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  1. Complicated...

    Been married for 13 years.

    My ex had a bf for 6 years. She left him for me. We were together for 4 years... We went our separate ways a couple of years back but we stay in touch. Have casual sex every once in a while...

     

    I have a new girl now... She's still with her bf... The've been together for 7 years...

     

    Complicated....

    Shes in the hospital now.... She underwent emergency surgery... For ectopic pregnancy... She lost the baby... Our baby.... She told me its mine. And i believe that its mine... Not just because i trust her... But because i know...

     

    I just had to see her... So i visited her at the hospital... With her current sitting beside her...

     

    I didn't care... I just had to be with her... Used every ounce of energy i can muster just to keep my emotions in check. It was the longest hour of my life... Pretending to be someone i'm not... A friend who just wanted to visit... To see if she's ok... All the while my heart hurting... For being helpless... For not being able to be there for her...

    Its supposed to be me... Because its mine... We lost our baby...

     

    Complicated... I guess thats an understatement...

     

    i can relate.... but in my case i didnt visit her in hospital as I cant find the courage to face her husband and keep my emotions.

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