you go home here I will take care of you i promise!

 

 

 

 

 

 

[NightWriter]

8 minutes ago, handsomebob said:

if it's meant to be ATE, it will be worth it.....

I will try my hardest dearest!!

kaso wala ako US VISA but if you go home here I will take care of you i promise!

 

 

 

 

 

 

@handsomebob That’s tempting, Kuya. Ayoko sa Motmot ha? 😂 

[handsomebob]

1 minute ago, NightWriter said:

@handsomebob That’s tempting, Kuya. Ayoko sa Motmot ha? 😂 

sa bahay namin tayo ATE, all night long....wahahaha...

how was your run??

[Anonymous]

I met you when you were down. Wished you well and hoped you'll be better. You thanked me and appreciated the sentiments and we moved on with our lives.

Time passed by and you were down again. I wished you well again and hoped for you to be better again. You thanked me again and appreciated the sentiments but maybe fate is bringing us together, we got to know each other better.

I knew you more and more each day. I accepted who and how you are. But as more people are still coming and going in your life, I maybe just the soup of the day in yours. I'll just make the most of it while I'm still here. And if the time comes when you'll be sick of me, I'll go out quietly and thank you for the wonderful memories.

[handsomebob]

people come and go in your life, just be thankful and appreciative to those who make it an effort to stay...

alam mo kung sino ka! 

😘

 

Edited June 12, 2022 by handsomebob

[NightWriter]

Are you ready? You drive! I’ll hang on to my seat. 

Let’s Go, Go, GO! @handsomebob